Thank You, Jesus, for my writing in Spirit with You and Your Majesty. Thank You, for the spark of light, that You Inspired, through me, in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. The big package, you gave me to treasure, unto Your time, Acknowledging Your Presence, In Spirit, not just for me, for everyone. Even though in human terms impossible, but in the Lord’s hands this testimony has come to be: My Last Will.
One for All, All for One,
Has come together to consciously, Touch The Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ to Us All. February 28, 2011
12/29/12,
Oh man, how can I write these positive things, only, “In Presence of Spirit.” Right now I am trying to write and I can not. I changed my book room because I needed everything in here with me. While I decide, what I am supposed to do.
Give more, and not get a comment in the World or keep giving my Lord, updates with no one looking at the pages, themselves. Most of the views are updated copies of what I update. I do not know where it goes; it just gives me the acknowledgment that one and the other, were viewed.
God is offering you a gift, that is what the Preacher said,
do you accept God’s Gift, do you accept Jesus Christ as your Personal Savior. I was at the end of the dead end. I had nowhere to hide. No way to escape the insanity in my mind.
The years of being without hope, without spirit, without strength,
With that gut-wrenching pain, I felt for well over, seventeen years. When I finally said yes, I accept Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior.
I felt those light lets, I describe.
I felt the precise fusion with Jesus Christ my Personal Savior, it took me eleven months to be able to write it, in, “State of Being” I was shocked after I wrote that one. It is my handwriting, it is not copied from a book, it came out of my experience, that is not fiction. Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I am changing the Copyright dates to the day I wrote them, and this New Year of my fixing it one more time. Happy Birthday to all the New Years babies in the World including mine 31 today. January 1, 2017, Happy New Years!
I do not know, what I am going to do? Then I thought, I do know what I am going to do. I was contradicting my old negative self, confident self — the I of me, on this side, and that side, here and there, within, and without, in Spirit, in the flesh.
As you can see the flesh came in first, but In Spirit, is where I forever want to be, with You, who sent me, to show you the way, out of the darkness. Into the light of, the presence in spirit, through, my writings with the Lord. Who made this happen.
Dialogue with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in writing to you, every one of you, that will look, and find, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, clearing the misconceptions of our existence.
The circumstances, where it came from, stop it in the blood of Jesus Christ. Let the healing begin, the ritual cleansing, in each, and everyone that will find, You Jesus Christ. In the core of their existence. In their being in their heart, mind, and soul. The I of you, and me, and every person that ever was, that is, and will ever be.
From darkness to the light of, Jesus Christ World Awakening, In each one of your souls, your sin is forgiven in the blood of Jesus Christ. His life, His Ministry, His Death, His Resurrection to Life Eternal.
Made this possible, for you and me now, and now forever, for them that past, and did not find Him. No one person is left out. God would not have it so.
I come in peace. I come in steadfast love, that I have given to you and me. In the light of, “In Presence of Spirit,” in me for each, and everyone, once again, that ever
:was to date: September 8, 2010, everyone who is now, and everyone who will ever be, from this day forward. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Statements of truth, I could not keep to myself. I refuse to be embarrassed. A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem, To You With Love Wendy. God Bless Eternity!
Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.
I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.
I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good.My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.
We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.
For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.
Now I do some, but what? I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.
What is a person to do?
I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different.I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.
I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.
I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.
My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.
I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either.I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987, W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.
God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy
Read 2 Corinthians 5, in one sitting! You will be home soon. He will come, and you will have strength, to go on whichever road, He chooses. Follow Him always. In your heart, are all the answers of, The Universe. Which will bring, the peace, you so desire.
The Holy Spirit is your Guide.
The Lord is the Light. The Lord is the strength that makes the seed grow. The Lord is, in you, let The Passion of Christ, encircle you, roundabout, entirely, giving up your will, and putting it into, the stretched out arms, that God through Jesus Christ Our Savior, is holding out, for you.
Referring to, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.”
I hope you have read some entries of the book; I passed it up to you. No holding back, so it is necessary to tell you. I have had it a year.” There are so many revelations, in the writings, he guides you through the distinct reality, in which we live with Christ, and the opposition of the cleansing and sanctification, which follows after Salvation.
Complete, Purification through, The Baptism and Deliverance, from sin and temptation.
All falls, into God’s place, and time. The regenerating forces of, God’s Power, cleanses you of all your pain, and places strength with knowledge, and ultimate understanding.
It is a gift.
“God so loved the World He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, that who should ever believe on His name,” in the faith of His Glorious love for His Chosen, will not die but have eternal, everlasting life. (me) “whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have eternal life.” K.J. V
The life in which we are living, is full of man’s traits, in succession of time.
Which constitute the loss of one’s rightful place in, and through The Pure Love of Christ, and through, The Ultimate Abandonment, of One’s Own Will, is Purification, to which, there is no other.
The Love of Christ penetrates the small opening, as tiny as the mustard seed. Once this occurs, The Love, Envelopes You. Although rough times are ahead. You are sheltered with and through The Lord.
Your protection is in Him, through Him, round about Him. The Glory, Comes Through, With His Magnificent Power, and Glory, and you know, you are loved, through the love, of your faith in, Our Lord Jesus Christ. December 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I am here to say, the problems we have today are generational abominations, long-suffering in any realm.
To think you are anything but the dust of the dark. The light awaits the love, the compassion, the understanding, the courage, the patience, the wisdom, the knowledge.
It relinquishes the past of its present pain, and stands forth right in faith to the truth of our existence.
This is the point: I will use my writings, my experiences and ultimate uplifting of the powers of God’s love for us. We have been protected. Each has gathered generational knowledge.
We have been searching for the key to our hearts. Therein lies the pain that needs to be unraveled. It’s all your life plus your ancestor’s, repeating the same misconceptions of life.
The abominations regenerate themselves to total degeneration, and destruction as seen in my family. And in or for the regeneration to begin, there needed to be (my) complete abandonment. No one on this planet is perfect. One source, One God Almighty. I’ve been told God only gives as much as you can handle. I feel as if all of us were on overload. January 24, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
Matthew 6:2 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
To You Who Is About To Read My Writings
Matthew 6:13, 14, Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
14. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
Matthew 7:7, 8, Ask, and it shall be given you, seek and ye shall find knock, and the door opens.
Matthew 9:12, 13, They that be whole need a physician, but they that are sick. 13. But go ye and learn what that meaneth. I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 10:26, Fear them not, therefore; for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall be known.
Matthew 10:27, What I tell you in the darkness that speaketh ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetop. (King James Version) August 20, 2008
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings. May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way. It is, such “A Personal Journey,” that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel. I am giving them to people. Who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving sharing it with you,
who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published. I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey, From Darkness, To The Light,” in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is, “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years.
For it to come, out of me, creative joy, that is, but once it did. I had such relief, from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted, To Share, With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart,
With all my soul, with all my mind, that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is the writer, through me, and with me, because I can not write, without him. I also would like for you to know, that I asked, know ones, advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked, no ones, permission.
Through all, adversity,
Through all, the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait. I have cherished these, “Special Conversations,” I have with the Lord,” and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal. August 25, 2008
Before I wrote this. I had my worst, glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them, The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert, it in the book. But now, is a different story. I have fifty three writings on my blog.
The only way these writings, can help wounded hearts, is to be shared. That is what I am doing, with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have Published 328 with Pictures it makes it 656. Not bad huh. Thank You Jesus Christ, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank You for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
