Category Archives: 1996

1996

HELPING HEART

I am reading over Romans, Corinthians,

I am still studying. God is working

    I have temporarily left, the Old Testament. Each and everything means the same. “The Living Word of God.” I know I am saved, baptized, delivered, and I see and hear every word, I read in the Bible, and I am still writing. I am studying hard. God is working.

You helped me, with getting back to saying what, I mean.

    Thanks, live one day at a time, for no one knows what tomorrow will bring. Rebirth to some, death to others, regeneration for the whole World. That is God’s blessing on The World.

If they start listening, they will hear.

    If they start opening their eyes, they will see. If they stop, knock, look, listen and hear; they will know, they have never been alone. Then you have the opposite, but for once I have been on the negative side of doom for too long. And I wish not to scratch the scourge of it.

I am so heavy into reading, all the Words,

Often, that my mind is going through scriptures while I am sleeping, what more do I have to lose, not my soul, God forbid? I am surprised I am not gone right now, the only thing keeping me alive is the Bible. I hate to say this, but I am not ready to go out into the World and support me. Does that mean I am chicken shit, sorry my world? What World?

Boy did I make bad choices?

    I am very displeased with myself, but I am going to have to forgive me sooner or later. Can you tell I am lost?

No one can fully understand, what I am going through,

right now, and he thinks, well he thinks, he won. But he did not because I am safe now. I cannot afford to be a baby, about all of this. “Wendy’s Quest for what? March 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

TRUTH IS AN OPENING

“I am there if you need me, but I will not come to you.”

Love the blue haze around the moon
We are all searching for the answers

I will give if you ask, but I will not reach out, even knowing dramatic conditions. (I did not ask for help.) It is Okay, We survived. I sat many nights on my roof, many a night, writing future events. Souring, finding, searching for the answers, not just for myself but for mankind.

    My insights are man’s secrets. The wherefore art thou on Women is long suffered. Women know that even if she is blinded by darkness. That she is Caregiver to many.

     Dear Sweet afflicted Children of God. It is not God’s fault. This deterioration of Family is Man’s fault. He has exhausted, controlled, raped us of all our dignity, and left us for dead.

    We have been beaten down, put down, slammed down for too long. We are not supposed to be under thumb. We are the Caregivers.

    We need to join together. Truth is an opening to The Heavens. We are all searching for the answers. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996 – 2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

WALKING INTO THE LIGHT

In order to start walking into the light,

I liked that camera phone
To see it beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed

we need to put away old things. This means we are one with God and behold all things become new, “In Christ Jesus.”

    Everyone needs to stop looking outside of themselves, for the answers. The answers lie with no end. Inside your hearts and guess what, our hearts will overflow, with a burst of fourth of July lights. It hurts like hell, but the end will be justified, and then all will be free in Christ Jesus, infinite World with no end.

    Who are we to judge each other? You have been faithful to your wife, too long, it is time for a change. Pain while being abused. Verbally, emotionally, physically at times, spiritually, mentally.

    They induce fear. They vomit their unworthiness on us and force us to wallow in their misery. Thinking it is our own. When in fact it is not. We lose ourselves completely. Everything is for, for, for, no help, demands, criticism. We take it upon ourselves to the point, past exhaustion.

    We are instinctual beings. To see beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed. Thank You, Lord. Everyone has his purpose. Man is not willing to give up his reign. He thinks he is above God. My God is more. February 12, 1996, W.Y.L

©1996-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

 

1996

REVELATION-2

Revelation can be taken passively or actively.

Magnetized without a flash
Revelation can be taken passively or actively

In the former sense, the activity of God whereby He makes Himself, known to Men. In the latter, the knowledge thus imparted. The Biblical idea of revelation must be elicited by means of a broad induction of evidence, which I have, of which the briefest outline must here suffice.

    “Our withdrawal from understanding is:” Everyone is on top of you, the everyday duties of being Wife, and Mom, with the husband being an alcoholic, and generational abuser. Then, of course, Women having scars, possibly more severe inside, then the man’s control over women.

