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1997

WRITING EXCERPTS

I need to say for some reason I call them excerpts

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He would not have enabled me to write as I have and not do anything with it.

when in actuality they are extensions that are part of the one whole of all of, “In Presence of Spirit.com.” This is going to be five parts. I am ready.

Writing Excerpts

    I have been writing excerpts from all the writing in which I was inspired to write. My 73-year-old living Guardian Angel and co-worker read seventy-three pages of the writings, and told me to continue in my quest for someone eventually to Publish. LOL!

    My family say, “they are only for me, not anyone else.” oh what a shame. I have placed it all in God’s time, and I feel God’s time is near. He would not have enabled me to write as I have, and not do anything with it. I know, “In Presence of Spirit,” will be published, and many people will be soothed with the promises God has given us all along. January 20, 1997

We need proof of demise

And what happened outcome from an evasive past of the end of sin to find Christ as my Savior. I have a different perspective on this years later, but I can write it with emotions. This I must do. April 1997

Lord guide me, direct me, ignite the light of you in my heart.

Galatians 41:10 “ye observe days, and months, and times and years.” August 14, 1997

Help Me!

    Where is my life as it is supposed to be? The seeds have been sown, and I demand fruition. The wages of yuk dung have fallen hard; we need to break the chains of bondage of any kind again until they cannot form one more time.

    We are purposely here, to reach, and go beyond a radical potential that has been sleeping for ages. Go forward to the clearing of the misconceptions of Human Hood Into the Presence of the Most High, right here on Earth in the here, and now.

I want to write again,

    I want to get out of these mundane perceptions, and jump into the truth that is ours for the asking. I cannot spend on trivia. I need to go beyond the comprehensible. I have to jump off the mountain and fly out into, “In Presence of Spirit,” Radical changes Wendy, where do you start?

    Instant help stability satisfaction guarantee or you can stay in darkness. Get the job and start picking up again. October 7, 1997, This is an integration process that can be obtained by everyone, World over. Mass Awareness of the degenerative forces that have utterly consumed the planet with inexhaustible repetitious cycles of total deterioration. October 16, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell Whoa, I had to put it in.

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1997

A LONG WAY

I have come a long way since my separation.

Night Photos in the rain
I found someone special me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies.

    I found someone special to me. I count, I am not a slave to my sin and the lie of lies. I saw the Truth, as they say, “The Truth shall set you free.” I take life a day at a time, and I am ready for significant changes.

    I miss my children something awful, and I have no trust in him, he admitted that he did not want everything he got. He told me for years this was going to happen. I have had four surgeries, three c-sections and nine-inch cut across my gut, gallbladder four months after my Son was born, five months after surgery pregnant again.

He made significant statements and enticed me a few times

and then turned around many years later and told me, “he deliberately lured me in on purpose.” He tried every lie in his books, to drive me crazy, admits that also. Then has the need, to ask me, “how I got through it,” all I could say was, “I never gave you my heart.”

I weighed every pro and con and ultimately abandoned my life

Because my life was one big lie. Except for my children. I could not do anything. I needed restoration, major reconstruction. I put up, and masked out the truth. I weighed all the circumstances, and I could not handle anything, life was entirely out of control. I tried to work when I was a mess; I knew I needed to recharge.

The only thing I could do was to let go, and let God,

Do His work. I had to go through a lot of healing, a lot of studying, learning. I had to let go of all the misconceptions, the reasons I went through my life that way. Mind games suck. It is weird how I was freed entirely when I should have been six feet under. I was dead inside; I completed turning the other cheek, seventy times seven plus. I had to do my penance.

I am the only one that could write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I had to live in conjunction with their pain and to put an end to the generational abuse that was passed down from generations. God was with me, even though I could not find him.

    Somethings I write you might not have an understanding for, and I might sound presumptuous, forgive me. I put up with a lot of sickness, mind games, lies, constant crap. I had three assault charges on him; I was not functioning right, when I left, I knew I was not going back.

His lie was a curse, and a blessing

Even though I lost everything. I found Christ within me, and my love, and worthiness are in Christ Jesus. I am free to love with all that I have, and it is formed in truth. I am not a disgrace in God’s Eye; I tested positive. I fought for the truth, and I followed the way out of the fire of Hell. I am not unworthy of happiness, and I have gotten stronger.  March 11, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

February 19, 2018, I left these out… I have to deal with it, so many women are suffering. Tomorrow is the 22nd Anniversary of my Divorce, and this year 2018 is 22 Years since I started writing in January 1996. I am going to Celebrate by going Social. “ha I did not.” I have my plugins already installed.

This is “In Presence of Spirit’s” 30th Anniversary Year. To be clear my first writing, In Spirit with The Lord. Even though I have loads of work to do on the archives and pages, the writings I have Published 86 this year, are ready.

    So I found forgiveness when I was given the choice in The Book “A Course in Miracles,” I picked him to forgive. It helped so much, then later the 2005 Writings. They are an intricate part of my sharing my writings with anyone who might find them one day. By sharing with him so I thought, I was sharing with the World already.

    In actuality the writings of “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” were’ not really inter-personal in the physical, they were all spiritual for anyone who is looking to forgive someone. Oh, my this says so much. I have to Publish it. This was written to a person, I never sent it. I mean I have Published so many, this one is different. I have not seen it for many years. I am going to Publish it now. Wendy

© 1997-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

EVENTFUL DAY

It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day.

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Ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    Now I have a question for you? People say, to be, in the spirit, in God, of God, that you must always be happy, joyous, or you are not a Christian. If I am no religion, am I Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    To the light, that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not joyous, does that mean God, is not in me? Na, How can it be?

I am going to organize the writings, put all the originals, and edited pieces together.

    I jumped into it unorganized. I did not know, what the plan was, and then of course, in the process, it showed itself, ” as the tongue of a ready writer.” First things first, I have to put all 2005 writings together, “this is what I am doing now.” I have a lot of letters most all of them are with you in spirit. Thank you for offering your mind to join mine. So I could complete this, which was given to me.

To complete my part in this awesome experience,

And realizing it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “you are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse. “To the ultimate plight to the light that is Jesus Christ in The Holy Spirit’s, coming home to every heart in eternity.”

    The Holy Spirit’s Eternity. The Holy Spirit’s, Ever Presence. In the Holy Spirit’s, Internal Purification. The Lamentations, and Supplications.

    In the giving, the Whole Existence, to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, is One in Heart, Soul, Love, Faith,  Cause,  Omniscience.  Ever-lasting Love.

    The Spoken Words in Spirit to the Apostles, Prophets, and now our generation has completed the renewal of the regeneration for everyone’s soul. I believe, so it is, TRUE!

I read some letters yesterday that I had found, they made me remember the ugliness.

    You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years. Without that person, you were’ married to for fourteen and a half years. I have not cried for you. I have given you to the Lord.

    You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord, gave me to share with you. You will see it sooner or later. The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in a lot more than I should have, but I have accepted that you are staying with her, and your two children and that is, where you need to be.

It is OK that I voiced a bit in the flesh.

    Can you tell when the spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and or when the flesh of one’s being is taking control. There is a big difference, between the two.

    What’s up! Are you going with the flow?  This is an incredible experience with no one but R.H. God, Me, and now because of you. You helped me to come back to, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you, for this.

    So where are we still? Without, No, for within we are In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father who is, was, and will always be, Our Only Savior of Our Souls.

    My expectations are in the Lord’s hands because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason for multiplying, seventy times seventy, twenty more writings, I will have it.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were’ not for all this work. I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person, but I am not.

I progressed through adversity, and obstacles but You are by my side, so this is for you, Jesus Christ,

I give You To the World, through Our Writings, Your Salvation brought, to the heart of the children of God in Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit. Thank You for the name, “In Presence of Spirit,” it all just fell in to place, Your Place of Eternal Peace In You, With You, For You. Thank You, Jesus Christ.

    You are The Most Precious Being, through You is Life, by The Gift of Accepting You Unconditionally, there is no exception to the rule.  You know all that.

    Jesus Christ, Guide Us into tomorrow, for in the World as is, I have taken my stand, For You, With You,  on Your Feet, once again, Through You, From You, Because of You. Well, we are going to be OK. November 17, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

ADVERTISING

I sent my ex-husband a twenty-page letter,

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I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings,

which ended up being sixteen-page writing. I am confused but because of my present circumstances. I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings, or as others might say, Promote.

    I guess because he ignited the light in my heart again, to start writing, I focused a lot on him, because he asked me to pray with him. Still, all the writings from August 2005 to present are significant, even though I feel I overstepped my boundaries.

I found this letter you wrote on the twenty-six of August.

    “This is not an invitation it is a plea.” Wow! Good letter, thank you for remembering my reason for living still. Thank you for the encouragement, and The Spirituality you have found, In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father.

I am almost finished editing.

    It has been a lot of fun, finishing off my book. I knew I had a lot of writings. I did not know how many. It is cool, to see, the presence of spirit, in you, and your letters, and now beautiful influential writings, full of love, full of compassion, full of insight.

    I am going to go through my papers one more time, to find anything about my book. I do not want to leave anything out — Wendy and You, The Husband of my youth, back for an incredible engagement of the Lord.

He is calling. I can hear Him, can you?

    I told my, first family what I was doing with my book. None of them believe in me, and that is OK, what is new. But just the same. I have worked on my writings for ten years plus, and they are the most critical productive thing, I have ever been part of. I have done it all, with no human teacher.

I do not really feel depressed about it.

    It is a completion of a beautiful journey from darkness to the light of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I hope I still write afterward, but I really think, I am all booked out. Ten years of writings, incredible. Nothing I would keep out.

I am so happy to meet you in spirit.

    You know, I always longed to communicate like this, it is deeper and more intimate. (“WHAT!? And right then, and there, I was relieved of any restriction in the worldly, that would keep me from you, accept is that you are married.) Besides I love being divorced, and unattached to anyone except the Lord. November 5, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

©2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2005

TRUTH OF EXISTENCE

I want to see the whole truth of existence.

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I want to see the whole truth of existence

    Seventeen years since I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit,” the original, wow 2005, now it is eighteen years, double wow. Eighteen years since Jesus gave me the beginning of my heart’s quest.

    To stay with me and keep me and protect me, so the fulfillment of the nature of, “In Presence of Spirit,” is going to hit the hearts of the multitudes. Has to happen, it was written in the Spirit of Our Father.

Spirit of Spirit, Cooperation, United again,

To share the rest of the book, writings. How? The way and the means will be plentiful. Why not? It is, was and will always be; meant to be. I followed my call, and I completed the first part.

    The second is in the transfer. To open up: The heart of Your People and give them a piece of Heaven in One Heart, One Mind, To You With Love. From Jesus and Wendy in writing To You.

To every one of You, in The Whole World,

It is my Honor to Present the rest of the prayers and writings, quotes from me, Na, from the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, through me.

No closed doors, everything is opened and receptive.

    The decision has been made and done, start the process of ritual purification. “I think I am talking about a picture I wanted to put on the book.” I am sending it to you; it is heaven to me, it is deep and breathtaking, it reminds me of my first breath of life through Christ Jesus in the spirit of, “In Presence of Spirit.”

I am happy for your healing through Jesus Christ,

Cleansing waters, of shedding the scars of the past existence, before you met Christ. The spark is ignited, and you are in the process of cleansing, to freedom from sin, guilt, anything on the contrary of good and evil. All is One, in Christ Jesus, Love.

    It is all for His People to come inside the inner chamber of your innermost being. There you will knock, and the door will be opened. I let, “In Presence of Spirit,” go where it wills when that time comes. I hope my experience helps everyone else. Because that is what God gave me, Peace In Hope, and Faith of His, Ever Presence.

He is ours for the asking:

    A deep bottomless pit in which you have to reach down deep and then from the depths, there you will see the truth of existence and know all I want, is to be, “In Presence of Spirit.” Love and kisses from heavens door, open up you will be home soon. ‎5/20/13 2:41:16 AM input August 29, 2005-August 29, 2013

    God Bless The Whole Entire World. It means everything. I know every time my writings are read: “You are, and I am, In Presence of Spirit, in Conversations with The Lord.” I know this is what the Holy Spirit wanted me to do. Amen. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    30 Years now. Wendy’s 30th Anniversary Year with My very own, “In Presence of Spirit,” that turned into, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” all extensions of the one writing. That is how I look at it. Even though I have “Reflections,” they still belong with the rest of the extensions. Okay, I read it. I am on #417.

© 2005-2023 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell