I lack in the positive approach to dramatic conditions. Source to enlightenment, closed off, not entirely, peepholes, need healing. Church Service. Weeks are going by fast. Need consolidation. Change!
Focus clarity on the positive that God is giving us round about.
Clear the brain waves. Be part of the solution. Resolve the difference. Find respect from within, then give it to everyone, you are in contact with. In the energy that flows through you, to the clearing of the rest of the cobwebs. Hope, rest, guidance, endurance, forgiveness, understanding, knowledge, courage, fulfillment to the oneness of truth, “To The Peace of The Whole.” In God’s hands, this matter lies.
We will overcome these negative obstacles,
And we will rise above the mundane cycle of the closed off from relief. Negative life of the degeneration of our unities, broken from bondage, to prepare the significant upheaval, to the regeneration of our souls
I am tired, everyone thinks, I have not done anything, but I have. No one still believes, oh well, I am insane or need to get down to the basics, clear guidance.
In Your hands, I place the children and me,
and The World in Christ Jesus’ hands, for the regeneration, is continuously in progress, even though it cannot be seen.
We are the generation, clouded through, to the unveiling of our souls.
Lord help. What a significant waste of precious time. Could not be helped, stagnant, in a negative rut, dead inside, no light, no joy, no forgiveness for my sins, that was then, now is now.
Lord bless this day with Your Presence.
Give me the strength to see this through. Do not let me give up or give in. Teach me Your patience all over again. Guide and direct us to the right decisions. February 13, 1998, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.
You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.
Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.
If they start listening, they will hear.
If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.
I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,
Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?
Boy did I make bad choices?
I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?
No one can fully understand, what I am going through,
right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul
I am not going to Preach to you, I promise. But I would like to talk to you. I do not know what to say. I can tell you what I am doing. I am finishing off what I call a manuscript. I am one day away from printing it out. I am going to send it to an Editor in Pennsylvania, Dorrance Publications only because, I do not need credentials.
I have been working on it for a lifetime
But actual proof four and a half years, since my abandonment. One writing first writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988. Then eight years later, well over a hundred short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul.
I was blessed to write, not for greed, for love, to find, Our Christ again.
I feel like I have lost him, and I am in the dredge of life’s difficulties, every day. I know the completion of this, is going to finally verify, that it is actual evidence, that there is Jesus Christ, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.
No one believes I have something. So I have continued on and kept my mouth shut. I could never speak anyway, what I wrote, and I can not write anymore.
I caught something that I have to share, not to be, kept secret.
I used to be able to write in the Spirit. I did not have to think about what to say. Everyone I sent letters to, probably thought I was crazy. It is Okay.
I was moved to write some spontaneous writings,
and I sent them. I shocked them all, I never heard back. Who did I give it to, God? You know why? I could not feel the pain of it. Ouch, give the pain to God.
Detach from emotional pain. Because it hurts, and you cannot do one thing about it. The only way to get rid of it is to give it to God. Here, clear me up Lord, piece by piece. Clean the cobwebs of my total life experience and circumstance.
Show me, Your Way, into the clearing, so the negative can be replaced, with the positive flow of energy, that You provide through Your Presence.
Come unto me, Lord. I need You. I Love You. I adore You,
I guess I got into it. I want you to know, if you are in pain with everything, Jesus will relieve you, and give peace to your soul.
I have lost my courage, but we all, are going to triumph over these difficulties. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ, it is the only way to overcome. If you think I am insane, so be it. I have to complete this, and send it and hear back from, another view got to have it. June 22, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Pray, and the road will be paved. Pray for everything. You stopped praying, start again, date, track, all your prayers every day. I pray for stop, knock, look, listen, hear the words from the inner chamber of my soul. Reach and go beyond again. To capture the Christ, that is everyone’s still. January 5, 2000
Adversity Tests
Psalm 51:17, The sacrifices of God are a contrite heart. Oh God, thou wilt not despise.
Adversity tests-even though will say, “The Crap.” “I rebuke you Satan in the name of Jesus Christ.” We are Publishing, will say, “The Vision’s,” are being secured through the first 500 copies. Too well, the spirit of hope, life, love. Send it to who it was given. Thank You, Lord. January 20, 2000
Completely Submitted
I am going to send it out completely submitted. In completion of, to the World from the Spirit of Christ Jesus, and Wendy. In Union of The Spirits of Souls, bringing all together in one heart, one mind from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The unveiling of, “In Presence of Spirit.” To the one cause for the redemption of our souls through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. March 25, 2000
Consecrate and Dedicate
I consecrate and dedicate my reason for living still. To the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,” from the Spirit of Christ to you, all the People. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus, in Christ, Our Redeemer. From Hell into The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence. Through, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Opening of The Light of Love from Jesus Christ, Ever-Present Spirit, with love Wendy. April 12, 2000
Oh Lord, I failed again, what do I do? Guide me to the answers. Give me strength in all areas. Lord thy will be done. Hold on, “I rebuke you Satan In The Name of Jesus Christ.” May 22, 2000
I am lonely for You, Lord.
