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1998

RECOGNIZE NOT I

“Lord recognize not I who am writing, but to all people who are yet afflicted.”

A peep hole of light
Guide and direct us where you want us to be

“Grant that I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord,” for our children need us now. Loose Satan’s grip. In the name of Jesus Christ, I rebuke you Satan.

    In Your Blood of Blessings put a hedge of thorns around the Mobil home my teenagers and bring our babies home to Father God. January 1998

Oh Lord

    Oh Lord, whatever your will Lord. Everything is possible in Your hands. Lord, I place my entire existence in your spiritual hands and fall on Your feet to the promises.

    Guide us and direct us, where you want us to be. Bring us out of the negative, into the positive, affirmative actions, that are prescribed in the Spirit of Your Ever Presence. Shown to me a sinner from darkness into the presence of light, through Christ Our Redeemer. The opening is revolving the regeneration of our souls. January 28, 1998

Lord help us

    Guide us, Direct us in the Millennium. Lord, we need You, in Your Love of Passion, spread all over this World, for the afflicted are coming home, To You Father God.

    I need You in our lives, for the more significant, to replace all the negative with the positive. From despair to the clearing of the cobwebs, stretched from the ultimate destruction to the promises that are coming to pass.

Lord help humanity come back to You in One Heart,

    One Mind, for the revelations, is upon us, and the realization has glimpsed, the opening of our souls. For all to achieve, the light of hope from without to within.

    I have my children and me, to take care of. Lord, we need Your guidance, patience, endurance, love, courage, your still small voice to be heard through the air. In Your blood of blessings let’s Publish, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for my children (teenagers)

    There was no way out until You brought, “In Presence of Spirit,” into its entirety. A masterpiece in action. Oh Lord Help. In affirmative action, sparked to the truth, behind the lies. January 28, 1998

Oh God help

    We need Your help, Lord. How am I suppose to do this, all of this by myself? Help in Jesus Beloved Spirit, help, financially, emotionally, physically, verbally. Put words in my mouth.

    Lord let me speak in intelligence, to be understood. “God grant that  I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord.” Help! With You, I can do anything, in my hands without, I am nothing.

Teach me Your precise will,

I can not do it, by myself. I place us totally in Your hands. Help! In Christ Jesus Blood of Blessings. Angels surround this complex, this mobile home and all my children’s everything, Help! We Need You Now! January 28, 1998, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1998

FOCUS OUT THE NEGATIVE

We need to focus out the negative.

Special Photo, caught lightning in action
What a waste of precious time

I lack in the positive approach to dramatic conditions. Source to enlightenment, closed off, not entirely, peepholes, need healing. Church Service. Weeks are going by fast. Need consolidation. Change!

Focus clarity on the positive that God is giving us round about.

    Clear the brain waves. Be part of the solution. Resolve the difference. Find respect from within, then give it to everyone, you are in contact with. In the energy that flows through you, to the clearing of the rest of the cobwebs. Hope, rest, guidance, endurance, forgiveness, understanding, knowledge, courage, fulfillment to the oneness of truth, “To The Peace of The Whole.” In God’s hands, this matter lies.

We will overcome these negative obstacles,

And we will rise above the mundane cycle of the closed off from relief. Negative life of the degeneration of our unities, broken from bondage, to prepare the significant upheaval, to the regeneration of our souls

    I am tired, everyone thinks, I have not done anything, but I have. No one still believes, oh well, I am insane or need to get down to the basics, clear guidance.

In Your hands, I place the children and me,

and The World in Christ Jesus’ hands, for the regeneration, is continuously in progress, even though it cannot be seen.

We are the generation, clouded through, to the unveiling of our souls.

    Lord help. What a significant waste of precious time. Could not be helped, stagnant, in a negative rut, dead inside, no light, no joy, no forgiveness for my sins, that was then, now is now.

Lord bless this day with Your Presence.

Give me the strength to see this through. Do not let me give up or give in. Teach me Your patience all over again. Guide and direct us to the right decisions. February 13, 1998, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

HELPING HEART

I am reading over Romans, Corinthians,

I am still studying. God is working

    I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.

You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.

    Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.

If they start listening, they will hear.

    If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.

I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,

Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?

Boy did I make bad choices?

    I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?

No one can fully understand, what I am going through,

right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2000

SETTLE THROUGH JESUS

To get your mind to settle in, through Jesus.

