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The Beginning

HEAVY HEART

I am writing with a heavy heart 

Twin Waterfalls
I Am Writing With A Heavy Heart

Nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying to and, then I stopped.

I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.

    I have a little marital problem; I do not deal with very good. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

    We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.    

 For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.

    Now I do some, but what?  I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a Husband is for, he got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.     

What is a person to do?

    I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin, we are different. I have affirmed on and off for years; I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there.    

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins.

    I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story, maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.    

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone.

    I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987,  W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

    January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

    God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello! Wendy

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1997

FEARS WORRIES AND ANXIETIES

Grew up in a close Latin Family,

From Darkness Of The Outer To The Ever Present Light Of The Inner

my twin, Dad and I were the only white, on my Mom’s side. Whose sufferings is it: Where is the shame? Well for all, it is covered, until the dawning of the age, when all will be, laid out. For all to see, the unraveling, of the misconceptions of the false passed down, from all our ancestors.

    Words being said, without meaning. In the outer sphere of awareness which is in darkness. Until the real spark, be ignited, to the answers from the darkness of the outer to the ever-present light of the inner.

    The inner kingdom, which is in expectancy, for all Men and Women, to come inside, to the truth of, Christ in all Our Existence. The core of understanding. The inward soul becomes part of the whole. In one heart, in one mind, in one soul.

    From the outside abominations to the clearing off, the cobwebs, From without to within. In Christ’s Presence, there go I, and I am infinite, in the Universal Law of Cause and Effect.

    We are, The Chosen. We All can come into, Father God, To The Clearing, So The Regeneration of The Holy Words, can accomplish itself and bring Peace To The Multitudes. December 15, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2000

BIG THUNDER STORM

I have read,

Beautiful Sea's
I Love To Read It; It Is So Personal To Jesus

“In Presence of Spirit,” five times, my original copy. You know throughout the writings, I place everything in God’s hands.

    Jesus put the two of us together, To complete in two thousand one, the manuscript, turned to Book. The book of, “In Presence of Spirit,” Jesus Christ World Awakening, written by The Spirit of Our Oneness with The Almighty. I believe, and so it is so.

    The Dawning of The Age, Of Peace and Good Will, To All Men. The Regeneration, To The World.

    My Son is going to be seventeen tomorrow; he will not go back to school. We will overcome, these obstacles, peace will be granted to the multitudes.

    I will continue work, on the rest of the writings and this one is probably one. Lord, Grant Us Your Presence in Spirit, for World Triumph, through, Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. May 21, 2001, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2010

WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

What Does It Mean?

You Showed Me The Way To Get To You
To leave your family, your belongings and follow you? How can I learn scripture? How do I, withstand the fiery darts of attacks of the negative?

    How do I find you? Where are you? I feel so alone. How do I get to you? How do I feel you? How do I communicate with you? How can I be forgiven? How can I forgive? What can I do? Where am I? San Antonio.

    Where am I going? back home. Who am I? Oh, Jesus all these questions you have answered. You showed me the way to get to You. The way home to Father God, Father Son, and You Father, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Thank You for Our, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 6, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

OPEN YOUR HEART TO UNDERSTANDING

Open your heart to understanding.

Somewhere over the rainbow, all the way over
Open Your Heart To Understanding

Read 2 Corinthians 5, in one sitting! You will be home soon. He will come, and you will have strength, to go on whichever road, He chooses. Follow Him always. In your heart, are all the answers of, The Universe. Which will bring, the peace, you so desire.

The Holy Spirit is your Guide.

    The Lord is the Light. The Lord is the strength that makes the seed grow. The Lord is, in you, let The Passion of Christ, encircle you, roundabout, entirely, giving up your will, and putting it into, the stretched out arms, that God through Jesus Christ Our Savior, is holding out, for you.

Referring to, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.”

    I hope you have read some entries of the book; I passed it up to you. No holding back, so it is necessary to tell you. I have had it a year.” There are so many revelations, in the writings, he guides you through the distinct reality, in which we live with Christ, and the opposition of the cleansing and sanctification, which follows after Salvation.

Complete, Purification through, The Baptism and Deliverance, from sin and temptation.

    All falls, into God’s place, and time. The regenerating forces of, God’s Power, cleanses you of all your pain, and places strength with knowledge, and ultimate understanding.
It is a gift.
    “God so loved the World He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, that who should ever believe on His name,” in the faith of His Glorious love for His Chosen, will not die but have eternal, everlasting life. (me) “whosoever believeth in him should not perish but have eternal life.” K.J. V
The life in which we are living, is full of man’s traits, in succession of time.

Which constitute the loss of one’s rightful place in, and through The Pure Love of Christ, and through, The Ultimate Abandonment, of One’s Own Will, is Purification, to which, there is no other.

    The Love of Christ penetrates the small opening, as tiny as the mustard seed. Once this occurs, The Love, Envelopes You. Although rough times are ahead. You are sheltered with and through The Lord.

     Your protection is in Him, through Him, round about Him. The Glory, Comes Through, With His Magnificent Power, and Glory, and you know, you are loved, through the love, of your faith in, Our Lord Jesus Christ. December 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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