It is, “In The Presence of Spirit,” actual accounts of inside peace with Christ
actual accounts of inside peace with Christ. You can hear it in the writings. At least I wrote while going through the transitions. I hope I can write again. I am purging, get a feel for this new life, I am under protection, better safe than sorry.
No one cares, my plight, my battle, well, it is my job, and I did it. The worst part is over. Do we have some start? Inspirational or do I keep them between you God and I. Your the only one who knows, all this stuff. This incredible journey, I have been through.
I have gotten the three-dimensional view, inside, outside, roundabout. I am so glad you want to read the writings, it means so much to God and I. Your eyes will be the first to read, if it is to be only You Me, and God, I am satisfied, but I feel God has something else, in the plan, will see.
Oh, I pray that I may write like that again. At least, you know I am still writing, otherwise to me, “I feel the Spirit was guiding me, and I was inside.” It is like a death experience. “I wrote while I mediated with God or should I say, God, mediated with me.” Once again, I am honored that you want to read my writings through the Spirit, and the in-between.
Scriptures I am sending, go with the absorption, of the oneness of Christ’s Ever Presence. Which do make these writings, sacred to God, Me, and You, and the World, that does not even know about it. Oh well, first things first. November 23, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You are amide the Spiritual Awakening of the 20th Century and now 21st
After that. I wish I could describe. I felt Jesus walk, (float) into me, I felt Him, He was in me. It is the acceptance, baptism, deliverance. Which is sanctimonious, in all its wonderful attributes,
I honestly walked with Christ.
I have not lost him. My writings are written in the Spirit. You can hear the Spirit of Meaning. There is a God here and now. There is peace beyond the veil.
There is only one way through the narrow gates.
For you to abandon your will, total and complete. Through God’s doors. You are the one that keeps them shut.
All outside interference’s will abolish, as such, that the process of elimination, continues in the number of lamentations, reveal themselves to us. In the amount of time, that you so choose to keep blinders on.
After the Truth is in your heart. When you finally have peace, you roll with the punches, while in the serenity of the internal purification. As foretold, “no harm can come to you.” I will have to find that somewhere in the Bible.
Putting the matter at hand, there is none. For with God all things are perfect. Life has meaning, even though you think you are alone, in the World. You are not, you are amide the Spiritual Awakening of the 20th Century. Christ’s unfolding in, and through and round about.
People are waking up, to the true meaning of our existence. The Solemn Feast of all Generations, were not forged in vain. For it is through Jesus Christ’s Ever Presence, that we can walk with Christ to Calvary. The acceptance, the abandonment of the will of transparency. The things that are not real. November 14, 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You see, I wrote this 25 years ago. Two and a half decades. All the dates needed to be on here. They are an extension to the whole of “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is a big site, with few outlets. People run across it. Sure enough 132,514 views this year, and I have not worked on it but a few times.
I hate the South Texas summers. Especially now, I have no shade trees. Scorching hot. I had to cut up my ever-green tree in the back yard so I can put my plants underneath it. It is big enough. Nothing is the same. 6/10/21 Wendy
A Letter: I am happy you welcomed me with the caring heart,
Finding the knowledge that God was giving us round about
You have for me. I got to spend five months talking with you. I would have died if you had not been willing to do God’s will complete. You did not judge me, lest you had you would have told me. You are a very strong woman, and you have a firm hold on the facts of God’s mysteries and secrets, and You are strong in faith, love, compassion, patience.
You gave me unconditional love, understanding. You guided me through a hurtful, confusing, end of the affliction of sin, to find the knowledge, that God was giving us roundabout, the end is not yet.
As you can see in my writing,
That I have been reading, God’s Words, I am getting impatient, lost, scared, and I want God to come and get me now, for what am I without, I have been alone, I am not taking my will, I wish God would speed things up.
I cannot burden anyone, and I am overwhelmed with their lives. I want to leave, and I have nowhere to go. I feel like I am an intruder, and I have nothing to show for anything.
