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HEAVY HEART

I am writing with a heavy heart 

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I Am Writing With A Heavy Heart

Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.

I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.

    I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

    We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.    

 For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.

    Now I do some, but what?  I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.     

What is a person to do?

    I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.    

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.

    I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.    

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.

    I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987,  W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

    God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy

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THANK YOU JESUS

Thank You for taking my internal pain away.

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Thank You For Giving Me, In Presence of Spirit

Thank You for giving me, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You, for accepting me, with all my flaws, with the pain, I suffered, in the fire of my soul.

    Thank You, for igniting the light of You, in my heart. Thank You, for all my conversations, In Spirit, with You. Lord, I am so grateful, You gave me something fulfilling to do. For me, and you, and anyone who finds, the kingdom of heaven, is within our reach, just waiting to be, activated.

    Thank You, Jesus, for all the lessons you have given me. In the name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ, and Your Ever Presence, Omnipresent, Omnipotent. “As it was, in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, The World without end.”

    Dear Lord Jesus Christ, Thank you for this day, this moment. Thank You for Your Love, The Inspiration, You passed on through your precious moments, that you gave all of your followers from beginning to end. The Healing’s You give to all that believe.

    You are, The Son of God, who takes away the sins of the World, through Your Birth, Through Your Life, Through Your Ministry, Through Your Death, Through Your Resurrection To Life Eternal.

    In Your Hands, of Mercy, Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, Writings on the heart of my soul, In Spirit, With You in The Awakening of each and every soul. Bring all of them, “In Presence of Spirit.” All who are searching, and not finding You, in their inner chamber.

    Oh Lord, help me, Jesus Christ, through, The Threshold of Your Ever Presence. To The Presentation of, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Lead me where I need to be, Lord.

    Show me the way, the means, and the associates, to make these things come out. To The Glory of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit. Thank You, for all the blessings of Your Resurrection To Life Eternal, In You, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About The Glory of You Jesus Christ in Your Omniscience. June 5, 2011, Wendy Yvette Greenwell,

    I have been praying for this for a long time. This is called “Fruition.” It has, come to pass. This means, all of it, is meant to be, even if it is, written by me, because I am sharing my writings, with the World. Thank You, for reading my writings, Wendy.

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BIG THUNDER STORM

I have read,

Beautiful Sea's
I Love To Read It; It Is So Personal To Jesus

“In Presence of Spirit,” five times, my original copy. You know throughout the writings, I place everything in God’s hands.

    Jesus put the two of us together, To complete in two thousand one, the manuscript, turned to Book. The book of, “In Presence of Spirit,” Jesus Christ World Awakening, written by The Spirit of Our Oneness with The Almighty. I believe, and so it is so.

    The Dawning of The Age, Of Peace and Good Will, To All Men. The Regeneration, To The World.

    My Son is going to be seventeen tomorrow; he will not go back to school. We will overcome, these obstacles, peace will be granted to the multitudes.

    I will continue work, on the rest of the writings and this one is probably one. Lord, Grant Us Your Presence in Spirit, for World Triumph, through, Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. May 21, 2001, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

What Does It Mean?

You Showed Me The Way To Get To You
To leave your family, your belongings and follow you? How can I learn scripture? How do I, withstand the fiery darts of attacks of the negative?

    How do I find you? Where are you? I feel so alone. How do I get to you? How do I feel you? How do I communicate with you? How can I be forgiven? How can I forgive? What can I do? Where am I? San Antonio.

    Where am I going? back home. Who am I? Oh, Jesus all these questions you have answered. You showed me the way to get to You. The way home to Father God, Father Son, and You Father, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Thank You for Our, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 6, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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INTERNAL HOUSE CLEANING

My mind is clear of all obstructions.

My brother was on the Ship
My Mind Is Clear From All Obstructions

The cobwebs have been cleared. The understanding of the parables, are precise, not just for me, and you but, everyone concerned.

    For if it is, to satisfy, all the lusts imaginable. Where are you still? An empty void. Awesome yuk, the dung of existence, for if we are without, what must it be like, to be within?

    The Liberties of Our Eternal Existence is at hand. Clean your house. Clear the cobwebs. Without, you are lost. With, there is no separation. For with, comes peace, understanding, contentment.

    Withdraw inward. Seek, The Peace Within. The passion comes from long-suffering. Greed comes from the lust of man. Where is Freedom?

    The World is contrite, litigation, is in, an explosion of catastrophes daily. “Seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened, listen and you will hear.” Enter, the inner chamber, and clear the misconceptions of existence. There is only one way, one way, through the narrow hall, for sure, if we sway, the way, can be reversed.