All of the Photo's are my favorites. I love the way the Moon lights the clouds.
I have short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul

I am not going to Preach to you, I promise. But I would like to talk to you. I do not know what to say. I can tell you what I am doing. I am finishing off what I call a manuscript. I am one day away from printing it out. I am going to send it to an Editor in Pennsylvania, Dorrance Publications only because, I do not need credentials.

I have been working on it for a lifetime

But actual proof four and a half years, since my abandonment.  One writing first writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988. Then eight years later, well over a hundred short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul.

I was blessed to write, not for greed, for love, to find, Our Christ again.

    I feel like I have lost him, and I am in the dredge of life’s difficulties, every day. I know the completion of this, is going to finally verify, that it is actual evidence, that there is Jesus Christ, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.

    No one believes I have something. So I have continued on and kept my mouth shut. I could never speak anyway, what I wrote, and I can not write anymore.

I caught something that I have to share, not to be, kept secret.

    I used to be able to write in the Spirit. I did not have to think about what to say. Everyone I sent letters to, probably thought I was crazy. It is Okay.

I was moved to write some spontaneous writings,

and I sent them. I shocked them all, I never heard back. Who did I give it to, God? You know why? I could not feel the pain of it. Ouch, give the pain to God.

    Detach from emotional pain. Because it hurts, and you cannot do one thing about it. The only way to get rid of it is to give it to God. Here, clear me up Lord, piece by piece. Clean the cobwebs of my total life experience and circumstance.

    Show me, Your Way, into the clearing, so the negative can be replaced, with the positive flow of energy, that You provide through Your Presence.

Come unto me, Lord. I need You. I Love You. I adore You,

I guess I got into it. I want you to know, if you are in pain with everything, Jesus will relieve you, and give peace to your soul.

I have lost my courage, but we all, are going to triumph over these difficulties. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ, it is the only way to overcome. If you think I am insane, so be it. I have to complete this, and send it and hear back from, another view got to have it. June 22, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2000

STOP START AGAIN

God is calling!

Lightning lit the night sky. I caught a few. I was inside the patio.
Pray, and the way will be shown

Pray, and the road will be paved. Pray for everything. You stopped praying, start again, date, track, all your prayers every day. I pray for stop, knock, look, listen, hear the words from the inner chamber of my soul. Reach and go beyond again. To capture the Christ, that is everyone’s still. January 5, 2000

Adversity Tests

Psalm 51:17, The sacrifices of God are a contrite heart. Oh God, thou wilt not despise.

    Adversity tests-even though will say, “The Crap.” “I rebuke you Satan in the name of Jesus Christ.” We are Publishing, will say, “The Vision’s,” are being secured through the first 500 copies. Too well, the spirit of hope, life, love. Send it to who it was given. Thank You, Lord. January 20, 2000

Completely Submitted

    I am going to send it out completely submitted. In completion of, to the World from the Spirit of Christ Jesus, and Wendy. In Union of The Spirits of Souls, bringing all together in one heart, one mind from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The unveiling of, “In Presence of Spirit.” To the one cause for the redemption of our souls through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. March 25, 2000

Consecrate and Dedicate

    I consecrate and dedicate my reason for living still. To the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,” from the Spirit of Christ to you, all the People. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus, in Christ, Our Redeemer. From Hell into The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence. Through, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Opening of The Light of Love from Jesus Christ, Ever-Present Spirit, with love Wendy.  April 12, 2000

    Oh Lord, I failed again, what do I do? Guide me to the answers. Give me strength in all areas. Lord thy will be done. Hold on, “I rebuke you Satan In The Name of Jesus Christ.” May 22, 2000

I am lonely for You, Lord.

    As we all live in ourselves, I am pained in my situation, the continual trials, and tribulations. Everyone, hitting bottom again and again.

    Historian age: You put words in my heart. You guided me through the outer, got too much, and I am falling with my children, Oh Lord we need your help now. I am going to start printing soon. May 23, 2000

Lord help, I am in desperation. All fall on me,

everything is crumbling, no productivity. Yes, the past writings, and scriptures I typed on the computer are priceless, but it is our food for tomorrow. Oh Lord Jesus Christ, put Satan behind Us, Lord. Stomp him out of our affairs, and let’s together proclaim, “In Presence of Spirit,” Authentic from You, In Faith of You, and Your Ever Presence.

    Thank You, for my job, for the writings. It is so awesome, even though some are short. Keep dated track of, “In Presence of Spirit,” complete for the awakening, even though I am on the bottom. Christ lives and He will bring us through To The Glory of Christ Jesus at His Coming. June 1, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    Jesus Christ, I pray this right here, right now. I am not opened, and receptive to the way I was in the writings. Help us in our situation, and the World. I need You, Jesus Christ. I Love You, Thank You for each and every writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” Your Spirit, You left for us, to find, and to share!