I have the Bible; I want to see action,
I have nothing to give. I have faith that our justice lies entirely in the hands of God. For what else can I do but read, pray, sing, write, and wait. “Seek, and ye shall find, knock, and the door will be opened, look, and you will see.”
These “letter writings” were’ written to my Guardian Angel, in the here and now. She received them, read them, put them in order and gave them back to me, so I could see how far I had come after months. March 4, 1996 (This is written 16 days after my Divorce.)
I get this feeling, and I have to write.
Things I need to say, but mostly it is not, from my mind, it is from my heart. I made some terrible mistakes, and I suffered my iniquity, I thought that was enough, and then the things that followed.
I know that God has forgiven me, I can not forgive myself. My esteem I have none. Walking on, “The Words of God.” Sometimes, I feel that is not enough to keep me afloat.
I do not see, how I am going to get through this. I do not know anything about my children, and no one can do anything for me. I have to do it myself; I can’t even do that.
Learning a different way of life, no demands, no fires to put out. It is not understandable, and it is incomprehensible that the system is actually for abusive, adulteress, him. They are insufficient in all matters about the outcome, not the why’s and wherefores. March 18, 1996
As you will be able to see,
I have been writing and reading a lot. Remember when we discussed writing a book. Well is this the makings, or am I insane?
A lot that is in the long-suffering of humankind is the generations, and what was passed down. As it says, “the third generation will start figuring it out.”
I enjoy writing.
I have something to say. I can not keep silent. It is going to be a solid pack of truths. God’s truth is unfolding before our eyes. My heart and soul are grounded in all honesty, for the seeds have been sown for a better tomorrow. March 19, 1996,
Thank You for life. Thank You for words. Thank You for giving me the rights, You have given me, in Spirit. All the why’s have been answered. My study through Your Precious Words makes all the pain, be so much more bearable. March 20, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.
You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.
Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.
If they start listening, they will hear.
If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.
I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,
Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?
Boy did I make bad choices?
I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?
No one can fully understand, what I am going through,
right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Bless, “In Presence of Spirit.” Bless The Whole World
I am asking in your precious name,” I place, “In Presence of Spirit,” in Your Heavenly Hands.
Lord Jesus, Your Heavenly Spirit, guided the beautiful prayers, out of me, and You, Richard, Dorrance Publishing, and I gave them to whoever should read, and they are not reading. It is not selling.
Oh Lord, forgive me for whatever I did not do. Help me Lord, bring me to where, You want me to be. Help me come out, into the world again, a productive witness. Oh Lord Help!
Lord, please bless this day in every way. Help Us, get along, and clean up this mess. Help Us Keep You first and foremost in our minds and hearts.
Forgive me for all my sins. Bring Your peace to the multitudes. “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Bring the Holy Comforter down and rest with The World, and me.
Bless, “In Presence of Spirit.” Bless The Whole World. Thank You, Lord Jesus. I Love You, Lord Jesus. I Praise You, Lord Jesus. In Jesus Christ Name. Amen February 28, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell I love this picture, I am going to leave it as is.
2001 will be a fast year, my, “In Presence of Spirit,” is being read. We are one in Spirit, so I take nothing from you, Jesus Christ, because we entwined in Spirit, in the writings. We know this is to be true in our hearts and verified through, “The Scriptures.” “Course in Miracles,” “Super Beings,” John Randolph Price, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.” A few others.
All the letters, I sent out, and all the letters I kept. For what? To verify, to edify the omnipresent words, and inspiration from Jesus Christ with love. Even in my weakness.
I stand and ask the Lord,
Make thy path open for all to come home to Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Let them walk into Your Healing Hands.
Cleanse them of the lie.
Cloth them with the understanding of Your Universal Words, and Presence. If it were’ not for You Jesus Christ, and Your Calling for me to complete this incredible piece of work, I would still be searching.
Dorrance is reading it.
