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1998

LOST MYSELF AGAIN

Help, In Jesus Christ Name.

Full Moon, looks great to me
Oh Lord Help. In positive, affirmative action, sparked the truth, behind the lies.

Dear Father, I have lost myself again. Show me through your guiding forces, through the oneness of truth that You empower. “Lord recognizes not I who am writing, but to all people, who are yet afflicted.” In God I am, Love, courage, faith, understanding, spiritual guidance, the unveiling of the soul, achievement, joy, happiness, acceptance of the truth, giving kindness, compassion, loyalty to Christ Jesus, only through Him is Salvation.

GUIDE AND DIRECT US

    Guide and direct us where you want us to be.
“Grant that I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord,” for our children need us now. Loose Satan’s grip. In the name of Jesus Christ, I rebuke you Satan.

    In Your Blood of Blessings put a hedge of thorns around the Mobil home my teenagers and bring our babies home to Father God.

Oh Lord

    Oh Lord, whatever your will Lord. Everything is possible in Your hands. Lord, I place my entire existence in your spiritual hands and fall on Your feet to the promises.

    Guide us and direct us, where you want us to be. Bring us out of the negative, into the positive, affirmative actions, that are prescribed in the Spirit of Your Ever Presence. Shown to me a sinner from darkness into the presence of light, through Christ Our Redeemer. The opening is revolving the regeneration of our souls. January 28, 1998

Lord help us

    Guide us, Direct us in the Millennium. Lord, we need You, in Your Love of Passion. Spread all over this World, for the afflicted are coming home, To You Father God.

    I need You in our lives, for the more significant, to replace all the negative with the positive. From despair to the clearing of the cobwebs, stretched from the ultimate destruction to the promises that are coming to pass.

Lord help humanity come back to You in One Heart,  One Mind,

for the revelations are upon us, and the realization has glimpsed, the opening of our souls. For all to achieve, the light of hope from without to within.

    I have my children and me, to take care of, Lord, we need Your guidance, patience, endurance, love, courage, your still small voice to be heard through the air. In Your blood of blessings let’s Publish, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for my children (teenagers)

    There was no way out until You brought, “In Presence of Spirit,” into its entirety. A masterpiece in action. Oh Lord Help. In positive, affirmative action, sparked the truth, behind the lies. January 28, 1998

Oh God help

    We need Your help, Lord. How am I suppose to do this, all of this by myself? Help in Jesus Christ Beloved Spirit, support, financially, emotionally, physically, verbally. Put words in my mouth.

    Lord let me speak in intelligence, to be understood. “God grant that I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord.” Help! With You, I can do anything, in my hands without, I am nothing.

Teach me Your precise will,

I can not do it, by myself. I place us totally in Your hands. Help! In Christ Jesus Blood of Blessings. Angels surround this complex, this mobile home and all my children’s everything, Help! We Need You Now! January 28, 1998, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1998

FOCUS OUT THE NEGATIVE

We need to focus out the negative.

Special Photo, caught lightning in action
What a waste of precious time

I lack in the positive approach to dramatic conditions. Source to enlightenment, closed off, not entirely, peepholes, need healing. Church Service. Weeks are going by fast. Need consolidation. Change!

Focus clarity on the positive that God is giving us round about.

    Clear the brain waves. Be part of the solution. Resolve the difference. Find respect from within, then give it to everyone, you are in contact with. In the energy that flows through you, to the clearing of the rest of the cobwebs. Hope, rest, guidance, endurance, forgiveness, understanding, knowledge, courage, fulfillment to the oneness of truth, “To The Peace of The Whole.” In God’s hands, this matter lies.

We will overcome these negative obstacles,

And we will rise above the mundane cycle of the closed off from relief. Negative life of the degeneration of our unities, broken from bondage, to prepare the significant upheaval, to the regeneration of our souls

    I am tired, everyone thinks, I have not done anything, but I have. No one still believes, oh well, I am insane or need to get down to the basics, clear guidance.

In Your hands, I place the children and me,

and The World in Christ Jesus’ hands, for the regeneration, is continuously in progress, even though it cannot be seen.

We are the generation, clouded through, to the unveiling of our souls.