As we all live in ourselves, I am pained in my situation, the continual trials, and tribulations. Everyone, hitting bottom again and again.
Historian age: You put words in my heart. You guided me through the outer, got too much, and I am falling with my children, Oh Lord we need your help now. I am going to start printing soon. May 23, 2000
Lord help, I am in desperation. All fall on me,
everything is crumbling, no productivity. Yes, the past writings, and scriptures I typed on the computer are priceless, but it is our food for tomorrow. Oh Lord Jesus Christ, put Satan behind Us, Lord. Stomp him out of our affairs, and let’s together proclaim, “In Presence of Spirit,” Authentic from You, In Faith of You, and Your Ever Presence.
Thank You, for my job, for the writings. It is so awesome, even though some are short. Keep dated track of, “In Presence of Spirit,” complete for the awakening, even though I am on the bottom. Christ lives and He will bring us through To The Glory of Christ Jesus at His Coming. June 1, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Jesus Christ, I pray this right here, right now. I am not opened, and receptive to the way I was in the writings. Help us in our situation, and the World. I need You, Jesus Christ. I Love You, Thank You for each and every writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” Your Spirit, You left for us, to find, and to share!
My six out of six days of work will be completed. Friday drive to the Valley, Saturday left at 8:00 a.m. got back to San Antonio at 12:30 pm. Left for work at 2:30 pm, got there at three to eleven shift. I go on about the schedule. My ex-husband gave me back my children on January 16, 1998. They bought a New Mobile Home, and put it on a lot in Converse, Texas. I took over total responsibility for my three teenagers, after being away from them since December 29, 1995.
49 and a half hours, 6 hours driving, 204 miles, driving too, and from work. 204 minutes of driving, Hill Country Paradise.
I had three days off last week.
I worked on the writings; it felt so good; I think I am still being moved to manuscript it in its entirety. The earnest desire for the more significant, A Publisher, Editor, Lawyer, Doctors, will fall out of the sky. Most important for completion is a Computer, Printer, Windows 95, Word, Script, and some money so that I can work to end, promptly.
If I have the resources, I can complete, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twenty-eight months of writings, from the depth of my soul to you with love.
“We are one in the Spirit, and One in the Lord.”
Listen to the still small voice, and you will hear the direction into your inner chamber. Where dwells thou Christ, from and through The Holy Spirit’s, redemption of yours, mine, and our souls.
To the clearing of the cobwebs. From sin to forgiveness; in turn, opens our soul to the truth, from within, our most inward being.
In Christ, we rest, from all obstructions.
The heart focuses clarity on every situation. The Holy Comforter is releasing all the fears, worries, and anxieties, at the door of the altar. Healing has begun, and the truth shall set you free.
Rest in the Lord’s every word. He is Our Comfort; He is Our Guide, He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. He is The Life, The Light. He is Understanding. He is The Truth. He is The Resurrection to Life Eternal. In Him, Through Him, Round About Him.
I need to do this: “Rest in The Lord’s Every Word. You are Our Comfort. You are Our Guide. You are Omnipotent and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. You are The Life. You are The Light. You are Understanding. You are The Truth. You are The Resurrection to Life Eternal, In You, Through You, Roundabout You.”
You are God Our Savior, sparking the personal perseverance.
To take the Realm and eradicate the negative in doom. Man’s way is wrong. God’s way is Eternal, healing in the here and now.
To Make Mass Regeneration from destruction to the Truth. In Love, Compassion, Courage, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom, Gifts: Patience, Guidance, Protection, in and through the Love of Christ.
Guided to the clear realization: my way hurts, Jesus Christ’s way heals, to the most magnificent capture of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “I believe Christ Jesus Blessed, The World,” in these writings, through revelations from, The Highest.
The understanding was captured,
protected, shared, shunned, but my heart did not fail from clarity of the understanding of God’s Kingdom in each and every Nation, entire, Global Wide World.
So this is my gift to you. I came into the world with nothing. I leave this world with nothing, but In Christ Jesus, I Am, and I, and the Spirit of the Lord have all these writing to say: Only through the (my) Total Immersion of Baptism, Salvation was acquired. In access opening your (my) soul to the Christ within, from the last fight to the regeneration of our souls. March 12, 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 1, 2015 I cannot change the words. It was written many moons ago. I need to Publish it now.