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1998

TRUTH FROM WITHIN

Today is Thursday,

Blue Sky at night, it was weird.
“Independence Hill” 3rd floor my work in Paradise

My six out of six days of work will be completed. Friday drive to the Valley, Saturday left at 8:00 a.m. got back to San Antonio at 12:30 pm. Left for work at 2:30 pm, got there at three to eleven shift. I go on about the schedule. My ex-husband gave me back my children on January 16, 1998. They bought a New Mobile Home, and put it on a lot in Converse, Texas. I took over total responsibility for my three teenagers, after being away from them since December 29, 1995.

    49 and a half hours, 6 hours driving, 204 miles, driving too, and from work. 204 minutes of driving, Hill Country Paradise.

I had three days off last week.

    I worked on the writings; it felt so good; I think I am still being moved to manuscript it in its entirety. The earnest desire for the more significant, A Publisher, Editor, Lawyer, Doctors, will fall out of the sky. Most important for completion is a Computer, Printer, Windows 95, Word, Script, and some money so that I can work to end, promptly.

    If I have the resources, I can complete, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twenty-eight months of writings, from the depth of my soul to you with love.

“We are one in the Spirit, and One in the Lord.”

    Listen to the still small voice, and you will hear the direction into your inner chamber. Where dwells thou Christ, from and through The Holy Spirit’s, redemption of yours, mine, and our souls.

    To the clearing of the cobwebs. From sin to forgiveness; in turn, opens our soul to the truth, from within, our most inward being.

In Christ, we rest, from all obstructions.

    The heart focuses clarity on every situation. The Holy Comforter is releasing all the fears, worries, and anxieties, at the door of the altar. Healing has begun, and the truth shall set you free.

    Rest in the Lord’s every word. He is Our Comfort; He is Our Guide, He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. He is The Life, The Light. He is Understanding. He is The Truth. He is The Resurrection to Life Eternal. In Him, Through Him, Round About Him.

    I need to do this: “Rest in The Lord’s Every Word. You are Our Comfort. You are Our Guide. You are Omnipotent and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent  Form. You are The Life. You are The Light. You are Understanding. You are The Truth. You are The Resurrection to Life Eternal, In You, Through You, Roundabout You.” 

You are God Our Savior, sparking the personal perseverance.

    To take the Realm and eradicate the negative in doom. Man’s way is wrong. God’s way is Eternal, healing in the here and now.

    To Make Mass Regeneration from destruction to the Truth. In Love, Compassion, Courage, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom, Gifts: Patience, Guidance, Protection, in and through the Love of Christ.

    Guided to the clear realization: my way hurts, Jesus Christ’s way heals, to the most magnificent capture of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “I believe Christ Jesus Blessed, The World,” in these writings, through revelations from, The Highest.

The understanding was captured,

protected, shared, shunned, but my heart did not fail from clarity of the understanding of God’s Kingdom in each and every Nation, entire, Global Wide World.

    So this is my gift to you. I came into the world with nothing. I leave this world with nothing, but In Christ Jesus, I Am, and I, and the Spirit of the Lord have all these writing to say: Only through the (my) Total Immersion of Baptism, Salvation was acquired. In access opening your (my) soul to the Christ within, from the last fight to the regeneration of our souls. March 12, 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 1, 2015 I cannot change the words. It was written many moons ago. I need to Publish it now.

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The Beginning

VERBAL REVELATIONS

In search of truth this last year.

It was a nice storm in the back yard.
I have to put this on now

I have revealed over hierarchy in a spiritual professional: Vice Principal, teachers, counselors, at the schools and Principle. Keith great Counselor, I shocked him, I guess I have shocked many. Oh well. Keith told me I needed 150 Alanon meetings and to go to three meetings before Monday, when I would meet Gail.

    Well, I did hit three meetings, and in the next two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, five Counselors, “Women Together,” Tris, Mary which were extremely important because I got to cleanse without shame, things pouring out, I had never told anyone. (Not even my twin.)

My feelings as the worthy person started sparking.

    Two and two were’ coming along fine. The Revelations of the truth the real truth of why we live in our hell with everyone else’s on top of ours.

    Our faith is there, even though we do not think we have any. Okay, I ended up the only compassionate certified work I could get. I applied and pleaded my desperation to the RN. She enrolled me in Certified Nurses Assistant, training.

