I felt I had no other choice. I was in pieces, and I could not do more. Oh Lord forgive me. I should have been stronger but, I was weak as weak, could be. The writings, came at the right time, the right place, the right minute.
I was crazy. I should have been in a psych ward but, You picked me up, wiped me off, and gave me the words of inspiration, in the rest of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “The Extensions.”
You gave me, a heart to feel. Eyes to see.
You gave me understanding, courage, faith, patience. You gave me, resources of heart and soul. To hear, Your small voice, speaking to me, in the quiet, solitude, in my inner being.
Forgive me, for not portraying, a Godly woman, in Christ, I am. But no one has known, the depths, of my soul but, You Dear Lord. This is the first of 365 daily entries, “(that I did not do)” (but maybe I have 365 writings, probably more.)
Letter to, My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
I need You, Lord. I need You to cleanse me, Clear the cobwebs. I will work for understanding and wisdom. Guide and direct us, to the next level, of awareness. I Love You Jesus, Wendy December 29, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell October 29, 2014
So Close
Oh, so close, To The, “New Year.” What is going to happen in 2005? What surprises do we have, in store? 2000 plus years. Jesus, Birth, Life, Ministry, Death, Resurrection to Life Eternal.
Oh Lord, do not despise. Forgive me, Lord, my trespasses.
Forgive me, my sins. My inability, to be out, in the World. Where do you want, “In Presence of Spirit.” Lord Jesus? What is it that, we need to do, to give it, it’s rightful place, in History or Victory. Wendy December 29, 2004
I have been sorting, my thoughts, on paper, for many years, but most significant, are the ones after he left.
The road, through the fire of my soul, was a choice I took,
knowing I was a floater, no solid foundation. Because to me, what was the use, it was meaningless trivia, never satisfied, closed up.
Always, had that inner frustrating feeling, of loss, no spirit, and no way to recover it.
Well after he left, I finally felt pain, real pain, but I felt the presence of God, through the entire, transition. I had to let go to save the children, and I saved myself, in the change. The 10, 12, 14, are behaving, out of trouble, in school and financial, needs are met.
The jest, of all this stuff, is incredible.
The Books, in The Bible, I read, and the knowledge, I was able to understand, has opened up, my future, for the better. Even with the negative, by reliving, in mind, the horrible memories, of my life, circumstance.
I have gone, through, “A Spiritual Awakening,” that I have read, many are going through.
I kept dated track. When I went back to the Valley, in April, I was devastated. In one week, I messed up four and a half months, of recovery.
Two weeks passed. I went back to reading, meditating on the words of God. I am working my brain more efficiently. I am retaining. I do not have blocks, and I can run across most memories, and I do not wither, cringe up, and cry. I am living, in the present.
You should read, some of the writings, I have.
If I knew, how to edit, boy we would have something. About the writings. “It came out of me.” Cool.
I love reading Truth, “The Bible.” The positive things that I have written. The getting to the positive, I thought I did not possess. Until, well it always, had potential. I have done excellently. I am feeling better. I do have a future. I will be with my children again. When I am able and positive, roundabout. May 21, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Do not know, exactly, what is going to happen, next. The real passion, is yours, to the unveiling, of my true soul. Who aspires to thee, in heart, strength, of the Truth. I was caught up, in the whirlwind, of experience. From the outer experience, confusion, pain, anguish, isolation from peace, the abominations of the cycle, of spiritual, emotional, physical, mental abuse. The critical accounts, before my demise. May 16, 1997, aspires: direct one’s hopes or ambitions toward achieving something
I am going through the writings again. Fixing them and updating them, for my very own sitemaps. I installed a plugin, and it does the rest. So of course, I am re-reading everything. They all hit home. The home where our hearts are, where the Lord is, to make our darkness bright.
I will not deny,
That I have a Spiritual Connection with Our Father, which art in heaven. God gave us through his Son, Jesus Christ. The Son of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, The Holy Trinity.
The Lord, is here, in all the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, each one with their own identity. Being a twin, well, and always being called twin, hello. Then is then, and now is now. One of these days, we are going to get a DNA test to see, which kind of twins we are, too funny huh, we could be just sisters or identical twins.
I tell you, it is weird, with just me, and all my writings.
Just me out here on the Internet, all alone in the great big freeway, to the heavens. Seriously, how can I blurt out, to the whole World, all these writings, that I have written?
I know my writings are not gibberish. They are praises, and prayers, To Our Father in Heaven. They are given me to share. I feel that this is my tithe, seriously, I am sharing my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” because that is precise, what they are.
I have no backup, no one, no how, I am the only one. So it is impossible for me to figure it all out. So In Jesus Christ’s name. Lord I leave, inpresenceofspirit.com in Your amazing hands. I have done the job that you gave me to do.
