Are Our Only Source, Through You, is Life. Only through, “Christ,” can you be born, into The Spirit of Our Oneness, with The Almighty, with the truth of all existence?
To reach and go beyond, that which seems unable, in the outer, is truth stirred up, practiced, and strengthened.
To the ultimate explosion of answers to questions, having not had answers, until now, when all will be known.
Lord, grant a new beginning, with every benefit, for our children. For every Family but, personally my own. I need your spark, ignited for regeneration purposes. I am stagnating in inability.
I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul. To forwarding The Cause, that my life, is as millions. Stop The Suffering. December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To be seen. To reflect the inner world, to the outer declaration.
The arrival of the positive flow of energy, energizing itself, to solid granite fruition ha.
What does this all mean?
What is Your will for me? I can work now, and make money.
I talked to my guardian angel, I told her she is the only one who believes in me; she said, “for me to believe in myself.” Oh Lord what is Your will, if it had not been for You, I would be no more. Make thy way straight, through the threshold of, Your Ever Presence of The Spirit of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. In Jesus, I trust, Amen. 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for, The Presence of Your Spirit
The Cleansing of the cobwebs, knowledge, continual process, but constructive, instead of destructive, Courage, Fortitude, The Courage in endurance, Patience. Guidance in things not seen. Plus gift of writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” the book.
Total Salvation.
Seventh You Rest, In and Through, The Unveiling of Christ, which gives you life, and through Christ, is freedom from damnation.
Baptism-Total Immersion, is the reincarnation of our souls, in the here and now. From the death of sin, to fully understanding, the meaning, and rights, that are given through, The Love of Jesus Christ’s, Love for His Father. In following through, “The One Truth” To Purification, Laid His Life Down, To Save Mankind, From Darkness.
Deliverance, shedding off all the old beliefs, and misconceptions of life’s cycles. To break itself off so the regeneration could come forward, in the designated time.
Forgiveness whoa, lamentations, in order.
Supplication, Awesome Prayers In Faith, of The Lord’s Ever Presence, and The Sphere In Which The Lord Can Hear, and So Regenerated, The Passion, Through My Faith, In The Presence of the Lord, In Spirit.
My losses gave up my life. Granted immunity. Freedom to follow through with the unveiling course, to the promises, judgments, mysteries. Clarification in understanding, allowed. Knowledge, attained. Wisdom, In The Spirit, Realm.
Constructive thought, on paper, anyway. Getting out of the complete negative, to sowing the seeds, for the mass regeneration, through Jesus Christ, Teachings. The Love for The Father in Heaven. The Testaments from old, of The Coming of The Messiah. To Fulfill, The Treasure of God’s Blessings, Promises, Mysteries.
To Bring Peace to Mankind, from The Love of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy of Holy Spirit,
through Jesus Christ’s love, life. Mortified Cruelty, endured. For the more significant, to put an end, to the dominion of sin. To lay the way for death in the flesh, to life eternal, with the Lord, in the Lord, through the Lord, roundabout The Lord’s Presence in Spirit.
In Jesus Christ Life, Jesus Christ Ministry, in Jesus Christ Unified Oneness, with Our Father, Who Is In Majesty, awaiting the arrival of all the souls, that have been lost, through the generations, searching for The Truth.
Only through Christ Jesus, lies the answers, to the questions, that need t answers.
Now, for complete regeneration, “Save The World.” Inside every person, is a soul from God, waiting to be let free, from the bondage, that has kept humanity chained.
The cleansing can only be attained, through the transition from sin. To fully accepting Christ, as your, Personal Savior. Then The Baptism, and The Holy Spirit will take you through, from the cleansing to the truth, continued protection.
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for The Presence of Your Spirit.
My faith lies in Your Blood of Blessings, For Mankind to Come In Heart Passion, To The Truth, of Our Existence. To Be Redeemed from Darkness, To The Light of Jesus Christ my love, my reason for living still. May 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
From Darkness Of The Outer To The Ever Present Light Of The Inner
my twin, Dad and I were the only white, on my Mom’s side. Whose sufferings is it: Where is the shame? Well for all, it is covered, until the dawning of the age, when all will be, laid out. For all to see, the unraveling, of the misconceptions of the false passed down, from all our ancestors.
Words being said, without meaning. In the outer sphere of awareness which is in darkness. Until the real spark, be ignited, to the answers from the darkness of the outer to the ever-present light of the inner.
The inner kingdom, which is in expectancy, for all Men and Women, to come inside, to the truth of, Christ in all Our Existence. The core of understanding. The inward soul becomes part of the whole. In one heart, in one mind, in one soul.
From the outside abominations to the clearing off, the cobwebs, From without to within. In Christ’s Presence, there go I, and I am infinite, in the Universal Law of Cause and Effect.
We are, The Chosen. We All can come into, Father God, To The Clearing, So The Regeneration of The Holy Words, can accomplish itself and bring Peace To The Multitudes. December 15, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
keep haunting my thoughts, entwined, in the ever-presence of yesterday, the pain of yesterday and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday.
To freedom from hell, Hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, Renewal of our Spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life, and is resurrected from the death of the inner.
In the light of the here and now, In which no other passage will suffice. Only One through Christ Jesus is life, is hope. Is the guiding force, to the oneness of truth, which all have the power through The Holy Spirit, in The Holy Spirit, round about The Holy Spirit — The Glory of God through The Holy Son, Everlasting Peace.
In Jesus Blood of Sufferings, and Blessings for Mankind. Be of Good Cheer, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy of Holiest Spirits, are here in the here and now of yesterdays tomorrow. March 17, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You Are Mine Internally, and I Have Shared You To The World
While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went against to fight the fires.
So few people were’ put in my direct path.
I needed to do it, once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.
I lost you let me fight, till the bitter end.
I knew I was leaving but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are, The highest. You are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, my understanding.
You are the first and last breath, I take.
You are Soul. You are Spirit. You are Life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from me. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.
The Light of Your Love envelops my spirit, with yours.
You walked into me at the Arroyo, I felt you, it was not my imagination.
You wanted me to live with you forever.
I Love You. You are mine internally, and I have Shared You, To The World, through, My Love For You. In the writings, that Your Comfort Brought, To The Knowledge You Unfolded. Through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “there is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 17, 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
