My source of realization has not realized itself yet
a few more hours, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been accomplished, but not excerpted. I need instruction from Spirit, to move things along because I am in a rut of sorts.
My heart knows the truth. My source of realization has not realized itself yet. I am preparing if I have to, to do it all alone. I will be Okay.
I wished upon, The Supreme Beam from heaven above, and God’s lights showed down, and lit the fire of my heart. In awe, the stumbling blocks were’ tumbling down, and the road became straight, and narrow.
The seed was sown, and the wealth of Spirit has been captured in writing. To show the transfiguration from sin to freedom from sin. The protection to the Highest. Contrary to my losses. In The Promise, I reached Christ, The Transition to Exhortation. December 30, 1996
True Reality, Well Lord, Help me, guide me, light the eye that is yours in my heart. Reality finds it’s way into being: truth, faithfulness, the reality through and through, and round about. Life is through Jesus Christ. True Reality is the Presence of God. 96′
Showed me, my soul and it’s contents the promises have been ignited. I believe in your magnificent powers of The Universe. It is not make believe what I have been through. You taught me about faith, the true meaning came from up above. 1996′ Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is, “In The Presence of Spirit,” actual accounts of inside peace with Christ
actual accounts of inside peace with Christ. You can hear it in the writings. At least I wrote while going through the transitions. I hope I can write again. I am purging, get a feel for this new life, I am under protection, better safe than sorry.
No one cares, my plight, my battle, well, it is my job, and I did it. The worst part is over. Do we have some start? Inspirational or do I keep them between you God and I. Your the only one who knows, all this stuff. This incredible journey, I have been through.
I have gotten the three-dimensional view, inside, outside, roundabout. I am so glad you want to read the writings, it means so much to God and I. Your eyes will be the first to read, if it is to be only You Me, and God, I am satisfied, but I feel God has something else, in the plan, will see.
Oh, I pray that I may write like that again. At least, you know I am still writing, otherwise to me, “I feel the Spirit was guiding me, and I was inside.” It is like a death experience. “I wrote while I mediated with God or should I say, God, mediated with me.” Once again, I am honored that you want to read my writings through the Spirit, and the in-between.
Scriptures I am sending, go with the absorption, of the oneness of Christ’s Ever Presence. Which do make these writings, sacred to God, Me, and You, and the World, that does not even know about it. Oh well, first things first. November 23, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You are amide the Spiritual Awakening of the 20th Century and now 21st
After that. I wish I could describe. I felt Jesus walk, (float) into me, I felt Him, He was in me. It is the acceptance, baptism, deliverance. Which is sanctimonious, in all its wonderful attributes,
I honestly walked with Christ.
I have not lost him. My writings are written in the Spirit. You can hear the Spirit of Meaning. There is a God here and now. There is peace beyond the veil.
There is only one way through the narrow gates.
For you to abandon your will, total and complete. Through God’s doors. You are the one that keeps them shut.
All outside interference’s will abolish, as such, that the process of elimination, continues in the number of lamentations, reveal themselves to us. In the amount of time, that you so choose to keep blinders on.
After the Truth is in your heart. When you finally have peace, you roll with the punches, while in the serenity of the internal purification. As foretold, “no harm can come to you.” I will have to find that somewhere in the Bible.
Putting the matter at hand, there is none. For with God all things are perfect. Life has meaning, even though you think you are alone, in the World. You are not, you are amide the Spiritual Awakening of the 20th Century. Christ’s unfolding in, and through and round about.
People are waking up, to the true meaning of our existence. The Solemn Feast of all Generations, were not forged in vain. For it is through Jesus Christ’s Ever Presence, that we can walk with Christ to Calvary. The acceptance, the abandonment of the will of transparency. The things that are not real. November 14, 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
You see, I wrote this 25 years ago. Two and a half decades. All the dates needed to be on here. They are an extension to the whole of “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is a big site, with few outlets. People run across it. Sure enough 132,514 views this year, and I have not worked on it but a few times.
I hate the South Texas summers. Especially now, I have no shade trees. Scorching hot. I had to cut up my ever-green tree in the back yard so I can put my plants underneath it. It is big enough. Nothing is the same. 6/10/21 Wendy
A Letter: I am happy you welcomed me with the caring heart,
Finding the knowledge that God was giving us round about
You have for me. I got to spend five months talking with you. I would have died if you had not been willing to do God’s will complete. You did not judge me, lest you had you would have told me. You are a very strong woman, and you have a firm hold on the facts of God’s mysteries and secrets, and You are strong in faith, love, compassion, patience.
You gave me unconditional love, understanding. You guided me through a hurtful, confusing, end of the affliction of sin, to find the knowledge, that God was giving us roundabout, the end is not yet.
As you can see in my writing,
That I have been reading, God’s Words, I am getting impatient, lost, scared, and I want God to come and get me now, for what am I without, I have been alone, I am not taking my will, I wish God would speed things up.
I cannot burden anyone, and I am overwhelmed with their lives. I want to leave, and I have nowhere to go. I feel like I am an intruder, and I have nothing to show for anything.
I have the Bible; I want to see action,
I have nothing to give. I have faith that our justice lies entirely in the hands of God. For what else can I do but read, pray, sing, write, and wait. “Seek, and ye shall find, knock, and the door will be opened, look, and you will see.”
These “letter writings” were’ written to my Guardian Angel, in the here and now. She received them, read them, put them in order and gave them back to me, so I could see how far I had come after months. March 4, 1996 (This is written 16 days after my Divorce.)
I get this feeling, and I have to write.
Things I need to say, but mostly it is not, from my mind, it is from my heart. I made some terrible mistakes, and I suffered my iniquity, I thought that was enough, and then the things that followed.
I know that God has forgiven me, I can not forgive myself. My esteem I have none. Walking on, “The Words of God.” Sometimes, I feel that is not enough to keep me afloat.
I do not see, how I am going to get through this. I do not know anything about my children, and no one can do anything for me. I have to do it myself; I can’t even do that.
Learning a different way of life, no demands, no fires to put out. It is not understandable, and it is incomprehensible that the system is actually for abusive, adulteress, him. They are insufficient in all matters about the outcome, not the why’s and wherefores. March 18, 1996
As you will be able to see,
I have been writing and reading a lot. Remember when we discussed writing a book. Well is this the makings, or am I insane?
A lot that is in the long-suffering of humankind is the generations, and what was passed down. As it says, “the third generation will start figuring it out.”
I enjoy writing.
I have something to say. I can not keep silent. It is going to be a solid pack of truths. God’s truth is unfolding before our eyes. My heart and soul are grounded in all honesty, for the seeds have been sown for a better tomorrow. March 19, 1996,
Thank You for life. Thank You for words. Thank You for giving me the rights, You have given me, in Spirit. All the why’s have been answered. My study through Your Precious Words makes all the pain, be so much more bearable. March 20, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.
You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.
Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.
If they start listening, they will hear.
If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.
I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,
Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?
Boy did I make bad choices?
I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?
No one can fully understand, what I am going through,
right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
