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2000

SETTLE THROUGH JESUS

To get your mind to settle in, through Jesus.

All of the Photo's are my favorites. I love the way the Moon lights the clouds.
I have short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul

I am not going to Preach to you, I promise. But I would like to talk to you. I do not know what to say. I can tell you what I am doing. I am finishing off what I call a manuscript. I am one day away from printing it out. I am going to send it to an Editor in Pennsylvania, Dorrance Publications only because, I do not need credentials.

I have been working on it for a lifetime

But actual proof four and a half years, since my abandonment.  One writing first writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988. Then eight years later, well over a hundred short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul.

I was blessed to write, not for greed, for love, to find, Our Christ again.

    I feel like I have lost him, and I am in the dredge of life’s difficulties, every day. I know the completion of this, is going to finally verify, that it is actual evidence, that there is Jesus Christ, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.

    No one believes I have something. So I have continued on and kept my mouth shut. I could never speak anyway, what I wrote, and I can not write anymore.

I caught something that I have to share, not to be, kept secret.

    I used to be able to write in the Spirit. I did not have to think about what to say. Everyone I sent letters to, probably thought I was crazy. It is Okay.

I was moved to write some spontaneous writings,

and I sent them. I shocked them all, I never heard back. Who did I give it to, God? You know why? I could not feel the pain of it. Ouch, give the pain to God.

    Detach from emotional pain. Because it hurts, and you cannot do one thing about it. The only way to get rid of it is to give it to God. Here, clear me up Lord, piece by piece. Clean the cobwebs of my total life experience and circumstance.

    Show me, Your Way, into the clearing, so the negative can be replaced, with the positive flow of energy, that You provide through Your Presence.

Come unto me, Lord. I need You. I Love You. I adore You,

I guess I got into it. I want you to know, if you are in pain with everything, Jesus will relieve you, and give peace to your soul.

I have lost my courage, but we all, are going to triumph over these difficulties. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ, it is the only way to overcome. If you think I am insane, so be it. I have to complete this, and send it and hear back from, another view got to have it. June 22, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2000

STOP START AGAIN

God is calling!

Lightning lit the night sky. I caught a few. I was inside the patio.
Pray, and the way will be shown

Pray, and the road will be paved. Pray for everything. You stopped praying, start again, date, track, all your prayers every day. I pray for stop, knock, look, listen, hear the words from the inner chamber of my soul. Reach and go beyond again. To capture the Christ, that is everyone’s still. January 5, 2000

Adversity Tests

Psalm 51:17, The sacrifices of God are a contrite heart. Oh God, thou wilt not despise.

    Adversity tests-even though will say, “The Crap.” “I rebuke you Satan in the name of Jesus Christ.” We are Publishing, will say, “The Vision’s,” are being secured through the first 500 copies. Too well, the spirit of hope, life, love. Send it to who it was given. Thank You, Lord. January 20, 2000

Completely Submitted

    I am going to send it out completely submitted. In completion of, to the World from the Spirit of Christ Jesus, and Wendy. In Union of The Spirits of Souls, bringing all together in one heart, one mind from God through Jesus Christ to Us. The unveiling of, “In Presence of Spirit.” To the one cause for the redemption of our souls through Christ Jesus Our Lord and Savior. March 25, 2000

Consecrate and Dedicate

    I consecrate and dedicate my reason for living still. To the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,” from the Spirit of Christ to you, all the People. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus, in Christ, Our Redeemer. From Hell into The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence. Through, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Opening of The Light of Love from Jesus Christ, Ever-Present Spirit, with love Wendy.  April 12, 2000

    Oh Lord, I failed again, what do I do? Guide me to the answers. Give me strength in all areas. Lord thy will be done. Hold on, “I rebuke you Satan In The Name of Jesus Christ.” May 22, 2000

I am lonely for You, Lord.

    As we all live in ourselves, I am pained in my situation, the continual trials, and tribulations. Everyone, hitting bottom again and again.

    Historian age: You put words in my heart. You guided me through the outer, got too much, and I am falling with my children, Oh Lord we need your help now. I am going to start printing soon. May 23, 2000

Lord help, I am in desperation. All fall on me,

everything is crumbling, no productivity. Yes, the past writings, and scriptures I typed on the computer are priceless, but it is our food for tomorrow. Oh Lord Jesus Christ, put Satan behind Us, Lord. Stomp him out of our affairs, and let’s together proclaim, “In Presence of Spirit,” Authentic from You, In Faith of You, and Your Ever Presence.