I poured my heart, and soul out to You Lord.
I gave you my love, admiration because I Truly Felt Your Presence in Spirit, You took that gut-wrenching pain, right out of my soul, and gave me room to breathe, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I Love You, Jesus Christ. Your Holy Spirit ignited the light in my soul, You unwrapped treasures of everlasting peace, in Your Arms of Mercy.
You Opened Up the Windows of Heaven, and Rained Down Heavenly Manna of the Presence in Spirit, through a sinner from darkness to the light.
It is all captured in the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
I remember all the writings.
Sometimes I feel who am I, but I know that it is for, Your Purpose, that I keep, Publishing my conversations with You Lord, to Share, with the World, in Your Presence.
No one, leaving, “In Presence of Spirit,” will forget the essence of Spirit, guiding the journey to full fruition. Every step is a process; it is incredible that the writings of 1996 are so prevalent to what is going on right here, and right now.
I am where I always wanted to be.
Weird now, this is weird, because of me, me, me. Na! I reached out and touched, “In Presence of Spirit,” and it stayed with me, and it gave me peace amid the conditions of everyone who is suffering. I just wanted to do the part that was given to me to do, even though some think impossible.
It is done through Jesus Christ from “God The Father of All Man Kind.” Even in my seeming unworthiness, I am still loved, and given this gift, to share with the World.
I prayed for, The Lord to rescue me, of my inner turmoil of no meaning. He gave me meaning in view, a way to escape for some R and R, “In Presence of Spirit,” exactly what the doctor ordered.
I would not have made it this far, without all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” All to myself for many years. Always knowing, one day, I am going to share my writings. It is going on three years, I have been on the Internet with my blogs and then my Website.
As for my blogs, they are drafted because everything is over here. I do not want to delete them, so there, they sit, precisely the way I left them.
So with all of this, my writings are being read, or looked at. Thank you so much for reading the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.com” God Bless Everyone With the Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in and through, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. May you find what you are looking for, in “In Presence of Spirit” Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 19, 2014
It Is For Your Purpose, That I Boldly Go, Where I Have Never Been Before
for my trespasses and my debts. Well, I am almost, paid in full(?) My Joining You, “In Presence of Spirit,” has sparked the light of love, in the hearts, the writings, have touched.
It is for, Your Purpose, that I boldly go where I have never been before.
I sure did not dream this up, it was written, while I was awake, in spirit. Right now, I would like, to be awakened, in the light of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
August 25, 2014,
But I keep getting further and further. I have worked on these writings, so much that I am weary. I am running on empty, I want to break down, and I can not.
So many beautiful writings.
Am I missing, the point? I can not, and will not be embarrassed, of my writings. Except for the emphasis, on the husband of my youth. I want to take it out, but all the writings of 2005, have their purpose. He is a tiny part, of the vastness, of the writings. The conversations, I am having with the Lord, are not just, to him. Through the letters, came the writings of, 2005.
There is so much more, to all, of it. I am overwhelmed, with all of it. The three grown adults with eleven Grandchildren, one in heaven. Two on the way. Newest born August 22, 2014
Gees, I mean, where is, The Foundation for Adult Cerebral Palsy?
The roof and ceiling are fixed now. Then the water heater went out, along with the ceiling, coming down in the restroom. I have two dead trees, big trees, one is laying down in the yard, and the other one has been dead over a year and is still standing. The live one blew over from the high winds. What if a hurricane comes?
Sitting here, with no Insurance, on the house, there was insurance on the house, because the Mortgage Company will not send the money, he got from the claim. Paid $5000 on the roof, and they are keeping, the rest of the money, for what? There is money to fix, these issues, and they are, procrastinating.
To top, all of it off, my teeth are hurting, and I am not going to Mexico, to fix them, no way. This month is the lowest, count month; I am stuck, I am not procrastinating, I am literally, stuck on what to do, with all of it.
It is at 271,096 since, December 13, 2013.
If you look at it, from the vastness, of the Earth, it is a drop, in a bucket. Organizations say, do not give up. I have not, but nineteen years is nineteen years.
I am out here, in the heart and soul of the internet, and the site needs verification.
From all the search engines, I did not get, any physical help, on this project. It is all me, and I am tired, tired of not knowing why? Not even an Amen! Hello! Good Bye! Wendy Yvette Greenwell Not forever. Just for a time.
and mean, what is Abstract, In the Reality of, the Spiritual Life, In The Presence of Christ Jesus.
I write in the flesh. I also write in Spirit.
Fact, not Fiction, for sure. I have the proof. The proof is in the writings. From darkness to the light. That is shining, through the forgiveness of sins. Through and from Jesus Christ, in the Holiest way possible.
The only way, to the eternal chamber, of our souls, within.
I decided today, That I cannot be so weak when I am firm. I have the means and the way, to fulfill my heart’s quest.
