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I HAVE TO SAY

I have to say, “I have to get over this.”

Thesaurus of Redemption

I am sorry, but I am.  I and no one else, so I speak, write in the present tense, for no one, but myself.

Enough, the thesaurus version of redemption: Redeem-v. absolve, acquit, atone for, cash in, change, compensate for, defray, deliver, discharge, emancipate, exchange, free, fulfill, keep, liberate, make good, make up for, offset, out weight, perform, ransom, reclaim, recoup, recover, recuperate, redress, regain, rehabilitate, reinstate, repossess, repurchase, rescue, retrieve, salvage, satisfy, save, trade in. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell  

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IN PRESENCE OF SPIRIT 2

Life is but a never-ending circle,

Let’s Lift Our Hearts and Minds To The Heavens

ageless at times but fascinating; the circles become cycles day by day week by week month by month year by year time never-ending but standing still. Prayers can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk, all around.

Where do you turn?

    Heaven is the way, not hell. We are all here for a purpose, to fulfill God’s Plan. He’s waiting, watching in every corner, for his people to say: “I give back To You Dear Lord, what you have given me: my love, and my life to fulfill the plan, You have made, for every person, on this planet, we call Earth.”

    Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations, we face are human-made. To fulfill, Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray, and give ourselves, to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.

God’s Plan is Everlasting Life.

    Ours is, to repent our sins, to pray daily, too fast at times, and to believe, that, Our Lord Jesus Christ, died for Our Salvation. He died, so we may live eternal if we submit, ourselves to God.

So many people are suffering, in all negative ways.

    They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns, man has made for himself. God, did not make these, unfortunate circumstances. The man started making these, before the flood in Noah’s time: it is true, “oh ye of little faith.” We lose our faith, at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there, to pick us right up, and love us no matter what.
We can repent our sins,

     Forgive ourselves and others, and hand it right to the Lord, in Jesus’ name. What a joy, to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives if we abide by the words through the prophets of God. Everything that the people of this world should know, what is right is in the Bible.

     Our Eternal Lives are at hand. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ, To God, and he will take care of every one of us. There is too much ugliness, In The World.  So let us, raise our hearts, and minds to the heavens, and bring back the beautiful aspects, of life, therefore making us, open souls, to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.

     Let us not wait, much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children,  your family,  your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think. Creative joy is in your hands.  Edited July 1988

    I feel the imminent need, to exercise My Rights As A United States Citizen, My Rights of Freedom of Speech. My Rights of Freedom of Press. My Rights of Freedom of Religion. Which is Spiritual entire of itself? Wendy Yvette Thatcher Greenwell.

    This is my favorite picture, so it is on several times. Wow! The big picture is not on here anymore because I changed the size to save bandwidth for others.

    Last edit, “In Presence of Spirit,” Three decades old. Happy 30th Anniversary, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original and the edited one, this one. I went from no words to, “In Presence of Spirit,” out of the blue. All the extensions are part of the whole of my conversations with the Lord. “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord. “To You with Love, January 22, 2019, Wendy

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LOVE IN CRISIS

Love in crisis: what do you do?

Love In Crisis What Do You Do

Life in turmoil: where do you turn? Truth in existence is right in front of you. Know the truth, and the truth shall set you free.

    Know thyself. How? To Think. How? Soul search. How To talk to yourself, How to talk to God, How To Confess your guilt! Confess your innermost secrets to the Lord, and ask him to take them away, so they cannot haunt you anymore.

    Why? It is the only way you can receive forgiveness, and by doing that, you can be set free from your pain. Forgiving yourself is the key, June 11 and then you forgive others through Jesus Christ’s love. August 29, 1988, Wendy Yvette Lyke I put this on the preface of the book because that is where it belonged, but now it has it’s home right here. Picture Kauai

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NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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MOST ARE IN MY STATE OF BEING

As I walked through the doors of the shelter,

Writings In Secret Forever or Not

I thought, “how safe, courteous understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the Women and Children, who walk through those doors.

    As breakfast started Moms were’ preparing the meal for the Children hurt, battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young.

    I observe mostly children five and younger. The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting.

    Realizing all these Women and Children had just gotten out of the “Last Fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

    The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of Our Unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s trauma’s, affect the balance of the truth.

    Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

No man is better; My God is the oceans,

    Are the mountains, are the trees, plants, tropical forests. The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not minded power, it is heart power, compassion. Thank You, Lord, you always knew I wanted, to write.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

    Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank You, Lord.

    We all get our ancestor’s vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.  Christ sent from and through God.

    Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as Our Savior. He is Our Source. He is, The highest. He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent, In Infinite, Magnificent Form.

    My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You. My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

Safe Haven’s Community Services:

    People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

    Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

     Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master.

    Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

    I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

    “We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

    God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk.

    I see a beautiful vision. It is from God. Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away. No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not. January 29, 1996 Wendy Yvette Lyke

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TO YOU AGAIN

Hi, It is me, the author of “In Presence of Spirit.”

My first Moon Photo without a flash
Thank You For Reading My Writings

Can you believe one writing, has such an impact on my life, that I had to give it to you now? I could not wait another second. That was on August 31, 2012.