    Man is bred to believe he is over Women. Remember who bore these Men. Hey, We did! Give Us a hand! Is it our fault they treat us like sex objects, then throw us away? They have their lives, and we isolate with our children.

    We are beaten down verbally, nothing is good enough, except sex ha, and of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruises extremities and of course inside, plus the crunches in the glands around the jaw that do not show bruising but hurt for so long.

    Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy. So we withdraw deeper. We do complain to a few and we get told to leave the situation, etc. But we know we can not. It is not that easy. Too many years for me. February 8, 1996 W. Y. L. I was still married,  Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    I have already fixed it, to be Published. I am trying to postpone the inevitable Publication of My interpretation of “Revelation,” in the awakening of my soul. Women suffer because of man’s domination. For some reason, they take the aggression of their own crap, and blame it on the Woman. Lord heal the World’s Wounds, in the name of Jesus. I have to Publish.

© 1996-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

ACCUMULATED

I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data.

Nice dark rain cloud, with the sun
I have  accumulated massive amounts of Biblical Data

I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I can not get enough. I know I am retaining.

     Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, Hebrews.

    My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?

    For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more book, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.

    Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. I have not talked to anyone since last week.

    I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. I got worried but oh well. She said, “he had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified. The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it.

    I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges are for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, and March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.

    We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were’ against me. I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is hard to handle but better them than I. I needed a  rest, long enough.

    I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working in the Bible. I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.

      I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! I am worthy to accept God’s gift.

    My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have! The knowledge of  understanding.

    Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s word, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so awesome. W. Y. L. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.

© 1996 – 2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1996

WHEEL WITHIN THE WHEEL

We are for certain, ancestors since time began.

Sunset at the Arroyo
Day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year

    “The wheel within the wheel.” The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never- ending but standing still.”

    I am no more ready to go out in the World than I was the day I was born. I understand it entirely from God’s stand, but for man’s view, I am supposed to be liberated, and have material possessions.

    God had a plan, it just took a while to be stable in me, and is not concrete yet. I internally have been a brick wall, an iceberg, and a wailing authority of the demise, and destruction, and the deterioration from all points.

    I do not feel like I am a fanatic, “everything pertains to “God’s Word.” My brain is functioning in the infancy of Christ. Knowledge is great. Wisdom is coming on strong. Courage supersedes unimaginable but acquired. Conquered for I have lost all man’s possessions.

    I am starting as if I never was excellent huh, at 36. I am free, God set me free from bondage, (from the lie) no guilt anymore, at this point, I know why everything has happened.

    Some think I am crazy. You are the only one that I could talk to, My Guardian Angel Betty, You are in my heart, and God gave us time together, which I am so thankful. “God’s will, Will be done.” March 14, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1996

I DO LOVE

Haze around the Moon
I Do Love Always and Forever, Jesus Christ

Capture important future visions on paper. So to reflect on in the unraveling of, “God’s Great Power Calling.”

You let me be your fingers. Even more, I lived what you meant, to find my, Christ again. I wished upon a Star. The Star of David, the bright star of the morning. The Lord’s Star, He opened my heart, and in my heart, I know the truth.

    So I was privileged to write about You, Lord, My Lord. I always knew God had something planned for me, of course, everyone has that, but me; I always wanted, to write from my heart. There is a purpose, and it will unveil itself, In God’s time, not mine! December 18, 1996,  Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

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1996

THE BOOK OUTLINE

“In Presence of Spirit,” The Book Outline:

So beautiful, my brother's travels, so I have no idea where it is at.
You Will Gain Insight of The Oneness of God’s Word

not in my words. God’s words, are put together, to understand the reasons, and know the answers. That is written, through the Prophets and Apostles, writing in Old and New Testaments, from God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. Through, The Salvation of Our Lord Jesus Christ.  From The Holy Birth, Life, Ministry, Death, and Resurrection to Life Eternal. 

    You will gain insight, of the oneness of God’s Word. The Gift, which is given to them. Is gaining knowledge, and wisdom. Understanding will follow. Patience, courage, and compassion, guided by protection always. Many gifts are granted, through The Unveiling of Eternity. Through Christ, Life is Granted. Good morning, lights out for me. May 13, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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