After all that it took to get me, five years away from him. No one would give me the time of day. But anyway, I continued in my quest to complete 1996, 97, 98, 99, 2000 writings. I guess I might be writing in the future. <impressive prediction> At the Arroyo. December 29, 2015
My Book is Out
My Book is out, and they will read it, that is their job. Accept or deny. I place this in Jesus Christ’s hands; The Spirit will guide whoever reads it. Heal the World through Jesus Christ Presence. December 31, 2000
Last day of the Year
Last day of the Year, Two Thousand. Wow so much has happened in five years since the “last fight,” with me. So many people are hurting. Still going through all the stuff, I wrote about. I know there is a way to stop the madness. My family, my children and I, now 18, 16, 15 tomorrow, My New Years baby she is not a baby anymore, are concerned. Happy New Year 2001 December 31, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Someone or a whole Country is messing with my site.
To me, my writings are beautiful
I know over 1000 different IP addresses from the same Country. I cannot block every IP address. And the Security System I installed in the wee hours of the morning, locked me out of my Site.
Isn’t it enough that I am sharing with anyone, who wants to read them.
Why are you trying to break into my admin? What do you have to gain, by breaking into my site? There is nothing; I can not sale on my website. So that means that I have SSL/https, which is suppose to be secured, not just for me but for whoever comes to my site.
So what is it, that you are trying to do?
Over a thousand IP addresses in your Country. I mean come on, you messed up my Stats, 1519 visitors and 15,330 views, yeah right. Most are from your Country, and you know who I am talking about.
I want to say, what is in it for you?
What do you have to gain by breaking into my admin? Are you going to steal my writings? Do you want to break my site? Do you want to engulf it, with so many views that do not count?
I have to wait until 7:20 am to get my hosting Stats. Then I will know the truth. I tell you what you have done. You have made me uncomfortable.
To me my writings are beautiful.
No one has tried to say anything about it. No comment. No communication even with my 718 subscribers, something like that.
But last night, there was the activity with the subscribes signing in. But I cannot see that anymore. Because a year’s worth of data was deleted, when I put that Security System on, and I could not retrieve it. I had to let it go. I loved my WassUp Plugin.
I am going through the empty nest syndrome.
My prayers came true pretty fast. That is from July 18, 2015 writing. Everyone on their own and two of them are already in their thirties. So I am 55. You’re messing with an old lady. That has put up with enough. So please if you want to read it, read it. If you’re going to steal it, WHY? I have been hurt enough. Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 6, 2015, I am Publishing as is.
I have short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul
I am not going to Preach to you, I promise. But I would like to talk to you. I do not know what to say. I can tell you what I am doing. I am finishing off what I call a manuscript. I am one day away from printing it out. I am going to send it to an Editor in Pennsylvania, Dorrance Publications only because, I do not need credentials.
I have been working on it for a lifetime
But actual proof four and a half years, since my abandonment. One writing first writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988. Then eight years later, well over a hundred short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul.
I was blessed to write, not for greed, for love, to find, Our Christ again.
I feel like I have lost him, and I am in the dredge of life’s difficulties, every day. I know the completion of this, is going to finally verify, that it is actual evidence, that there is Jesus Christ, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.
No one believes I have something. So I have continued on and kept my mouth shut. I could never speak anyway, what I wrote, and I can not write anymore.
I caught something that I have to share, not to be, kept secret.
I used to be able to write in the Spirit. I did not have to think about what to say. Everyone I sent letters to, probably thought I was crazy. It is Okay.
I was moved to write some spontaneous writings,
and I sent them. I shocked them all, I never heard back. Who did I give it to, God? You know why? I could not feel the pain of it. Ouch, give the pain to God.
Detach from emotional pain. Because it hurts, and you cannot do one thing about it. The only way to get rid of it is to give it to God. Here, clear me up Lord, piece by piece. Clean the cobwebs of my total life experience and circumstance.
Show me, Your Way, into the clearing, so the negative can be replaced, with the positive flow of energy, that You provide through Your Presence.
Come unto me, Lord. I need You. I Love You. I adore You,
I guess I got into it. I want you to know, if you are in pain with everything, Jesus will relieve you, and give peace to your soul.
I have lost my courage, but we all, are going to triumph over these difficulties. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ, it is the only way to overcome. If you think I am insane, so be it. I have to complete this, and send it and hear back from, another view got to have it. June 22, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