    Lord help. What a significant waste of precious time. Could not be helped, stagnant, in a negative rut, dead inside, no light, no joy, no forgiveness for my sins, that was then, now is now.

Lord bless this day with Your Presence.

Give me the strength to see this through. Do not let me give up or give in. Teach me Your patience all over again. Guide and direct us to the right decisions. February 13, 1998, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

CARING HEART

A Letter: I am happy you welcomed me with the caring heart,

Nice one lightning
Finding the knowledge that God was giving us round about

You have for me. I got to spend five months talking with you. I would have died if you had not been willing to do God’s will complete. You did not judge me, lest you had you would have told me. You are a very strong woman, and you have a firm hold on the facts of God’s mysteries and secrets, and You are strong in faith, love, compassion, patience.

    You gave me unconditional love, understanding. You guided me through a hurtful, confusing, end of the affliction of sin, to find the knowledge, that God was giving us roundabout, the end is not yet.

As you can see in my writing,

That I have been reading, God’s Words, I am getting impatient, lost, scared, and I want God to come and get me now, for what am I without, I have been alone, I am not taking my will, I wish God would speed things up.

    I cannot burden anyone, and I am overwhelmed with their lives. I want to leave, and I have nowhere to go. I feel like I am an intruder,  and I have nothing to show for anything.

I have the Bible; I want to see action,

I have nothing to give. I have faith that our justice lies entirely in the hands of God. For what else can I do but read, pray, sing, write, and wait. “Seek, and ye shall find, knock, and the door will be opened, look, and you will see.”

    These “letter writings” were’ written to my Guardian Angel, in the here and now. She received them, read them, put them in order and gave them back to me, so I could see how far I had come after months. March 4, 1996 (This is written 16 days after my Divorce.)

I get this feeling, and I have to write.

    Things I need to say, but mostly it is not, from my mind, it is from my heart. I made some terrible mistakes, and I suffered my iniquity, I thought that was enough, and then the things that followed.

    I know that God has forgiven me, I can not forgive myself. My esteem I have none. Walking on, “The Words of God.” Sometimes, I feel that is not enough to keep me afloat.

    I do not see, how I am going to get through this. I do not know anything about my children, and no one can do anything for me. I have to do it myself; I can’t even do that.

    Learning a different way of life, no demands, no fires to put out. It is not understandable, and it is incomprehensible that the system is actually for abusive, adulteress, him. They are insufficient in all matters about the outcome, not the why’s and wherefores. March 18, 1996

As you will be able to see,

    I have been writing and reading a lot. Remember when we discussed writing a book. Well is this the makings, or am I insane?

    A lot that is in the long-suffering of humankind is the generations, and what was passed down. As it says, “the third generation will start figuring it out.”

I enjoy writing.

I have something to say. I can not keep silent. It is going to be a solid pack of truths. God’s truth is unfolding before our eyes. My heart and soul are grounded in all honesty, for the seeds have been sown for a better tomorrow. March 19, 1996,

    Thank You for life. Thank You for words. Thank You for giving me the rights, You have given me, in Spirit. All the why’s have been answered. My study through Your Precious Words makes all the pain, be so much more bearable. March 20, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996 – 2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

HELPING HEART

I am reading over Romans, Corinthians,

I am still studying. God is working

    I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.

You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.

    Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.

If they start listening, they will hear.

    If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.

I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,

Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?

Boy did I make bad choices?

    I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?

No one can fully understand, what I am going through,

right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2000

FIVE YEARS COMPLETE

December 29, 2000, will be five years complete.

Gorgeous skies, in the front yard
We entwined In Spirit in the writings

2001 will be a fast year, my, “In Presence of Spirit,” is being read. We are one in Spirit, so I take nothing from you, Jesus Christ, because we entwined in Spirit, in the writings. We know this is to be true in our hearts and verified through, “The Scriptures.” “Course in Miracles,” “Super Beings,” John Randolph Price, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.” A few others.

    All the letters, I sent out, and all the letters I kept. For what? To verify, to edify the omnipresent words, and inspiration from Jesus Christ with love. Even in my weakness.

I stand and ask the Lord,

    Make thy path open for all to come home to Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Let them walk into Your Healing Hands.

Cleanse them of the lie.

    Cloth them with the understanding of Your Universal Words, and Presence. If it were’ not for You Jesus Christ, and Your Calling for me to complete this incredible piece of work, I would still be searching.

Dorrance is reading it.

    After all that it took to get me, five years away from him. No one would give me the time of day. But anyway, I continued in my quest to complete 1996, 97, 98, 99, 2000 writings. I guess I might be writing in the future. <impressive prediction> At the Arroyo.  December 29, 2015

My Book is Out

    My Book is out, and they will read it, that is their job. Accept or deny. I place this in Jesus Christ’s hands; The Spirit will guide whoever reads it. Heal the World through Jesus Christ Presence. December 31, 2000

Last day of the Year

Last day of the Year, Two Thousand. Wow so much has happened in five years since the “last fight,” with me. So many people are hurting. Still going through all the stuff, I wrote about. I know there is a way to stop the madness. My family, my children and I, now 18, 16, 15 tomorrow, My New Years baby she is not a baby anymore, are concerned. Happy New Year 2001 December 31, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2015

WHY ARE YOU MESSING WITH MY SITE

Someone or a whole Country is messing with my site.

Golden Sunset, from the front yard
To me, my writings are beautiful

I know over 1000 different IP addresses from the same Country. I cannot block every IP address. And the Security System I installed in the wee hours of the morning, locked me out of my Site.

Isn’t it enough that I am sharing with anyone, who wants to read them.

    Why are you trying to break into my admin? What do you have to gain, by breaking into my site? There is nothing; I can not sale on my website. So that means that I have SSL/https, which is suppose to be secured, not just for me but for whoever comes to my site.

So what is it, that you are trying to do?

   Over a thousand IP addresses in your Country. I mean come on, you messed up my Stats, 1519 visitors and 15,330 views, yeah right. Most are from your Country, and you know who I am talking about.

I want to say, what is in it for you?

    What do you have to gain by breaking into my admin? Are you going to steal my writings? Do you want to break my site? Do you want to engulf it, with so many views that do not count?

    I have to wait until 7:20 am to get my hosting Stats. Then I will know the truth. I tell you what you have done. You have made me uncomfortable.

To me my writings are beautiful.

    No one has tried to say anything about it. No comment. No communication even with my 718 subscribers, something like that.

    But last night, there was the activity with the subscribes signing in. But I cannot see that anymore. Because a year’s worth of data was deleted, when I put that Security System on, and I could not retrieve it. I had to let it go. I loved my WassUp Plugin.

I am going through the empty nest syndrome.

My prayers came true pretty fast. That is from July 18, 2015 writing. Everyone on their own and two of them are already in their thirties. So I am 55. You’re messing with an old lady. That has put up with enough. So please if you want to read it, read it. If you’re going to steal it, WHY? I have been hurt enough. Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 6, 2015, I am Publishing as is.

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2000

STOP START AGAIN

God is calling!

Lightning lit the night sky. I caught a few. I was inside the patio.
Pray, and the way will be shown

Pray, and the road will be paved. Pray for everything. You stopped praying, start again, date, track, all your prayers every day. I pray for stop, knock, look, listen, hear the words from the inner chamber of my soul. Reach and go beyond again. To capture the Christ, that is everyone’s still. January 5, 2000

Adversity Tests

Psalm 51:17, The sacrifices of God are a contrite heart. Oh God, thou wilt not despise.

    Adversity tests-even though will say, “The Crap.” “I rebuke you Satan in the name of Jesus Christ.” We are Publishing, will say, “The Vision’s,” are being secured through the first 500 copies. Too well, the spirit of hope, life, love. Send it to who it was given. Thank You, Lord. January 20, 2000

Completely Submitted

    I am going to send it out completely submitted. In completion of, to the World from the Spirit of Christ Jesus, and Wendy. In Union of The Spirits of Souls, bringing all together in one heart, one mind from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The unveiling of, “In Presence of Spirit.” To the one cause for the redemption of our souls through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. March 25, 2000

Consecrate and Dedicate

    I consecrate and dedicate my reason for living still. To the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,” from the Spirit of Christ to you, all the People. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus, in Christ, Our Redeemer. From Hell into The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence. Through, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Opening of The Light of Love from Jesus Christ, Ever-Present Spirit, with love Wendy.  April 12, 2000

    Oh Lord, I failed again, what do I do? Guide me to the answers. Give me strength in all areas. Lord thy will be done. Hold on, “I rebuke you Satan In The Name of Jesus Christ.” May 22, 2000

I am lonely for You, Lord.

