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2014

SHARING MY WRITINGS

March 13, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

It is, November 25, 2014, It is the day, November 25, 1995, I wrote,

Moon photo from the house. — I Believe The Lord Helped Me Find My Way To Sharing My Writings

“To Whom I May Concern.” “The Accounts Are, Therefore, Brought forth, To Be Certified, When Completed.

I am guessing, 2014,

is, “The Year.” I am working on my commas, and taking all the bold black off the writings, and of course, the Major Capitalization. I am detailing it. I should have done that, a long time ago. I did not get it until I saw, some guy, for two seconds says, “He used a lot of commas,” to make the points.

I believe that the Lord, helped me find my way, to sharing, all 335 Writings.

I took Richard to the Doctor yesterday, they gave him his flu shot and the other one pneumonia, well. His tire came off of his wheelchair.

I showed the Nurses at the Dr.’s office the wheelchair, and the man said the other tire was also gone. They tried to get him an electric chair. It would be impossible for him to get on and off. My Dad said they have small ones. I know he can’t get on and off. With or without me, I was there.

So the guy comes to check on, Richard’s wheelchair. I went to the car and got, Richard’s Wheelchair, out. I showed him the steel tire, ha. He said, “why do you have this wheelchair.” I said, well that is what they gave him. He said, “it was for someone, that wheels themselves.

The Company has one, that is for what, I need — seeing how I am the one wheeling him around. Well, I have had no help all these years. At least, maybe this time, it is going to be lighter, and not have the big tires. Oh well, we used what he had.

The Lift Chair has not worked, in years. He can only use three fingers on each hand, for me to help him up. It is so sad and these People, know now, he needs a Hoyer lift of some sort, and a shower I can wheel him, with a rolling shower chair, with a lock.

Never to this day made this house handicap accessible, and the Doctors Office, never did anything, until yesterday, and today what is up with that.

Like I said once, where is, The Foundation for Cerebral Palsy, for Adult People, who need their, home handicap accessible. Guess there is not one. We are still without a water heater. These people will not send the money. I am procrastinating for nothing. “The reason I was waiting was, that the guy went joint compound happy on the ceiling, and I thought they would not accept it, but they did.”

November 26, 2014,

Well, I have been playing around with Customization, Categories. What is not right, are the writings, like The Beginning, (I just figured it out, I have to specify the year. but why ha, the computer is confused.) I do not have time to figure it out. So I have always left it as is until I change it. Not the words, the structure.

Everything Richard cannot do ever,

For himself since I have known him. I do for him, Not complaining, Richard is 72 now. We have been friends for 15 years now. No way I could have done any of this on my own. The home, and all the necessities.

Received the standard wheelchair

The one with the big tires that is the only way I can take him anywhere. We finally have the water heater. So all the house needs are met but I do not like the color of the paint on the house. Yuk. I have to live with it. Wendy Yvette Greenwell November 26, 2014

2015

OUT OF THE BLUE

February 20, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Hi to everyone that has read, inpresenceofspirit.com.

Dark clouds with the Sun peaking over, golden with a pink halo. — I Feel Like I Am At The Beginning

Hi to everyone that will read my writings, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” I am finishing up the sitemaps. It is all so weird to me. All these hundreds of personal writings that I have Published.

Today is my Anniversary

Of my Divorce. 19 years. What a perfect day to finish the first 354 writings off. I guess there is no reason for me to go back, over them again. The hard part is going forward. I feel like I am at the beginning. Where do I start? I am in my 20th year of working on, “In Presence of Spirit’s Extensions.” Now, what am I suppose to do?

Only time will tell.

I have to organize my writings. I know I have more to Publish. I am not ready, to dive into, all that is left over. I am not burnt out on the writings. I need to give myself a break, and work on all my plants.

Thank You, Jesus Christ,

For giving me the go-ahead, to follow through with all that is, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. From 1 to 354 and all it’s associates. All being, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

“In Presence of Spirit.” The Book is mine. All the writings of “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Are mine, and I share them with you. February 20, 2015

Surely this is out of the blue,

February 21, 2015, I have had a great time, Publishing my writings. I love all of them, the writings, the pictures, the Publishing. The getting it right the fourth time around in 15 months. 470,219 views on this site, and of course the 508,289 on my bloggers. 978,508 views.

Of course, this does not cover everything. The spiders, the bots, etc., everything that entails a Web Site. I learned from scratch. I do not want to put any more writings on here. I am tired. I have given everything; I possibly can, to help you find, who you are searching for.

I am drained, and I have to give it to the Lord. 20 years is what it is. Through the darkest hour of my soul, came all these writings, to one day share. I have shared it.

How can I top any of this off?

I can not. So the rest of my writings, I am going to keep to myself. I poured my heart and soul on paper, my most intimate conversations with the Lord, and shared them because “He is, Worthy of All My Praise.”

The Lord is the one, who took that gut-wrenching pain out of my gut, and gave me room to breathe, “In Presence of Spirit.” He never took it away from me. Even when I was in darkness, it would always brighten my day, to be “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.

So with all this. There is no book, to be published again. No more writings are being Published. All these writings are protected by The Lord and His Ever Presence; He always and forever knows who wrote them, all of them.

I have over a hundred users right now. I still do not know what they do on my site, and how they see it. Or what it even means to be a user on someone’s website. Hello My inpresenceofspirit.com

Not going to Social it, tried it. At the least now I can say it has been viewed. Well, Thank You for reading the writings of, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy’s “inpresenceofspirit.com” February 21, 2015

2/22/15 I guess it is subject to change.

I was feeling overwhelmed, and I made a decision, “out of the blue,” as this writing is called. So I am going to give myself some time, and keep my options open. Wendy

February 24, 2015, I bought an awesome wall unit for fifteen dollars. I am finally organizing everything, and I am finding pages that I feel belong here with the rest of the writings.

Lord forgive me for trying to keep the rest for myself. I just needed a break, and my wall unit. It makes a big difference, to have this right next to the computer. I still have some work to do, and then I am going to start inputting again. I want to start right now. It is always hard for me, for some of the writings, but I feel they are meant to be Published anyway.

2008

DIAGNOSIS

January 3, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Wow, see how time flies.

Dark clouds, Sun — Set A Course For Which I Must Take My Stand

In August, I had another eye migraine, that I could not shake. So my Dad and his wife came to take me, to an Eye Doctor. I went in with 51 eye pressure; this was the second time, I had been to see him. He says, “you are not having eye migraines, you have narrow-angle glaucoma.

So to revert. August 16, 2007, to September 2008, I had seventy glaucoma attacks. Of course, they started on August 20, 2005, or around there, it is in the writings.

I finally gave in and called Manrique. October 14, 2008. I see Doctor M. Garza, she refers me to a Glaucoma Specialist, as soon as possible.

October 17, 2008

My Dad and his wife come back down, to take me to My Specialist. He checks my eyes, and he said, I need the laser ASAP. He gave us a discount and laser one eye.

He shot it many times, for every an eye migraine, I thought I was having. Now, this is the situation. I have had seventy major trauma to my eyes and the Emergency Room, El Milagro; I tried to get Indigent denied. I could not work for a year, and I had to suffer because I was not correctly diagnosed until October 14, 2008.

Now when my book sales, I am going to have the proper means, to accommodate people, like me, that cannot get help, even in complete distress. (a projection only, no funds, hello)

When I am working on the writings, I feel at peace.

I do freak sometimes because, I am going through, each sentence of the whole book, from my standpoint. It is big enough now, to close, and submit. I still have nine years of writings, to prepare for print. It has to be as close as perfect, as I can get it, from my vantage point.

I have learned quite a bit.

Being this, my solo voyage, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have always felt that now, is the time, but I was not finished, there was still more.

There are so many shows and movies about writers, I am one, but of a different sort. Be that as it may, my writings are, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, who guided me, set a course, for which I must take my stand.

From Him, through me, Wendy, To The World, one in heart round about, The Glory of Jesus Christ, in the Awakening of Everyone’s Soul. To the light, that is shining, through “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love.

I do think, who do I think I am, to be so bold, and say in writing, everything that is written.

At that time, Richard reminds me that I am an instrument of God’s message. He through me made this, “In Presence of Spirit,” come alive, for His Purpose, and it has always been my purpose, even though I did not know exactly, how it was all, going to come out, and this it has.

I need to say, I have skeletons, in my closet, and so do you, and everyone. So really, how far does anyone, really have to go, to put down one’s, existence.