He left January 1995; this was already March.

   The first week of school was Spring Break, and I had always been with my children. 7:15 to 5:15. Can you imagine me in whites, yuk? So I went the two weeks, the kids survived, no one was hurt. No one checked on them.

   I went in, on the 27th of March to take my hands-on State Test, I passed it. On the 28th I went in for the written test on a Bacardi hangover. Results in six weeks. I was supposed to start work the next week.

Tuesday night I was alone,

Wednesday at a friend, Thursday reserved reservations, Hazelden bound, Friday I was in Minnesota.

Everyone wondered why there.

    I was not loony tunes; I was a co-dependent disaster. I was the fastest person to go through Hazelden’s System. To a mind-altering drug prescribed, Zoloft by a Psychiatrist, I needed something. April 1995 W. Y. L.

August 24, 2015

I was there a week in October 1994, for “Family Recovery.” Then I got accepted because of my condition. Not because I am an alcoholic. That got me in though. I needed to be in Minnesota; it was just what the Lord ordered. I was there for thirty days. I learned a lot, met a lot of people. Heard their stories, it was an extraordinary paradise; I got to be there for me. “Paradise accepted me, and I went.”

    After I left there I went to Church, and the rest is history. My history anyway of why “In Presence of Spirit’s,” writing, and extensions are so vital for me to share.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1987-1995 HEAVY HEART

WISE WOMAN

Let your “Wise Woman,” drive the bus.

Sunset in the backyard.
I want to walk in the positive light

Read daily. List three ways to do God’s will. Walk. Write. “Serenity Prayer.” 1000 times, Probably. Do something fun. Three things I am grateful for today. It is very difficult to ask for help. I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, and they shared experiences, strength, and hope. I had to make all the decisions, and it would take time, I would figure it out; it was so cool.

I went through so many stages,

But I did not write a journal, at all. It all fell into place. That is a Higher Power more significant than me, opening the doors to go through unfolding my process to recovery.

    I could not function anymore when I came here. I had exhausted all my energies. I had no more spirit; I was desperate for answers.

I do believe in God, but I have a problem turning my will over to Him, and waiting for my solution.

    This is where all my sixty meetings, six counselors, sponsors, priest, friends, rehabilitation, to figure it all out in three months of growth. But I was burnt out!

    I want to walk in the affirmative, light not the negative, dark. I want to be open-minded and feel alive in mind, body, and soul. I am sick of being dead.

I do believe in God, and I feel God can help me, but I have not pursued that relationship.

    I thought I had it, and I lost it again. When my husband left, God opened so many doors for me, pain, school, job, friends that cared, counselors, to help me sort, figure out. I worked my brain off, that is why I came in so frazzled, scattered.

While all this was going on, God was opening doors,

every time I turned around, that last one was taking off, one day notice to come to Minnesota. I know it was God putting me on that plane. The Higher Power is working in my life. I just lost touch again, and I want it back. I am empty.

I need to do the work.

    Open, willing, able. Listen, talk, share, read, go to meetings. Your experiences, strengths, and hopes. “Live one day at a time,” Ask Higher Power for help, understanding, guidance, wisdom, knowledge. All positive things and “Thy will be done.”

    Willing, honest, opened. I know I need to ask for help and the doors will be opened. April 1995 W. Y. L., Wendy Yvette Greenwell August 23, 2015, Twenty Years

    I feel I must put these first ones, they belong here on My Website. It is not a blog anymore; it is My Website, inpresenceofspirit.com. I am still doing this all by myself. This one and the next one are hard for me to Publish. But I think it will show you, how traumatic my experience was.

    Sometimes I cannot believe that I have Published all 400 plus writings, but I have, and it is only for the Holy Spirit’s Purpose, that I share “In Presence of Spirit.com,” with anyone who wants to read it.

231,033 for the year, 426,939 December 13, 2013 to December 31, 2014 = 657,972 views. Blogger had 508,289 views, that makes it, viewed altogether 1,166,261 times. But it has not been read that many times. Whatever.

    inpresenceofspirit.com has 949,316 views, since December 13, 2013. wendygreenwell.com has 75,148 views since January 18, 2016 and of course the blogger that is drafted 508, 289 = 1,532,753 views. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Yours and my, “In Presence of Spirit” and all it’s extensions. Thank you for viewing my writings. Wendy As of April 30, 2022, inpresenceofspirit.com has 2,338,848 page views.

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