It is the last couple of days of being, 51 years old.
Something Special To Share
It has been eight weeks, the 6th since I had a complete hysterectomy. Lots of fibroid tumors, which made for a miserable 17 months, for sure.
I have not worked on my writings, in five months. I drafted everything on my blog.
Which is good for me, at this time, for now, I will keep my writings in the draft, until I make up my mind.
I always thought I have something special to share, but oh well, it can not be verified, with someone, who has not been through, what I have gone through, in my quest, to have more than pain, and suffering in my life.
To me, I was having, Conversations with the Lord. To everyone else, I am crazy. No verification, {outside the realm of human-hood?} Who am I, just Wendy.
This is me, in my mortality, but in my immortality, I have been, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations With The Lord.” I know in my heart this is true. February 7, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is the year, that my book (writings) is complete. Twenty-one years since I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twelve years, Divorced. Six grandchildren, one in heaven. Forty-nine writings for 2007.
I want to write, and I have nothing to say:
Jesus Christ Bless this day in every way, In Your Name, I do Pray. Jesus Christ Bless this day, with Your Wealth of Spirit. In Your Name, I do Pray.
Jesus Christ, Guide and Direct, Our Hearts To The Answers, of The Whole Truth. In Your Name, I Do Pray. Jesus Christ show me, what You want me to do. My ex-husband is persistent about me going to confession.
I am going today.
I feel it is a gift, from You to me, from Chris. He takes no credits for my Book or the reasons that be. So he is not vain, which is good, in this respect. He is humble and spiritual, and he is, in the light of, You Jesus.
He says, I am not supposed to lose you at all. I thought that You are, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, and it is You; I have been communicating, in writing, for a long time.
I think I am supposed to learn, what I have written through, The Holy Spirit.
I think this is our relationship. I feel, (consider) how can all these extensive writings, that are with You, From You, For You, In The Presence of You. How can I be missing, the most critical point of all?
My relationship with You, is not complete? Is it because I have not gone to confession. Twenty-nine years, since my last confession. Why? Human Priest, I do not remember what he said, but there was no forgiveness, and I purely let go of my Catholic heritage. So it must have been pretty bad.
Years later, I had to go to a CC D class for my Children. The Priest asked, Where is, “The Kingdom of Heaven.”
I said, “The Kingdom of Heaven is within.” someone laughs. The Priest says she is right, “The Kingdom of Heaven is within, every one of us.”
Well Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, which I have been communicating, with for two decades, on paper, and all my life of belief. In Your Ever Presence, even though for years, I could not feel.
Confession today
for You and Me, Jesus, because I need You Complete, and You need me complete. I want to be here for You. Please place an understanding of what he is saying to me. It is possible that he is right. I know he is because he has encompassed the whole realm, through his bought, with all the associates, of life. He has read, the gift that has been given, to me. Well, some of it.
I am going to go. I have to give this to You Jesus Christ for Your Birthday. I went I was absolved of my sins. I can go to communion now. December 22, 2007, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
but that which is nothing. This book has, The Presence of God, on each, and every page. It is an experience, that is, “A Blessing To Mankind.”
I Touched, the Presence of God.
The Presence of God, touched me, in writing. A compelling, “Spiritual Journey,” from beyond the dead, to life in Christ, is so remarkable.
I wish to enter, The Kingdom of Heaven, again.
Clear my mind, take the misconceptions, off the face of the earth. Bring down, the Holy Spirit, and let’s make it, to the limit.
Heal the sick at heart. Bring the pain, out of every one of Your Children. Jesus Christ grant that I may enter again, the kingdom of heaven, within. So I can feel, Your Ever Presence, still.
Help me, Lord Jesus, Thank You, for all, Your Blessings.
Thank You for, “In Presence of Spirit.” I would have had a dull, unproductive time, if You had not come into me, to complete in writing, Your Book, through Me.
I am grateful for Your Salvation of Heart, Mind, and Soul.
Help me pray out loud, if it is, Your Will. Let me pray in tongues, the thing is I can not understand, so I would rather prophesy.
It is a beautiful book, it has, Jesus all in it.
I believe that. Oh, Jesus Christ, I Love You, I Love You, I Love You. I know You, Love me, because You Love Everybody, and You want all Your Children, to come into, the Christ Within.
Give every man a conscious, so they will stop the madness of the abominations of desolation. They keep making this stuff up, that could possibly happen. They are ignorant. Bring them to Salvation, through Jesus Christ. Bring them into, “The Light of Your Love,” so they can heal. November 20, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Lord Guide Us All. Lord, give us strength, and guidance, that You offer through, Your Gift of Life, Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, through You and Only You.
Hold fast, Your Calling, to Me.
