Daily Archives: December 15, 2012

2008

DEAR JESUS CHRIST

I need you. I want you.

Thank You for letting me Write

I have to have, Your Spirit,  guide me out of darkness, into the light, all over again. Forgive me, my trespasses, my sins, and iniquities. Thank You, for giving me breath, in the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit,” the whole of it. The completion in this decade, this time around.

    Thank You for, Your Presence, in every writing, prayer, praise, verse, song, and poem. Thank You, for every page of our book, the originals, the edited, the almost complete manuscript, that I have only read.

Thank You for letting me write, “In Presence of Spirit,” to its entirety.

    Even though You and I, are the only ones, who know what I captured in writing, with and through You Jesus. It is meant to be like this, for yours and my purpose. For your goal is my purpose, and my mission is your purpose, now and forevermore.

    I Love You, Jesus Christ. I believe everything. The Resurrection to Life Eternal In You, Through You, Round About The Glory of You. Lord, I miss you. I need you. I need to hear your guiding voice. I need you to grab me out of darkness, into the light of Your Ever Presence.

Open my heart again.

    So I can complete it. What you have given me. To share, with anyone who needs the only friend, In Spirit of Your Ever Loving Presence. I loved Jesus, I did, and I do. Help me finish the task at hand. Please, Lord, I need help with this glaucoma. I suffered too many attacks thinking they were’ eye migraines. We need a Glaucoma Foundation in every State. We need a multitude of things, but first and foremost. I need you back, Jesus.

Show me what You want me to do? Guide me to it.

    Hold fast; my love poured out to You. In this, “Our Writings, In Spirit of Your Ever Loving Presence.” Omnipotent and Omnipresent, in Exquisite Conversations with the Lord. Thank You, Jesus, for the communication. I had a blast knowing, You are in me, and I in You, and You are the Author, through me, from You. I Love You, Jesus. I Love You, With One Heart to Heal.

Thank You for letting me write.

    I could not find any words. It weighed heavy on my total being. Jesus, in your name Lord. Bring Your Love down, to a oneness of truth, which is only through You Jesus Christ.

You gave me You, in, “In Presence of Spirit,”

and it is obvious after all is said, written and complete, in this the extended book, the whole of the entire writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.” That you my love, and my life is the Author through me, with me, beside me, round about me, in every way. Forgive me for forgetting.

    Sometimes life is too hard, and the cycles keep repeating themselves worse in every generation. Help us stop the cycle of the past, and bring the future to today, in time, place and significant reason. These writings are my future because they are my past. So I wish to start living today, what I maintain, will help, The World, With One Heart To Heal. December 12, 2008 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2008

I PLACE THE MATTER IN YOUR HANDS

I am the author of, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversation with the Lord,”

I Place The Matter In Your Hands

The name changed many times. The whole incredible trip from beyond the dead to life, “In Christ,” is so awesome. I have to share. Whether or not, you are ready. It is finally ready, to be let free.

Now is the time, then was not the time. I had a lot more writing to do. The last hours of the close of this, My testimony of Jesus Christ. I will read yours, whoever you might be.

    Dear Jesus Christ, I am coming to You at the end of this journey, with you in writing. I figure this is, Your designated time for me, to complete the scripts that in the book.

    As stated: I have to look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ, has given me. For whoever will ever, read this work of wordy expressions of love. Through the Spirit, of the oneness of hope and faith. There is a better today, for all concerned.

    For Everyone In Heart, Soul Revelation, through Christ Jesus, Who Strengthens The Congregation, Through You, In You, With You, Round About The Glory of You, Jesus Christ in Your World Awakening.

    “I Love You, Jesus Christ.” I Miss You. I Have To Share You, To The World, In Your Hands. I Place The Matter of Fact, In Your Hands.” Crisis Center, people needing help, now. No time to wait. forever and a day, and that day never comes.

    Oh, I have waited so long, for this day to finally come. It is at my gate. I know my boldness, will peek through, and the doors will start swinging open. Oh Lord Have Mercy On Us. November 26, 2008 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2008

NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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