You say listen; I am trying to listen. You say, ask in my name, and it shall be done.

I have asked so many things, in Your name and You have answered,  I can not hear You, Lord, I can not feel You. I can not hold You. I can not go back, to when, You gave me so much knowledge, patience, wisdom, understanding, fortitude, love, courage, peace, contentment. Where has it all gone? Where do I go from here?
      I have three grandchildren; one is almost here. My children decided to have families of their own. It is not just three; it is six, plus two extra. Nine instead of four. 
       Oh Lord where do we go from here? What do I do now? I can not write anymore. I am a blob. I have no energy. No resources to stand on. What can I do to get You back? Where do I go? Whom do I talk? Who is it?
       Why can’t I get over, what my ex-husband did? Why did he do these things to me? I can not speak, what You, gave me to write. Where do I go from here? Nothing is going to happen with me being stagnated.

I pray a hedge of thorns around his heart.

    Bring him, to the light, of your eternal peace. Thank you for getting him, out of my life. Lord she indeed got the worst of him, yuk. Oh God receive him in the purity of, Your love, stretch out, Your arms and wake him up. Lord he has fallen hard and he needs, Your outpouring love to break the bonds of the devil, in his life.
      I am his wife of his youth and Mother of Our three children and his wife now and two children, Rebuke you Satan in the name of Jesus Christ. Oh Lord please help.
      In the name of Jesus Christ, bring me to where you want me to be. Wake me up, Lord to the dawning of what you prescribed through me. Let me feel again, the newness of Your love.
      I have to remember, that to help, the channel of communication, with Jesus Christ, to be alive and vibrating, in the atmosphere around Us. Ask, specific questions, specific answers. A collaboration of Spirit, filled omniscience, to overcome, the very existence of, Our Souls.
   

To reach and go beyond to the absolute truth, We all possess, for the asking, in heart soul revelation.

    What do, we do? Why did I waste so much of my life? Why was I so vulnerable? I Love You Jesus Christ, but I do not feel. I am afraid to cry. I am alone, and I am set in my ways. Where do I go from here? Where are we? Only a few people, have told me, what they think of “In Presence of Spirit.” Most have not even read it. I gave forty seven books away. They gave me 49, plus my first copy, that got destroyed by other’s handling it.
     Oh Lord, You did want me to Publish. I had to do it! I am an Author of one book; there is not another in me. I need to spread the prayers, to pinpoint the asking that I am doing or will do in worship. “Ask, and you will receive.” In, “In Presence of Spirit,” I asked, and I received an insight, of understanding, that I felt I had lost.
   

The communication is with my heavenly Father, for Mankind, not just myself, to Heal!

    Jesus Christ, I ask You today, In Your Name Jesus Christ, My Lord and Savior, To Come into me with Your Holy Spirit, this second, To Come into me, to help me, cleanse the last cobwebs, to let me be an instrument of your affection. To grab the Multitudes out of the destruction of the desolation, to bring peace, in words and prayer to Mankind. For, The Second Coming is Your Eternal Presence. Give me the strength and energy to take care of all my responsibilities.
      Oh Lord, We need, Your Help! I need You, Lord. I have to get You back! Please bring the Comforter, down again, and revive me from these tough, last five years. I Need Your Help, Lord. I need The Holy Spirit. Lord, I leave, “In Presence of Spirit,” in Your hands because I can not do anything with it. Forgive me for this.
      I can not speak, and I am ashamed that I am not Holy, at all. You gave me such a precious keepsake. You believed in me, and I believe in You, and You did bestow words in my heart. I need You back, Lord. Peace to the Multitudes, through Jesus Christ Our Lord.
      Lord Jesus, I ask first, protect the other Women, (Wife,) and her two children, protect him and bring him into reality. Stop him from any more madness. Lord show him straight up, what door to go through. Open his eyes, and turn him from darkness to the light, in Jesus Christ Holy Name.

“Bring Your Word Alive through me.” 

      Be diligent in Your acceptance of me, and let’s together. Proclaim Prosperity, in every facet, To Every Soul, World Without End. Lord Jesus, spark the majesty of light in her heart, to bring around change and understanding of the needs, not the wants. Let her be inspired to accommodate her expression of love for You, to express the gift of love, to everyone. Bless her with health. She is his wife, ex-husband.
     Bless All The Families of The World. Lord in every way, they ask for a way out and away in, bring love into their hearts, take away the pain, lift the burden of discontent off, The World. Bring Peace To A Oneness of Truth Through You, From You, With You, In the Spirit of Our Souls. From The One and Only Ruler of Our God-given Heritage.
   

 Lost in the fog. Ready to be ignited into full fruition.
     

    For, The Glory of God is in penetrating mode, even though; we can not feel it. I thought You, wanted me to share it too, The World. Not for greed, for compassion, for, All the People, In the World, that are in pain. 

    I did it, for You, and them because, You helped me through all the pain of my soul, and You gave me the breath of life, that I once again have lost. I am not happy Lord. It is not a man I want, so please do not give me one. 

    I am asking for messages, so the inspiration can be rejuvenated. To see, no one cared, all the while I worked on it. It is for the souls that are searching as I did for so long. Prosperity will be a blessing from You. Lord my trust is in your hands. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for this letter to You. Wow! October 22, 2002, Wendy Yvette Greenwell