Now it is November 29, 2012; it has always been a special day for me since I was sixteen because it is the birthday of my first love. Then years later, one of my grandsons, birthday.

 It was before I gave up on myself,

and gave someone power over the outcome, of my overall existence. It was before the pain and the loss of my innocence. Going from good to a disgrace to God.

    Going from not knowing, I had a choice, to someone making that choice, their mission. So I have suffered because I let someone else decide. I gave someone else, control over my decision.

    I got caught up, on a web, of someone else’s, secrets, which caused me to have a complete breakdown.

    If I had given up the secret, things would have been different. I kept it for eighteen years. It was eighteen years to the second too late. Since then it has been seventeen years. So we are looking at a total of thirty-four years.

 I do not know anything about blogging.

    I have not looked at anyone’s blogs. I needed to share, “Show Them The Way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion” and, “In Presence of Spirit.” I got carried away. Right now, I have seven thousand, two hundred forty-five views — sixty-seven writings.
    Thank you for reading my writings. It is at the point if I want to share, I have to update to be read. I am sick with a bad cold, and I am sad, about the conditions in the World.

I have shared, extremely personal,

    The Letters, to the Lord, sharing with anyone who wanted to read them. As private, in spirit, as you can get. His Presence is established in the writings. I Can, Say That. I Can Write It. I Can, Publish It. I Can Share It. I have.
    The Prayers have been in the Heavens, since the day, I wrote them. Each one is special, entire of itself.
    Now you have reinforced it, by reading my writings. Documented: four thousand, five hundred sixty-nine, page views, for November 29, 2012. Awesome! I thought last month was good, it doubled.
    I read in ” A Course in Miracles,” That if ” one thousand people have open minds, then one thousand others will open their minds” and the chain reaction will activate the ritual cleansing, to more thousands, of open minds.
I know, when you read my writings,
    It is like, I am speaking directly to you. Well, first it was for me to write it.  By writing it, I was sharing it, at the same time. Like on earth,  in heaven at the same time. Which makes it omnipresent.
    It is unusual, to read in the I, of oneself. I know, who do I think I am. I am not, The Holy Spirit, is with me, and through me, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Holy Spirit, indwelling me, and you at the same time.

    Let me put it this way. Your mind might not understand, but your inner being, knows exactly, what is written.

    It always calm’s me, when I work on them, even now, when I read them, it is still, like the first time, when I wrote them.

    I knew, when the time, was right, I would re-open my blog. My Writings, Published for all to read, right here, right now, no matter, when I wrote them.
I call that, Only Through, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ.

    No way, no how, could I do, all this, by myself. No! The Lord, Shared, The Holy Spirit’s Presence with me, and I studied hard, and I asked The Lord, to sup with me, each time, we had, Our Conversations In Spirit To Spirit, Communication.

    I write this to you right here, right now because, I am at the point where. I can not force myself, to put any more of my writings on, except for this last one, on the internet, and it is going to be hard to push that button. Ha!

    Anyway, I have run out, of words. I will update the same writings, once a day, for December 2012, and then we will see what I am supposed to do. God Bless The World; In Jesus Christ name, I have forwarded, now I really am going to wait. Wendy November 29, 2012

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ARM YOURSELVES

Arm yourselves with the blood of Jesus.

Stop The Suffering

Are Our Only Source, Through You, is Life. Only through, “Christ,” can you be born, into The Spirit of Our Oneness, with The Almighty, with the truth of all existence?

    To reach and go beyond, that which seems unable, in the outer, is truth stirred up, practiced, and strengthened.

    To the ultimate explosion of answers to questions, having not had answers, until now, when all will be known.

    Lord, grant a new beginning, with every benefit, for our children. For every Family but, personally my own. I need your spark, ignited for regeneration purposes. I am stagnating in inability.

    I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul. To forwarding The Cause, that my life, is as millions. Stop The Suffering. December 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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BLOG IT

“In Presence of Spirit,”

One of my Moon's
To You Who Are Reading My First Internet Transactions

“Show them the way,” original name “Stop Legalized Abortion,” “Abortion” and “Sweet Mercies.”

To you, who are reading, my first internet transaction, of all four of my writings, up front, and very personal.

I must do as much as I can, for this transaction. I have to complete my part, now because I have narrow-angle glaucoma, and I have scar tissue, from ninety-nine glaucoma attacks.

    So when you say, I have an eye migraine, pain in the whole socket, sharp pain, tunnel vision with fog, nausea, no relief, blindness, halo’s, piercing light for six days. 

    Let me put it this way, the first time you have debilitating eye pain. Go to the Eye Doctor or emergency room, tell them to check your eye pressure. I suffered because emergency did not understand Eye Migraine that is Glaucoma and it took ninety-nine attacks, for these people to help me. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    I am not crying, it is only by The Grace of God, that I can still see, besides it hurts me to cry, for days. My Optic Nerves in both eyes are holding there own. The holes are still opened from the laser, and the cataracts are not bad enough to take out. I am always signing and dating, when I have to do major changes. I have to attach every picture. I have had Glaucoma since August 20, 2005

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