    Thank You, for my job, for the writings. It is so awesome, even though some are short. Keep dated track of, “In Presence of Spirit,” complete for the awakening, even though I am on the bottom. Christ lives and He will bring us through To The Glory of Christ Jesus at His Coming. June 1, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    Jesus Christ, I pray this right here, right now. I am not opened, and receptive to the way I was in the writings. Help us in our situation, and the World. I need You, Jesus Christ. I Love You, Thank You for each and every writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” Your Spirit, You left for us, to find, and to share!

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2000

WRITINGS IN SPIRIT

I read you support the rights of free speech, in all its form.

Moon photo, I love it.
I read you support the right of free speech in all its forms

You also call for responsibility in exercising this right.

I have a handwritten, the original manuscript, edited by me, from beyond, death in the flesh. To writings in the Spirit of Our Lord. That sparked the light for me a sinner to write.

I captured a vision of hope for all to come to, The Glory of God.

    In one heart, one mind, one soul. That is Jesus Christ, in his ultimate return, to all the People of The World, in heart soul revelation.

    I have the first year on disk, but I have no funds to print and send. So in the meantime, I am writing to ask if someone that reads manuscripts will read mine?

    I have to say the originals should be read because it is not copied, very few flaws, scratch outs, it flowed out of my heart on paper. Several people have read twenty-three pages. At this time I have ninety-three writing in 1996, a few before.

The critical writing is “In Presence of Spirit.”

    It was written eight years before. I feel it is a masterpiece, In The Spirit with Our Lord. He guided me, through the whole incredible trip.

    Only my interpretation, because no one has read what I have completed. No one believes. I cannot write or speak. I am in the midst of destruction again.

    The same thing I wrote about, the negative has consumed my children teenagers and my life, and all their friends are fighting, all the negative has taken the innocence of our children.

Number one causes Alcoholism, Divorce, Infidelity,

abuse in the emotional, physical, verbal, spiritual form. The instability, everyone suffers. Everyone is affected because everyone is looking for meaning and peace. In the internal, eternal place where dwells Our Christ Jesus.

The Holy Spirit Heals!

    Even though I am in dire straights, I do not have pain in my being, also though, I feel lost Jesus. My finances are low, teenagers making bad choices, getting in lots of trouble and not caring to help solve this sad situation, individual problems.

    Bad choices from an evasive past of family members generational problems, plus all our own. There is a solution to the writings, I have done what I am supposed to do. I need help now.

I need someone to read it, and I think it can help others find their way, even though I have lost mine again.

    I am not vain, I have had a calling, and I have to follow through, they said, “I needed credentials.” I wrote this, and sent it to Zondervan, yeah.

     Three things: 1. Wendy: I do not want to use my last name. 2. I can not speak about what was written. No public anything. I can not write. 3. I need copyright. I know we will overcome our problems, but who am I, no one, and I wish to remain so. I was given a gift. I have to share. April 27, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    September 5, 2015, What is funny, I still feel the same way, about all my writings. They are meant to be shared. This is helping me now in my dire situation, to feel the Holy Spirit’s Presence in the writings, who blessed me to write. Help Lord!

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1998

EVER PRESENCE

In Jesus Christ Ever Presence.

Every Sunset is special.
Jesus Thank You For All The Blessings

Jesus Thank You for all the blessings; You have bestowed on our children and me. Thank You for the shelter. Thank You for the 2,000 credit.

    Thank You for the kitchen table and four chairs. The two sofas. Thank You for the telephone and installation as a successful completion.

    Thank You for my job of $1250.00 a month, plus the bills their Father is paying. Lord Thank You for my Divorce. Thank You for protecting me through the threshold of death.

Thank You for “In Presence of Spirit.”

    Thank You for taking the pain away. Thank You for giving me, my children back. Lord we need; Your guidance, strength, courage, love, knowledge, wisdom. We need a positive approach, even in the midst of war.

Lord are we going to Publish, “In Presence of Spirit,” or is it just for Us?

    “God grant that I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord,” for the regeneration needs to take place in mass quantity. No one left out. For all to achieve, that which is our birthright, from God through Jesus Christ, to the scattered sheep.

In Jesus Christ, I am me.

    Right now I am overwhelmed, with all that is discoursing. I am concerned so, In Jesus Christ Name: I put all these human things in Your Spiritual Hands. I can not do anything without You Lord.

So I place the children/teenagers and I, in Your care for protection,

courage, love, understanding, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, complete acceptance, unconditional love, hope, strength, guidance, endurance, for the greater is so much then, the weaker, and I can do nothing without You.

In Jesus’ blood of blessings.