I claim, I am a sinner, and I am forgiven, and everything the writings are. I can not sum it up. It is done. “God’s will is done on Earth, as it is in heaven.” I believe, even in poverty, not of the soul. I hate asking for help.

Look where it got me. Closer to losing my eyesight, completely.

How many are out there, suffering severe, intense eye pain?

Who am I? I do not know but, He who sent me, He knows. So with all of this, I should really go to sleep, and rest my laser eye, for tomorrow, I will continue my journey, from darkness to the light. Day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, Wow. Time never ending, but standing still. Truly this is the end. Love, with one heart, to heal. Wendy October 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1999

OWN PLACE

December 29, 2014 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Lord, we need our place

My kind of sunset — Oh Lord We Need You In Our Lives

our things, from storage in San Antonio, our legal child support, plus all the help, we can get. Oh Lord, we need you in our lives. We Need Your Love, Understanding, Knowledge, Courage, Patience, Kindness, Gratitude, Wisdom,

We need mass awareness.

Lord, I am kind of nervous. Lord, we are asking, in prayer for, You to help us, come out of our coma’s, and come into the presence of Your Great Power Calling.

We are here, for Your Purpose.

We can not, and will not stand without You. Even though the multitudes, do not understand me. You guided me through.

I lost to win, through You Lord Jesus Christ,

and I am asking You, to take the control, and guide us through with, “Your Touch of Presence.” In Jesus’ name.

My children and I, and The World need You, now.

And I will only go through, You Lord. You tell us in prayer, to pray straight to You, and this is what I have done, in my writings, since You blessed me to write.

We are OK.

We will be OK, and you do understand. I am here and I ask Your Help, In Jesus Christ Living Loving Name, for regeneration, right here and now. Thank You Lord Jesus, I am finding You again. July 14, 1999, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1999

QUICKSAND

December 25, 2014 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

To The Person or People, who read these pages.

From the Ship, I do not know where, my brother was there. — Quicksand Everywhere I Turn

I have found in the last three and a half years, “Quicksand.” Every where I turn, with these words that came out of my inner chamber. Ten people have read the first twenty-four pages. I shocked them, no one understood. It was all hush, hush, embarrassed for me or of me, because well, I am who I am, Wendy.

I found relief, through the words of the Prophets, from Christ with love.

The passion, stirred my soul, to the answers of the whole. One Christ, One Mind. The Passion of Christ penetrated a small opening, and words were ignited, out of my heart, through my writing.

I caught the whole incredible trip, from beyond the dead, through Christ’s love. To the opening of everyone’s, everlasting souls, in Peace, not turmoil.

Releasing the generational garbage, at the door of the altar. Healing is inevitable. Will take place for the regeneration of The World.

I wish to remain anonymous, (for now.)

My boasting is through the Spirit, in the faith of Jesus Christ Ever Presence. It seems to me, a call for love came through on paper, for me to share.

As God, is my witness, I will not die before, “In Presence of Spirit,” is wholly submitted. I feel because of The World’s, situation, and my position. I need to cut to the chase.

I am going to send my manuscript to an Editor,

so they can read it, and let me know something. I have enough writings, to make a book, possibly two. Even if I were never to write another word, all were captured in, “In Presence of Spirit.”

I have twenty-four months of pages, like these, all pertain for the love of Christ, in the faith of, the Spirit’s Ever Presence. We are here for a purpose.

My purpose was to write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Extended version, easy but complicated reading. I feel it will ease other people’s pain. I have originals and excerpts, on most of my writings. Dated.

I cannot speak in this form, and I have weakened myself, and I am no longer, able to write in Spirit. I am in the stress of my whole situation, and I need fast help.

No one has given me the go-ahead. Every one of my family etc. Have told me to burn it, to store it, to forget about it, it is only meant for me. I can not forget.

I have spent my life in preparation for the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,”

And I will not let my love, my life, my reason for living still, not be read. So putting all the negative behind, I go forward, to sending these pages to hopefully, an Editor, that would readily, be willing to read it, in its entirety, and possibly give me a little support.

There is understanding, take the chance. I can not get over the fact, that I have writings, that need to be read, with an open heart, and an open mind. I am just sorry, I have lost the ability, and inspiration, in me but, it is evident, in the writings. I still believe. Let me know please. April 7, 1999 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I did send it, the person wrote me back, and said she did not have time to read it.