    As we all live in ourselves, I am pained in my situation, the continual trials, and tribulations. Everyone, hitting bottom again and again.

    Historian age: You put words in my heart. You guided me through the outer, got too much, and I am falling with my children, Oh Lord we need your help now. I am going to start printing soon. May 23, 2000

Lord help, I am in desperation. All fall on me,

everything is crumbling, no productivity. Yes, the past writings, and scriptures I typed on the computer are priceless, but it is our food for tomorrow. Oh Lord Jesus Christ, put Satan behind Us, Lord. Stomp him out of our affairs, and let’s together proclaim, “In Presence of Spirit,” Authentic from You, In Faith of You, and Your Ever Presence.

    Thank You, for my job, for the writings. It is so awesome, even though some are short. Keep dated track of, “In Presence of Spirit,” complete for the awakening, even though I am on the bottom. Christ lives and He will bring us through To The Glory of Christ Jesus at His Coming. June 1, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    Jesus Christ, I pray this right here, right now. I am not opened, and receptive to the way I was in the writings. Help us in our situation, and the World. I need You, Jesus Christ. I Love You, Thank You for each and every writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” Your Spirit, You left for us, to find, and to share!

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2000

WRITINGS IN SPIRIT

I read you support the rights of free speech, in all its form.

Moon photo, I love it.
I read you support the right of free speech in all its forms

You also call for responsibility in exercising this right.

I have a handwritten, the original manuscript, edited by me, from beyond, death in the flesh. To writings in the Spirit of Our Lord. That sparked the light for me a sinner to write.

I captured a vision of hope for all to come to, The Glory of God.

    In one heart, one mind, one soul. That is Jesus Christ, in his ultimate return, to all the People of The World, in heart soul revelation.

    I have the first year on disk, but I have no funds to print and send. So in the meantime, I am writing to ask if someone that reads manuscripts will read mine?

    I have to say the originals should be read because it is not copied, very few flaws, scratch outs, it flowed out of my heart on paper. Several people have read twenty-three pages. At this time I have ninety-three writing in 1996, a few before.

The critical writing is “In Presence of Spirit.”

    It was written eight years before. I feel it is a masterpiece, In The Spirit with Our Lord. He guided me, through the whole incredible trip.

    Only my interpretation, because no one has read what I have completed. No one believes. I cannot write or speak. I am in the midst of destruction again.

    The same thing I wrote about, the negative has consumed my children teenagers and my life, and all their friends are fighting, all the negative has taken the innocence of our children.

Number one causes Alcoholism, Divorce, Infidelity,

abuse in the emotional, physical, verbal, spiritual form. The instability, everyone suffers. Everyone is affected because everyone is looking for meaning and peace. In the internal, eternal place where dwells Our Christ Jesus.

The Holy Spirit Heals!

    Even though I am in dire straights, I do not have pain in my being, also though, I feel lost Jesus. My finances are low, teenagers making bad choices, getting in lots of trouble and not caring to help solve this sad situation, individual problems.

    Bad choices from an evasive past of family members generational problems, plus all our own. There is a solution to the writings, I have done what I am supposed to do. I need help now.

I need someone to read it, and I think it can help others find their way, even though I have lost mine again.

    I am not vain, I have had a calling, and I have to follow through, they said, “I needed credentials.” I wrote this, and sent it to Zondervan, yeah.

     Three things: 1. Wendy: I do not want to use my last name. 2. I can not speak about what was written. No public anything. I can not write. 3. I need copyright. I know we will overcome our problems, but who am I, no one, and I wish to remain so. I was given a gift. I have to share. April 27, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    September 5, 2015, What is funny, I still feel the same way, about all my writings. They are meant to be shared. This is helping me now in my dire situation, to feel the Holy Spirit’s Presence in the writings, who blessed me to write. Help Lord!

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