    The Passion of Christ is within. The Promises are of, Christ Within. The lusts of, The World, are deteriorating Our Existence. Fight for The Truth. For The Truth Is In Us All. The search is final, once found, stacked down, there is no other. The One, The Redeemer of Our Souls, is in your face. July 6, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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OPEN YOUR HEART TO UNDERSTANDING

Open your heart to understanding.

Somewhere over the rainbow, all the way over
Open Your Heart To Understanding

Read 2 Corinthians 5, in one sitting! You will be home soon. He will come, and you will have strength, to go on whichever road, He chooses. Follow Him always. In your heart, are all the answers of, The Universe. Which will bring, the peace, you so desire.

The Holy Spirit is your Guide.

    The Lord is the Light. The Lord is the strength that makes the seed grow. The Lord is, in you, let The Passion of Christ, encircle you, roundabout, entirely, giving up your will, and putting it into, the stretched out arms, that God through Jesus Christ Our Savior, is holding out, for you.

Referring to, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.”

    I hope you have read some entries of the book; I passed it up to you. No holding back, so it is necessary to tell you. I have had it a year.” There are so many revelations, in the writings, he guides you through the distinct reality, in which we live with Christ, and the opposition of the cleansing and sanctification, which follows after Salvation.

Complete, Purification through, The Baptism and Deliverance, from sin and temptation.

    All falls, into God’s place, and time. The regenerating forces of, God’s Power, cleanses you of all your pain, and places strength with knowledge, and ultimate understanding.
It is a gift.
    “God so loved the World He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, that who should ever believe on His name,” in the faith of His Glorious love for His Chosen, will not die but have eternal, everlasting life. (me) “whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have eternal life.” K.J. V
The life in which we are living, is full of man’s traits, in succession of time.

Which constitute the loss of one’s rightful place in, and through The Pure Love of Christ, and through, The Ultimate Abandonment, of One’s Own Will, is Purification, to which, there is no other.

    The Love of Christ penetrates the small opening, as tiny as the mustard seed. Once this occurs, The Love, Envelopes You. Although rough times are ahead. You are sheltered with and through The Lord.

     Your protection is in Him, through Him, round about Him. The Glory, Comes Through, With His Magnificent Power, and Glory, and you know, you are loved, through the love, of your faith in, Our Lord Jesus Christ. December 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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WHY?

Why is it,

Everything is through the Lord, in the Lord, round about the Lord.

The Ministers of the World, cannot read and speak, God’s words only. Everything is through the Lord, in the Lord, round about the Lord. My Salvation, My Baptism, My Deliverance, is in accord with God’s Plan. We can not find God’s Purpose until we let all outside interference’ subside. It is never complete, until you abandon, your will. Entirely and ultimately, and give it full and finally, To Jesus Christ, Our Beloved Savior, “In God We Trust.”

It is not just about accepting, Jesus Christ as Our Savior.

    It is the transition, from mind to heart, the core of existence. Then and only then, the pure consciousness of Christ penetrates a small opening, and the knowledge and understanding, start slowly but evenly come to be. As all the extreme atrocities, start subsiding, one after another. It is an explosion, into a world without end.

Time does not matter at this point.

    Then the Baptism of death and resurrection of the old beliefs. Into the new understanding of God’s promises, statutes, commandment, and final judgments. The mysteries unravel, into the true meaning, of our existence — the one and only, through Jesus Christ Our Savior.

    Then finally deliverance, from sin. The line between good and evil is broken, and the sheathing process continues, intact. Until all utterances of evil cannot penetrate, the internal purification, it bounces off, this is justification in it’s purest form.

We are not here to interpret God’s words.

    But through the Spirit of God’s Ever Present words, are the answers, To Our Existence. Through Jesus Christ Our Savior, “In God We Trust,” In Pure Faith, To The Glory of God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy of Holiest Spirit, which Covers Us, with all, God’s Omnipresent Peace, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom.
The understanding of,

    The Present, Past, Future, Estates of, “The Oneness of The Writings,” which have been passed down, from generation to generation, since the Prophets writings.

The Hope, The Prayers, To Our Holy Father, have been heard.

    We individually must do our part. Continually ridiculing, all the abominations, which are realized, in each and every individual Families, States, Communities, Countries, Is Not The Answer! Why don’t We Really, Show People, How To Start, The Internal Purification? Time is too short. Everyone is suffering, for nothing. It is God’s Plan, To Minister, not to Judge. July 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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INTERNAL PURIFICATION

I was lost in my sins.

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My Writings Are Meant To Be Shared

No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.

No one realizing, they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-centered of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place probably in every home.

    The World is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through, Jesus Christ Our Savior.

    You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified, once the sheathing and the facts become more clear, your world round about becomes more peaceful, knowledge becomes part of your conscious.

    Nature is instinctual with Christ, there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions.

    Stop the muck of Society today. Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, and watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ. He is the only way out of this Society we call home.

    Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ Our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware time is short. July 11, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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