Thank You, Father God, my soul dwells with thee. February 20, 1998, Happy 2nd Anniversary of Divorce. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1998

TRUTH FROM WITHIN

Today is Thursday,

Blue Sky at night, it was weird.
“Independence Hill” 3rd floor my work in Paradise

My six out of six days of work will be completed. Friday drive to the Valley, Saturday left at 8:00 a.m. got back to San Antonio at 12:30 pm. Left for work at 2:30 pm, got there at three to eleven shift. I go on about the schedule. My ex-husband gave me back my children on January 16, 1998. They bought a New Mobile Home, and put it on a lot in Converse, Texas. I took over total responsibility for my three teenagers, after being away from them since December 29, 1995.

    49 and a half hours, 6 hours driving, 204 miles, driving too, and from work. 204 minutes of driving, Hill Country Paradise.

I had three days off last week.

    I worked on the writings; it felt so good; I think I am still being moved to manuscript it in its entirety. The earnest desire for the more significant, A Publisher, Editor, Lawyer, Doctors, will fall out of the sky. Most important for completion is a Computer, Printer, Windows 95, Word, Script, and some money so that I can work to end, promptly.

    If I have the resources, I can complete, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twenty-eight months of writings, from the depth of my soul to you with love.

“We are one in the Spirit, and One in the Lord.”

    Listen to the still small voice, and you will hear the direction into your inner chamber. Where dwells thou Christ, from and through The Holy Spirit’s, redemption of yours, mine, and our souls.

    To the clearing of the cobwebs. From sin to forgiveness; in turn, opens our soul to the truth, from within, our most inward being.

In Christ, we rest, from all obstructions.

    The heart focuses clarity on every situation. The Holy Comforter is releasing all the fears, worries, and anxieties, at the door of the altar. Healing has begun, and the truth shall set you free.

    Rest in the Lord’s every word. He is Our Comfort; He is Our Guide, He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. He is The Life, The Light. He is Understanding. He is The Truth. He is The Resurrection to Life Eternal. In Him, Through Him, Round About Him.

    I need to do this: “Rest in The Lord’s Every Word. You are Our Comfort. You are Our Guide. You are Omnipotent and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent  Form. You are The Life. You are The Light. You are Understanding. You are The Truth. You are The Resurrection to Life Eternal, In You, Through You, Roundabout You.” 

You are God Our Savior, sparking the personal perseverance.

    To take the Realm and eradicate the negative in doom. Man’s way is wrong. God’s way is Eternal, healing in the here and now.

    To Make Mass Regeneration from destruction to the Truth. In Love, Compassion, Courage, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom, Gifts: Patience, Guidance, Protection, in and through the Love of Christ.

    Guided to the clear realization: my way hurts, Jesus Christ’s way heals, to the most magnificent capture of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “I believe Christ Jesus Blessed, The World,” in these writings, through revelations from, The Highest.

The understanding was captured,

protected, shared, shunned, but my heart did not fail from clarity of the understanding of God’s Kingdom in each and every Nation, entire, Global Wide World.

    So this is my gift to you. I came into the world with nothing. I leave this world with nothing, but In Christ Jesus, I Am, and I, and the Spirit of the Lord have all these writing to say: Only through the (my) Total Immersion of Baptism, Salvation was acquired. In access opening your (my) soul to the Christ within, from the last fight to the regeneration of our souls. March 12, 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 1, 2015 I cannot change the words. It was written many moons ago. I need to Publish it now.

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The Beginning

VERBAL REVELATIONS

In search of truth this last year.

It was a nice storm in the back yard.
I have to put this on now

I have revealed over hierarchy in a spiritual professional: Vice Principal, teachers, counselors, at the schools and Principle. Keith great Counselor, I shocked him, I guess I have shocked many. Oh well. Keith told me I needed 150 Alanon meetings and to go to three meetings before Monday, when I would meet Gail.

    Well, I did hit three meetings, and in the next two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, five Counselors, “Women Together,” Tris, Mary which were extremely important because I got to cleanse without shame, things pouring out, I had never told anyone. (Not even my twin.)

My feelings as the worthy person started sparking.

    Two and two were’ coming along fine. The Revelations of the truth the real truth of why we live in our hell with everyone else’s on top of ours.

    Our faith is there, even though we do not think we have any. Okay, I ended up the only compassionate certified work I could get. I applied and pleaded my desperation to the RN. She enrolled me in Certified Nurses Assistant, training.

He left January 1995; this was already March.

   The first week of school was Spring Break, and I had always been with my children. 7:15 to 5:15. Can you imagine me in whites, yuk? So I went the two weeks, the kids survived, no one was hurt. No one checked on them.

   I went in, on the 27th of March to take my hands-on State Test, I passed it. On the 28th I went in for the written test on a Bacardi hangover. Results in six weeks. I was supposed to start work the next week.