What can, we do? What will, we do? We will know, at the right time, God’s time. In the Heavenly of Heaven, The Christ Spirit, Within Us All, Forever More.
My obsession was not really compulsive.
It was once again, meant to be, a twenty-four letter write. I told you, bold and significant things, throughout the years, of my writing. The proof is where it is, in the letters, as with every word, I have written for my book.
I refuse the negative.
The positive is so full of power, and integrity in sophistication, in its highest degree, To me, “In Presence of Spirit,” is one remarkable journey, from without to within, the panoramic view. May 23, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Abstract: existing in thought or as an idea but not having a physical or concrete existence. Theoretical, conceptual, notional, intellectual, metaphysical, ideal, philosophical, academic. “The Proof is in the writings.” Wendy
To Capture, What You Have Already Witnessed, In My Writings
All “the ugliness is subsiding. There is a God seen. Till death do us part, is as close, as ones, last breath, for with years, comes the inevitable death.” “Like an Eternity” 96′
“Join together as one.”
United, In The Kingdom of Heaven, Within. There The Holy Spirit cleans your sorrows away. I am preparing to complete this massive book of writings. I have been blessed to write, for you and me, through, The Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. “We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ.”
These are the last days, of this last year, of writing, for this particular year. I am going to have some time, without any distractions. I only have fourteen days everything goes. All for the Glory of God, this is Your time.
I am burnt out.
These years have flown by, and I captured, a remarkable journey, through the darkest hour, of my soul. To the Love of Christ Jesus, in the Holy Spirit’s Power Calling, through me. Who would have thought!
You are the light, in all the writings, You blessed me to write Lord. Even this year, through all my distress, over 15,000, words of beautiful prayers, To You Jesus Christ, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for Your Presence in Spirit.
You are, My Love, and You are My Life.
You are the words; You are Omnipotent, Omnipresent, You are the Presence of the Very Most High. You are, My Christ Jesus, You are, My Lord, You are, my Refuge, You are, My Beloved.
You are the Essence of Pure Love.
You are, the One we need, we want to have You, back to the light in You; can be released, to internal purification, for, “World Healing.” I believe. So it is so.
Oh Lord, Thank You, for the break, that I am fixing to get. I am coming to an end, of my unique journey, and it is time, now is the time, for me, to give it up, and give in, to my ultimate calling, to complete my submission for Publication. To be Certified, My Way!
Few hours, and all will be still. Quiet. It has been, nine months, straight, with eight people, in the house. Oh Lord, help with this situation. It is blah; it is dark, it is the end-all, to the disrespect, I have put up.
It has disassociated itself, from without to within.
There you will go into your inner chamber. There Ye shall knock, and the door has been opened, for you through, the door of my writings. From the Spirit, who sent me, out into the wilderness. The barren of it all.
To capture, The Holy Spirit’s Presence, in writing, to the World, since the beginning.
To capture, what you have already, witnessed, through my writings. Mortally impossible, In Spirit, it is done. As they say, one for all, and all for one. One Cause, Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit.” With one heart to heal. December 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
going through my stack, of scriptures, vocabulary, excerpts, and the left over’s, I wrote, PART 1 through 15 of: “You Are, and I Am In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”
My oldest daughter called me, and she says Mom, she started reading to me, and it was so soothing. She finished, I said, “I wrote that,” she said; I know, I am reading your book. Awe man, “when are you going to send the books,” I said, “as soon as I can.”
Some books will go around or over, across the World, where they will be in the hands of soldiers. Wounded, hurt, pain, fed up. “Thoughts are flowing with nowhere to hide.” 96′
I know my gift to you, is going to bless you, and yours. I know it is going to soothe you, in the depths of your, ever-presence. It is one with The Most Holy of Holy. One in Spirit, One in the Lord.
Taking my part, in the guarantee, of my life’s work, in private, “In Presence of Spirit,” for me. While writing, it is “Universal Writing,” no one is left out. once again, All for One and One for All Time.
All right here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrow.” I love this quote? I want to go back, and re-read all of it before I let it go. Once again, to the hearts, and the souls that need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Who’s going to take my book and read it for the first time. Indeed every time for me, is the first time, always and forever. My love and my life are in the writings.
This means the World, is going to go through, a transition from darkness to the light of Jesus Christ, Ever Presence. Because The Lord’s Ever Presence, is Ever Present, In My Conversations with the Lord, In Spirit.
In tune, simultaneously. One on One Communication, In Spirit. Together, entwined in the oneness that is with and through Jesus Christ. Through, The Resurrection of Our Souls, One in Spirit, One in the Lord, “All for One and One for All.” February 4, 2011, Wendy Yvette Greenwell,
I did not send the books, but I have shared four hundred twenty-eight writings. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit, In, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with The Lord.”