I am trying to listen. Lord Help Me, Hear You. I Love You. The Awesome Presence of Spirit, guiding me to write, what was written, for this whole book.
Without a care, that I am doing the wrong thing.
It is the right thing, for all the right reasons. Even though, Richard and I, are the only ones, who know, what was given to me, to share with you.
The years are, Vast:
Some are short, some are average, and some tip the scale. Altogether 1996 has 35,000 words. A book in itself. I am saving, as I go. I want to keep it, on several disks. So I do not lose anything. I will put it together. Thank you very much. Will see what happens. Oh Lord Help!
Well, we are in the last days too, 2000. Times a-changing. Oh Lord, We Need You! I Need You! The World, Needs You!
Where is my passion?
Why is it hiding, from me?
Oh Lord, You know, the depths, of my soul.
Help me follow through with, Your Power Calling, Lord Jesus. 1999
Rev-elate: Thank You, for letting me rev-elate, on realizing more than I have. Thank You, for more cleansing. Lord, make me an instrument of Your Faith, Your Love, Your Compassion, Your Strength, Your Omnipresence. Your Knowledge, Your Wisdom, Your Understanding, Your Everlasting Breath.
Lord Bless, Everyone
who has made it through, the first thousand years, and almost completed, “2000 Years.” Lord, forgive us, for our ignorance. 1999
Have Mercy:
Oh Lord, have mercy on us, please. We need Your Guidance, Help, Love, Understanding, Courage. To Hear, Your Voice. Patience, Knowledge, Wisdom. Fortitude, in all that, is, discoursing. “A Course for The Light of Jesus Christ Our Savior, hereafter. 1999
Statements of Truth: “In Presence of Spirit,“
is part of me, and when it is, The Holy Spirit’s time, I am going to share with, The World. Statements of Truth, too good, to hide in secret, and I can say that, myself. From without, to peace within, and beyond the inner chamber. I found in heart soul, revelation. December 28, 1999 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Our Universal Selves, All in One. One In All. One Love
that ends, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” Silence In the Blessing to Mankind, for the Redemption of Sins, is just a breath away.
For the cleansing of our hearts, minds, and souls.
The Purification of Our Souls. Through Christ, is Life Eternal, With Him, In the Kingdom of Heaven Within, Our Universal Selves. All in One. One in All. One Love.
To see it, beyond the veil,
has brought me, to the completion, of my book of “Conversations with the Lord.” For anyone to read, and find we are all, “In Presence of Spirit,” Always!
Even though some think, I am crazy.
I followed through, with my heart’s desire, and quest, as stated. November 25, 1995 – “I am of sound mind and body. The accounts are therefore brought forth to be certified when completed. The following is a sparse account of my life in order to fulfill my heart’s desire.
I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest
if only for the truth of my innermost being an acknowledgment of the reality of the distance between space and time.
Read on to learn what misunderstanding can do to people’s lives, plus how it is in all honesty someone’s worst nightmare, especially after total realization and accounts of such.”
To date. I am getting ready, for the rest of the setting, where my writings, need to be.
Oh, Holy Father, Bring Your Holy Spirit and Rest with Mankind. In Presence of Your Holy Spirit, but for reals, not fake. From the heart. Not from figment, commercialization, of each and every abomination, that has conquered man’s soul, since time began. April 30, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Capture important future visions on paper. So to reflect on in the unraveling of, “God’s Great Power Calling.”
You let me be your fingers. Even more, I lived what you meant, to find my, Christ again. I wished upon a Star. The Star of David, the bright star of the morning. The Lord’s Star, He opened my heart, and in my heart, I know the truth.
So I was privileged to write about You, Lord, My Lord. I always knew God had something planned for me, of course, everyone has that, but me; I always wanted, to write from my heart. There is a purpose, and it will unveil itself, In God’s time, not mine! December 18, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Break it down, To anyone, who will ever read, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” “Writings”
Lord Jesus, In Your name, I Plead The Blood of Blessings On Mankind, as a Whole Undivided Nation, Under God.
Show me, to the answers, of the next adventure in, “In Presence of Spirit,” land.
The land, from the darkest corner, of my heart.
To the light, so shining in, “In Presence of Spirit.” Too You, with a gift of love, from and through, The Holy Spirit, that is ministering, to your soul.
Christopher and Wendy, together for, The Grand Finale: “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” 2005 Writings. Lord Bless, their trip, guide them, on Your Wings of Glory. Protect them on their voyage of resolution. I can not deal with it, Lord.
I am one within the writings, Your comfort, brought, through to me, in the prayer, to him, through You, from You Lord, and I, To The World. Break it down, To anyone, who will ever read, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” “Writings” July 13, 2014