Tuesday night I was alone,

Wednesday at a friend, Thursday reserved reservations, Hazelden bound, Friday I was in Minnesota.

Everyone wondered why there.

    I was not loony tunes; I was a co-dependent disaster. I was the fastest person to go through Hazelden’s System. To a mind-altering drug prescribed, Zoloft by a Psychiatrist, I needed something. April 1995 W. Y. L.

August 24, 2015

I was there a week in October 1994, for “Family Recovery.” Then I got accepted because of my condition. Not because I am an alcoholic. That got me in though. I needed to be in Minnesota; it was just what the Lord ordered. I was there for thirty days. I learned a lot, met a lot of people. Heard their stories, it was an extraordinary paradise; I got to be there for me. “Paradise accepted me, and I went.”

    After I left there I went to Church, and the rest is history. My history anyway of why “In Presence of Spirit’s,” writing, and extensions are so vital for me to share.  Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2015

400 PUBLISHED

400 Published:

Sunset in the back yard
400 Published To Me Wow

    To me, Wow! I did my part for four hundred writings. Now Lord what am I suppose to do? I have an idea. I have already started it, “Walking Into The Light,” “Revelation,” and finally, “Truth Is An Opening – To The Heavens.” I changed the name from “Someone said at the end.”

    Well, it has been an event filled trip for me, Publishing the extensions of, My very own, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” Physically all by myself. So I am still leaving a lot out. 

I am going to continue to write the events as they happened.

Meaning my writings, for the most part, are going to be in order. From the beginning to the end.

I saw a different Glaucoma Specialist a couple of days ago.

     As I have stated, STRESS. 38 days with an 11-month-old now, and an almost-three-year-old, plus nine people in the house. July 3, 2015, to August 10, 2015. Among everything else, but the most important is:

    My twin is going in for back surgery, Major Back Surgery, next Tuesday. I can not be there. Our brother is flying in on Monday; he is going to stay with her, and her husband for 16 days. The Doctor told her husband that he had done thousands of these surgeries. I am worried.

Oh Lord in the name of The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit, guide the Surgeon’s hands to precise fusion,

“cause that is what they are going to do. Her spine has been slipping for years. She has seven disk bulge, and her neck is worse than her back, they tell her.

    She has suffered 13 years in Chronic Pain with a little help, but not much, prescriptions. It goes like this, she has her pain, I have my pain, and I can see Richard’s illness, every time I look at him. But he does not complain. He has been in pain for 72 years. Cerebral Palsy, if this is the first one you are reading.

Oh Lord in your name Jesus Christ, let this be the answer, to her prayers.

    Calm her spirit; she is worried, Lord. The means will be shown, for Me, to take care of her. Of course with Richard and the two dogs. She took care of me with my Hysterectomy. I am thankful that our brother is going to be with her and her husband.

    To get back to the results of my eyes. My regular Glaucoma Specialist was not there. I saw a new one. My right pupil is atrophied, it was dilated while I had a Glaucoma Attack with 57 pressure, years ago.

    The only good sign, my eyes are Okay, is the Optic Nerve is holding its own, but I might have to change medicine if my pressure does not calm down.

Oh, my Son freaked out the day before I went to the eye Dr.

I am going to share my right eye with you, here because I can. ( I guess I took the eye off.) My pupil is always like this; It was blind for six days, poor eye, the black thing at 11 o’clock is the laser treatment. It is a hole in my eye, and you can almost see the cataract.

    My Son freaked out, so he took this picture. My pressure was high probably higher than 17. I put my medicine in, and when it burns like fire, I feel like the medication did its job.  It is two chemicals, I have to put in my eyes every 12 hours. I am thankful for them. I confused my writing, so I am going to go ahead and close for now. Thank you for visiting inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell August 15, 2015

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1996

TRUTH IS AN OPENING

“I am there if you need me, but I will not come to you.”

Love the blue haze around the moon
We are all searching for the answers

I will give if you ask, but I will not reach out, even knowing dramatic conditions. (I did not ask for help.) It is Okay, We survived. I sat many nights on my roof, many a night, writing future events. Souring, finding, searching for the answers, not just for myself but for mankind.

    My insights are man’s secrets. The wherefore art thou on Women is long suffered. Women know that even if she is blinded by darkness. That she is Caregiver to many.

     Dear Sweet afflicted Children of God. It is not God’s fault. This deterioration of Family is Man’s fault. He has exhausted, controlled, raped us of all our dignity, and left us for dead.

    We have been beaten down, put down, slammed down for too long. We are not supposed to be under thumb. We are the Caregivers.

    We need to join together. Truth is an opening to The Heavens. We are all searching for the answers. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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