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1997

WRITING EXCERPTS

I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts

Photo's in the rain with my phone camera
He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.

when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.

Writing Excerpts

    I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!

    My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997

We need proof of demise

And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997

Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.

Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997

Help Me!

    Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.

    We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.

I want to write again,

    I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?

    Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1997

CRITICAL YEAR

I made it through a critical year

I had fun taking night photos in the rain
Lord help me guide me

    And I have the future outcome on paper, see for yourself, the soul reveals the truth of ancient prophecies. I have not given up the vision for the transitional year. Although the seeds were’ planted then, they will flourish when it is the proper time. God’s Time.

    The situation was entirely out of control. I went through the system. When The Police asked me to take in a fourteen-year-old friend of my daughter’s home with us, I did until my end. She attacked her Mom violently several times that is why the Police were involved. She was murdered eight months later.

The system could not break the barrier between one’s rage of life’s collisions and peace.

    Our children are affected by us, with all our afflictions taken over our souls, the degeneration is destined to utter destruction. Which is continuing in all children, it is getting worse, not better. The answers lie within. We have to bring this World to peace, all the pains, all the misconceptions of existence can be eradicated through the love and passion of Jesus Christ from God. God through Jesus Christ to and through us.

    My children are suffering, The three and a half years before I left was the deterioration of a cycle of degeneration that has affected the balance of our real existence. It is time for the balance of God’s Omnipresent Spirit to take over the whole and bring peace within to all. January 1997

February 24, 2018, Today is “Thoughts,” “Faith and Cause.” 22nd Anniversary

    I will say, four days after I got my maiden name back. I gave it all to the Lord. Although of course, I mourned between sessions, “In Presence of Spirit,” I had a lot of sheathing to do. The good thing is I do not have to do that again. I am twenty-two years from that, all year.

    I am sharing my recovery with you and me at the same time. I wanted to share every writing. I lost some but I cannot fret about it, it would have made me sick, I gave it all to the Lord. Knowing He is going to take care of all of it. He has, he surely has because I am going to continue Publishing “In Presence Spirit.com.” These writings are meant to be right here, right now in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.

Wisdom acquired

    I completed two months of experience in which knowledge was gained, masked by darkness a clearing of the wants and understanding of the needs. July 1997

Lord help me,

    Guide me light the light of your tender touch in me, ignite it with your Eternal Presence. I am lost without You, and I can not lose You again. August 20, 1997

    Too much work ha. In each writing, write all vocabulary, and Thesaurus of words used from the Bible in the heavenly state that they are made. No too much work. Omnipresent inform past, present, future to those that can understand the writings in the pages of,  “In Presence of Spirit.” October 17, 1997

Your well being and others that are suffering,

    The same things are under unfortunate circumstances that have been past down, generation to generation. I have another court date October 28, 1997, for Child Support, just a few short days away. I will probably be there by myself, for it, but you know who cares.

    I have nothing still, just something else to be laughed at. I can live with that for a short time, more, and then, you will be benefited, compensated and have your cake and eat them too, in the future. Yes!

    He served my Dad my papers for Child Support, my Dad told me. I did not have to go, but I did. They charged me Child Support, then he turned around and gave me my children back January 18, 1998, two and a half months later.

    It took me having to come back here to take him to Court. October 1999, I got full custody, My 3000 income tax return. That he said was his, ha, I proved him wrong. CS took it off of me, and put it on him. Their little game cost them more. Hello!

    Then he got behind real fast, several years, so we went to the same Judge, he gave him 18 days in jail if he did not comply, he was going to give him 15 months. That is when he got in trouble.

    Then while he was in prison 2005, I said I would take it off. He did not deserve it, but he was not in jail for Child Support. 2008 I did, take it off of him. Did not tell his wife until 2010. A promise is a promise, even though he did not deserve it, and he broke every promise he ever made to me. When he came over yesterday, I did tell him my million cents of the whole situation, in a few short minutes. Wendy Yvette Greenwell As is, is, as is.

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

REVELATION-2

Revelation can be taken passively or actively.

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Revelation can be taken passively or actively.

In the former sense the activity of God whereby he makes himself known to men, in the latter, the knowledge thus imparted. The Biblical idea of revelation must be elicited by means of a broad induction of evidence which I have of which the briefest outline must here suffice.

Our withdrawal from understanding is everyone is on top of you,

the do’s of being wife, and mother with the husband being the alcoholic, and or generational abuser, then the Women having scars possibly more severe inside, then man’s control over women.

Man is bred to believe he is over Women.

Remember who bore these men hey, we did! Give us a hand! Is it our fault they treat us like sex objects, then throw us away?

They have their lives, and we isolate with our children,

We are beaten down verbally, nothing is good enough, except sex ha., and of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, once is enough, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunchers, bloody lips one time it was bad, bruises on the extremities, plus the crunch in the glands around the jaw that does not show bruising but hurt for so long, pokes with objects after our separation.

Intimidated we feel we are unworthy,

So we withdraw deeper, we do complain to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, etc. But we know we cannot. It is not that easy. Too many years for me. February 8, 1996, WYL

February 23, 2018,

    These are just a few things that Women all over the World go through. The silent abuser, few on the outside, know the real story behind the life of a union, that was not a union at all. I say this in real time because I left these writings for this time because I have to Publish something before 12.

    This one is in the book; I just did not run across it until now. I am going to Publish it because I had a rough day, and I am almost done editing. He did come over this morning he fixed my lawn mower and brought my Son’s stuff to me from his last job. We do not talk much anymore since 2016. The most significant part of my Divorce is not ever being abused again. Wendy Yvette Greenwell February 7, 2019, Wendy

©1996-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2012

EVER LASTING LOVE

Today I pledge my everlasting love for You Jesus Christ

Moon in the Clouds
I know that our conversations in spirit, are omnipresent, which makes them yours mine and ours,

and Your Ever Presence. I know that our conversations in spirit, are omnipresent, which makes them yours mine and ours, to share with anyone that will one day read them.

    All my conversations, coming together to complete my part. It is a pretty big piece of the whole of the incredible space, “In Presence of Spirit,” in Spirit, One on One Conversations with The Lord. Not just for me but you also.

    From God The Father, God The Son, God The Holy Spirit. I in Him and Him in me, In Presence of The Holy Spirit, left for us to find. So all will be United in The Oneness of Christ Jesus and The Holy Spirit’s Magnificent Presence. Where ever The Holy Spirit is, there I am also, and you and everyone else. “Time never-ending but standing still.”

    Well, what is up! “I can only imagine.” Ha! Oh Lord, bring back the love, and understanding, the feeling, of life love and the giving up to Heaven The Very Presence of The Holy Spirit in our writings. “In Presence of Spirit,” with The Holy Spirit, Lord of Lord, Host of Host, Son of God in the here and now of yesterdays tomorrows. Wendy Yvette Greenwell July 26, 2012

© 2012-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell