It is the last couple of days of being, 51 years old.
Something Special To Share
It has been eight weeks, the 6th since I had a complete hysterectomy. Lots of fibroid tumors, which made for a miserable 17 months, for sure.
I have not worked on my writings, in five months. I drafted everything on my blog.
Which is good for me, at this time, for now, I will keep my writings in the draft, until I make up my mind.
I always thought I have something special to share, but oh well, it can not be verified, with someone, who has not been through, what I have gone through, in my quest, to have more than pain, and suffering in my life.
To me, I was having, Conversations with the Lord. To everyone else, I am crazy. No verification, {outside the realm of human-hood?} Who am I, just Wendy.
This is me, in my mortality, but in my immortality, I have been, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations With The Lord.” I know in my heart this is true. February 7, 2012, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is the year, that my book (writings) is complete. Twenty-one years since I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twelve years, Divorced. Six grandchildren, one in heaven. Forty-nine writings for 2007.
I want to write, and I have nothing to say:
Jesus Christ Bless this day in every way, In Your Name, I do Pray. Jesus Christ Bless this day, with Your Wealth of Spirit. In Your Name, I do Pray.
Jesus Christ, Guide and Direct, Our Hearts To The Answers, of The Whole Truth. In Your Name, I Do Pray. Jesus Christ show me, what You want me to do. My ex-husband is persistent about me going to confession.
I am going today.
I feel it is a gift, from You to me, from Chris. He takes no credits for my Book or the reasons that be. So he is not vain, which is good, in this respect. He is humble and spiritual, and he is, in the light of, You Jesus.
He says, I am not supposed to lose you at all. I thought that You are, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, and it is You; I have been communicating, in writing, for a long time.
I think I am supposed to learn, what I have written through, The Holy Spirit.
I think this is our relationship. I feel, (consider) how can all these extensive writings, that are with You, From You, For You, In The Presence of You. How can I be missing, the most critical point of all?
My relationship with You, is not complete? Is it because I have not gone to confession. Twenty-nine years, since my last confession. Why? Human Priest, I do not remember what he said, but there was no forgiveness, and I purely let go of my Catholic heritage. So it must have been pretty bad.
Years later, I had to go to a CC D class for my Children. The Priest asked, Where is, “The Kingdom of Heaven.”
I said, “The Kingdom of Heaven is within.” someone laughs. The Priest says she is right, “The Kingdom of Heaven is within, every one of us.”
Well Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, which I have been communicating, with for two decades, on paper, and all my life of belief. In Your Ever Presence, even though for years, I could not feel.
Confession today
for You and Me, Jesus, because I need You Complete, and You need me complete. I want to be here for You. Please place an understanding of what he is saying to me. It is possible that he is right. I know he is because he has encompassed the whole realm, through his bought, with all the associates, of life. He has read, the gift that has been given, to me. Well, some of it.
I am going to go. I have to give this to You Jesus Christ for Your Birthday. I went I was absolved of my sins. I can go to communion now. December 22, 2007, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Lord Guide Us All. Lord, give us strength, and guidance, that You offer through, Your Gift of Life, Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, through You and Only You.
Hold fast, Your Calling, to Me.
I am trying to listen. Lord Help Me, Hear You. I Love You. The Awesome Presence of Spirit, guiding me to write, what was written, for this whole book.
Without a care, that I am doing the wrong thing.
It is the right thing, for all the right reasons. Even though, Richard and I, are the only ones, who know, what was given to me, to share with you.
The years are, Vast:
Some are short, some are average, and some tip the scale. Altogether 1996 has 35,000 words. A book in itself. I am saving, as I go. I want to keep it, on several disks. So I do not lose anything. I will put it together. Thank you very much. Will see what happens. Oh Lord Help!
Well, we are in the last days too, 2000. Times a-changing. Oh Lord, We Need You! I Need You! The World, Needs You!
Where is my passion?
Why is it hiding, from me?
Oh Lord, You know, the depths, of my soul.
Help me follow through with, Your Power Calling, Lord Jesus. 1999
Rev-elate: Thank You, for letting me rev-elate, on realizing more than I have. Thank You, for more cleansing. Lord, make me an instrument of Your Faith, Your Love, Your Compassion, Your Strength, Your Omnipresence. Your Knowledge, Your Wisdom, Your Understanding, Your Everlasting Breath.
Lord Bless, Everyone
who has made it through, the first thousand years, and almost completed, “2000 Years.” Lord, forgive us, for our ignorance. 1999
Have Mercy:
Oh Lord, have mercy on us, please. We need Your Guidance, Help, Love, Understanding, Courage. To Hear, Your Voice. Patience, Knowledge, Wisdom. Fortitude, in all that, is, discoursing. “A Course for The Light of Jesus Christ Our Savior, hereafter. 1999
Statements of Truth: “In Presence of Spirit,“
is part of me, and when it is, The Holy Spirit’s time, I am going to share with, The World. Statements of Truth, too good, to hide in secret, and I can say that, myself. From without, to peace within, and beyond the inner chamber. I found in heart soul, revelation. December 28, 1999 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I Was Guided, To Write, In Its Entirety, inpresenceofspirit.com
and of course still believe, that I was guided, to write, in its entirety, “In Presence of Spirit.“
Not just for myself but, for the afflictions of the World.
To find a way home, To Father God, in heart revelation and realization. To the Innermost Portal of My Soul, To Yours, To Everyone’s from, Jesus Christ with Love.
My boldness, Comes from my faith, in Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit’s Glory, the Regeneration of the World Souls. To Peace, that is given, within. I never used my energies, to this potential.
What more evidence, can I prove. I have all, Originals. You can tell I am not copying, and I can say, I make a few mistakes and corrections in the way the words are used.
The words flow out of me, onto paper, it was an incredible experience. It was written, in the process of transition, and to me, it all goes together, to make the whole.
If you think I am ignorant, it is OK. I believe it needs to be completed, and submitted. Will someone help me, In Christ’s Calling. April 17, 1999, I helped myself. Wendy Yvette Greenwell
We get it, for as long as, God’s blessings seed. Love is not blind, it knows it all, from without to within, the gates of heaven.
Thank You, Lord, for all Your gifts.
Yours are, Most Precious, Your Peace, Your Charm, Your Passion, Your Guidance, Your Love, Your Understanding, Your Desire, Your Holiness, through the ages.
You are Complete, to a Oneness of Truth, that the World, Can Meet.
Only through You, can One Meet Peace, through The Veil of Heaven on Earth. From God, through Jesus Christ, To The World. Yes, We Can. Thank You, Lord.
Echo in my mind’s eye, remembrance of what once was, does not matter, in the realm.
Let go of the pain and give it, “In A Oneness of Truth, to the one truth on high.” The only relief, forgiveness, can start the cycle, to the purification of one’s heart, and soul.
Only through Jesus Christ, can this be obtained, and ultimately maintained.
To the oneness of Truth, that is in every one of us. “Father the hour has come. Glorify thy Son so that thy Son also may glorify thee” John 17 “Jesus Prayer To God.”
Pages shuffled around,
with meaning for everyone to come To Father God, in heart soul, realization. Help from henceforth, and forever. Without a doubt, to the promises, that were past down. It is going to be 2000, soon. “Oh, My God.” December 17, 1999, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Break it down, To anyone, who will ever read, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” “Writings”
Lord Jesus, In Your name, I Plead The Blood of Blessings On Mankind, as a Whole Undivided Nation, Under God.
Show me, to the answers, of the next adventure in, “In Presence of Spirit,” land.
The land, from the darkest corner, of my heart.
To the light, so shining in, “In Presence of Spirit.” Too You, with a gift of love, from and through, The Holy Spirit, that is ministering, to your soul.
Christopher and Wendy, together for, The Grand Finale: “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” 2005 Writings. Lord Bless, their trip, guide them, on Your Wings of Glory. Protect them on their voyage of resolution. I can not deal with it, Lord.
I am one within the writings, Your comfort, brought, through to me, in the prayer, to him, through You, from You Lord, and I, To The World. Break it down, To anyone, who will ever read, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” “Writings” July 13, 2014
My Lord. Light of Life. You have directed my passage, through these last, thirteen and a half years, and I have completed what, Your Love, gave me, to do.
I know in my heart that You are in me. You have safeguarded me, to complete, that which was given, “In Spirit.” To start, “The Internal Purification.” “For, and In World Peace.” Through Christ, who stands, and says: “Free yourselves, from the chains of time, and look forward, to the present, that is, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in the World Awakening. August 5, 2008
