No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.
No one realizing, they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-centered of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place probably in every home.
The World is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through, Jesus Christ Our Savior.
You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified, once the sheathing and the facts become more clear, your world round about becomes more peaceful, knowledge becomes part of your conscious.
Nature is instinctual with Christ, there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions.
Stop the muck of Society today. Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, and watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ. He is the only way out of this Society we call home.
Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ Our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware time is short. July 11, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
keep haunting my thoughts, entwined, in the ever-presence of yesterday, the pain of yesterday and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday.
To freedom from hell, Hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, Renewal of our Spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life, and is resurrected from the death of the inner.
In the light of the here and now, In which no other passage will suffice. Only One through Christ Jesus is life, is hope. Is the guiding force, to the oneness of truth, which all have the power through The Holy Spirit, in The Holy Spirit, round about The Holy Spirit — The Glory of God through The Holy Son, Everlasting Peace.
In Jesus Blood of Sufferings, and Blessings for Mankind. Be of Good Cheer, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy of Holiest Spirits, are here in the here and now of yesterdays tomorrow. March 17, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You Are Mine Internally, and I Have Shared You To The World
While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went against to fight the fires.
So few people were’ put in my direct path.
I needed to do it, once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.
I lost you let me fight, till the bitter end.
I knew I was leaving but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are, The highest. You are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, my understanding.
You are the first and last breath, I take.
You are Soul. You are Spirit. You are Life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from me. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.
The Light of Your Love envelops my spirit, with yours.
You walked into me at the Arroyo, I felt you, it was not my imagination.
You wanted me to live with you forever.
I Love You. You are mine internally, and I have Shared You, To The World, through, My Love For You. In the writings, that Your Comfort Brought, To The Knowledge You Unfolded. Through the Love of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “there is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.” January 17, 1997 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to, An Atomic Spiritual Consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity. Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know man, better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.
It is not just the children; God blessed me with,
But the two, who were inappropriate, terminated of life, which left me in darkness, to the light. The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled, you can trust. With Christ, there is no shame. How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation?My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.
How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of Women? The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.
“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”
The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity; so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.
People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy, the time is due.But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but gotta stay open, honest, and willing.
Should haves-oh, well.Self-centered, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew some of the time but came out when needed.We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.
Our lives are difficult, they will be difficult, but we will have strength,
because we will not be, alone anymore.My God, there are children, on the streets. Each One of Us is A Child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart?Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!
What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with, no one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.
“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in,let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away. The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.
Join together as one.
Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but our ancestors. The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needs to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.
“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse. People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers!We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.
Join together as one. The answers we always, have had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.
My gift to you,
Is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, was for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”
Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.
The pain will fly away, like the spirit, takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift. January 20, 1996, One month before my Divorce. Wendy Yvette .
So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.”I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell May 10, 2014, This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.
January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book.
So Happy Anniversary Wendy, for staying steadfast in working on inpresenceofspirit.com, all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started Publishing on The Internet in October 2011.
Thank you for spending time with, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy
a lie can not, last forever. Deceit, plays havoc, in people’s lives. But one’s shame closes the soul of understanding and places decision, in someone else’s hands, which causes utter destruction.
Where there is no heart, there is no peace. Where there is no peace, there is contempt. Because one always ends up, being the doormat, of other’s power, and control.
When taken away, One becomes Self again, and Self knows, the Oneness, that is with, and through, the regeneration of an ancient past of the soul, and its rightful place in peace, without all outside obstruction. November 29, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
My perception of life is not understood, in this day and age.
Our Purpose in Life Is Everlasting Life
There is Father, and Mother, Brother, and Sister, “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeats itself, down the long stretch, of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time?
We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “or of course, living there.” Oh, to walk, where Jesus Christ, walked. Many of you, have walked, on the same streets and paths, Our Dear Lord, walked on.
What is this leading?
Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life!
We cannot see that but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, Our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can sow, all the riches, of the world, around. Mind you, not material things.What all of us, every one of us, need to do: Is put, “Our Faith Together,” and bring Love, Peace, Cures for Every Illness, Food, and Water, To Everyone, The World Over.
Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time, are not forgotten. We are all, a part of, Our Ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives, with barriers, of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive. I remember, the voice, that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish, I would have listened. I would not have suffered, in the ways, I did.
I also recall struggling, to get my spirit to come back,
Only to let go, and be idle, lazy, feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time, to destroy oneself, with negativity. It alters one’s functioning, ability. It is a disability, in every sense of the word. Every negative thought, is a disability, because it is so hard, to let yourself learn, to use, your thinking constructively. September 1989
My youngest daughter brought this with her January 16, 1998, The Husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new Mobile Home in Converse Texas. It is a special writing to me because she saved it for me, and because it does say a lot.
It was a spontaneous, writing. The best kind. Although, I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like, I am coming out of left field, but in actuality, I am coming out in right field.
I do not know what to do, so I am waiting. Besides my computer could crash at any time. And my eyes still work but they have issues. So I have not blogged around, because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
May 2, 2017, Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts. I figure this will be my last months here on my site. I am tired and it is costing me money, I do not have.
As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the whole bunch of you think I am crazy, and did not even care to read, this is including my very own children, twin sister, older sister, brother. My deceased Mother that had four years, she could have read the book, but did not. You know what, even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.
They have always been with The Lord and me, and will always be, “In Presence of Spirit.” 1988 – 2017, 29 years my “In Presence of Spirit,” has been with me. Thank you, God for The Father, God The Son, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, I am grateful for all our times, in “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy
Take legalized Abortion murder off the table, and put it on the docket, and let the Judge decide for every case.
It is not right. “It is death in the flesh.”
They legalized the curse for one person. So one person can take her stand and tell you.
SAVE THE FETUS! SAVE THE BABIES! SAVE THE MOTHERS! SAVE THE FATHERS! SAVE THE BROTHERS, AND THE SISTERS! SAVE THE FAMILY!
Bring One in Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. Bring down The Love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. December 16, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ World Awakening, forever.
What will be, is meant to be, take the legalization of Abortion, off the face of the map, use protection or do not do it — the change from child to complete responsibility, for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized Abortion, completely! Stop children, from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing, is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been, has been taken away,
The newness of life is gone. Always, having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer.Bring back the innocence, in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar, them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or Adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let Parents involve themselves with the immediate details, of which their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In three’s at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination, of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane.
The scars from the experience, do not just last, for a day. They are, ever-present, and there is not one thing, you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, a secret, (among other repercussions,) then when you are pregnant with your Husband, you feel insecure, you think, you are going to be punished, for the tragedy, that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed, inside of me.
Clean, The World Up.Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day.
Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind.Take Abortion, out of their, vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child — no more excuses.Russian rue-let, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours, to get pregnant, a month.
How many bull’s eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassion, understanding, it is a servant, to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years, for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say, No, but your body says yes, that is when you say, No and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct, that is Jesus,
Telling you to go the other way, and you decide to go, your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot, go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt, that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time was devastating after that I was a mess, With what seems like, no way, out of the pain, and isolation, one goes through, in the in and out, of, The Abortion.
That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain, and misery of that decision, that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood — a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience you can never take back. September 22, 2009
February 24, 2013,“My number one reason for Publishing this, is for the ones, that are about to make a choice, that will have a negative impact, on their life.”To make the ever after choice, is better, than the other — my misery to prove it.
NO! is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows. Go into your inner being accept His gift a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” “In Presence of Spirit,“ be given to the ones that need to know now?I can not do it by myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
