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1996

CARING HEART

September 17, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

A Letter: I am happy you welcomed me with the caring heart,

Nice one lightning — Finding the knowledge that God was giving us round about

You have for me. I got to spend five months talking with you. I would have died if you had not been willing to do God’s will complete. You did not judge me, lest you had you would have told me. You are a very strong woman, and you have a firm hold on the facts of God’s mysteries and secrets, and You are strong in faith, love, compassion, patience.

You gave me unconditional love, understanding. You guided me through a hurtful, confusing, end of the affliction of sin, to find the knowledge, that God was giving us roundabout, the end is not yet.

As you can see in my writing,

That I have been reading, God’s Words, I am getting impatient, lost, scared, and I want God to come and get me now, for what am I without, I have been alone, I am not taking my will, I wish God would speed things up.

I cannot burden anyone, and I am overwhelmed with their lives. I want to leave, and I have nowhere to go. I feel like I am an intruder, and I have nothing to show for anything.

I have the Bible; I want to see action,

I have nothing to give. I have faith that our justice lies entirely in the hands of God. For what else can I do but read, pray, sing, write, and wait. “Seek, and ye shall find, knock, and the door will be opened, look, and you will see.”

These “letter writings” were’ written to my Guardian Angel, in the here and now. She received them, read them, put them in order and gave them back to me, so I could see how far I had come after months. March 4, 1996 (This is written 16 days after my Divorce.)

I get this feeling, and I have to write.

Things I need to say, but mostly it is not, from my mind, it is from my heart. I made some terrible mistakes, and I suffered my iniquity, I thought that was enough, and then the things that followed.

I know that God has forgiven me, I can not forgive myself. My esteem I have none. Walking on, “The Words of God.” Sometimes, I feel that is not enough to keep me afloat.

I do not see, how I am going to get through this. I do not know anything about my children, and no one can do anything for me. I have to do it myself; I can’t even do that.

Learning a different way of life, no demands, no fires to put out. It is not understandable, and it is incomprehensible that the system is actually for abusive, adulteress, him. They are insufficient in all matters about the outcome, not the why’s and wherefores. March 18, 1996

As you will be able to see,

I have been writing and reading a lot. Remember when we discussed writing a book. Well is this the makings, or am I insane?

A lot that is in the long-suffering of humankind is the generations, and what was passed down. As it says, “the third generation will start figuring it out.”

I enjoy writing.

I have something to say. I can not keep silent. It is going to be a solid pack of truths. God’s truth is unfolding before our eyes. My heart and soul are grounded in all honesty, for the seeds have been sown for a better tomorrow. March 19, 1996,

Thank You for life. Thank You for words. Thank You for giving me the rights, You have given me, in Spirit. All the why’s have been answered. My study through Your Precious Words makes all the pain, be so much more bearable. March 20, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2004

HEAVENLY FATHER

September 13, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Lord Jesus, Heavenly Father.

All of them are my favorite Sunsets — Bless, “In Presence of Spirit.” Bless The Whole World

I am asking in your precious name,” I place, “In Presence of Spirit,” in Your Heavenly Hands.

Lord Jesus, Your Heavenly Spirit, guided the beautiful prayers, out of me, and You, Richard, Dorrance Publishing, and I gave them to whoever should read, and they are not reading. It is not selling.

Oh Lord, forgive me for whatever I did not do. Help me Lord, bring me to where, You want me to be. Help me come out, into the world again, a productive witness. Oh Lord Help!

Lord, please bless this day in every way. Help Us, get along, and clean up this mess. Help Us Keep You first and foremost in our minds and hearts.

Forgive me for all my sins. Bring Your peace to the multitudes. “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Bring the Holy Comforter down and rest with The World, and me.

Bless, “In Presence of Spirit.” Bless The Whole World. Thank You, Lord Jesus. I Love You, Lord Jesus. I Praise You, Lord Jesus. In Jesus Christ Name. Amen February 28, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell I love this picture, I am going to leave it as is.

2000

FIVE YEARS COMPLETE

September 7, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

December 29, 2000, will be five years complete.

Gorgeous skies, in the front yard — We entwined In Spirit in the writings

2001 will be a fast year, my, “In Presence of Spirit,” is being read. We are one in Spirit, so I take nothing from you, Jesus Christ, because we entwined in Spirit, in the writings. We know this is to be true in our hearts and verified through, “The Scriptures.” “Course in Miracles,” “Super Beings,” John Randolph Price, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.” A few others.

All the letters, I sent out, and all the letters I kept. For what? To verify, to edify the omnipresent words, and inspiration from Jesus Christ with love. Even in my weakness.

I stand and ask the Lord,

Make thy path open for all to come home to Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Let them walk into Your Healing Hands.

Cleanse them of the lie.

Cloth them with the understanding of Your Universal Words, and Presence. If it were’ not for You Jesus Christ, and Your Calling for me to complete this incredible piece of work, I would still be searching.

Dorrance is reading it.

After all that it took to get me, five years away from him. No one would give me the time of day. But anyway, I continued in my quest to complete 1996, 97, 98, 99, 2000 writings. I guess I might be writing in the future. <impressive prediction> At the Arroyo. December 29, 2015

My Book is Out

My Book is out, and they will read it, that is their job. Accept or deny. I place this in Jesus Christ’s hands; The Spirit will guide whoever reads it. Heal the World through Jesus Christ Presence. December 31, 2000

Last day of the Year

Last day of the Year, Two Thousand. Wow so much has happened in five years since the “last fight,” with me. So many people are hurting. Still going through all the stuff, I wrote about. I know there is a way to stop the madness. My family, my children and I, now 18, 16, 15 tomorrow, My New Years baby she is not a baby anymore, are concerned. Happy New Year 2001 December 31, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2000

SHORT AND SWEET

September 6, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

I am a sinner.

Purely decorative all of them. My Photo's of Sunsets, very few Sunrise. — Question from him, “What is in it for me?” “What do I get out of it?

I wrote a masterpiece, and I am going to share it with the World. March 28, 2000, What is the message? My cousin by marriage asked, having read some pages, not sure, how many? Only Jesus knows and him. Talked over Total Immersion. Needed to understand, to be given the gifts, that are granted through, “The Unveiling of The Christ Within.”

To me, the message is self-explanatory.

Even though I am in life’s collision stages, I have to complete and submit so that I can go on with my life. It is done, I need not write anymore.

Question from him, “What is in it for me?” “What do I get out of it? You said, “you could tell when I was writing, and when Spirit guided through the writings.” Statements of truth, not my truths. The answers that are given in, Total Salvation, Baptism, Total Immersion, Deliverance.

The Sweet Redemption through Christ Jesus from God. It can be achieved for every individual, to find the kingdom of heaven, is within. Where dwells Our Christ Jesus in the Infinite Glory. It is the gift, everything follows after. July 1, 2000

Writings from my heart

“In Presence of Spirit,” A Journey from darkness to the light. A song, praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem, to you with love Wendy September 25, 2000

Last Draft

I completed the last draft of, “In Presence of Spirit.” to date 1996 is done, all I have is 1997, the rest later. Order, first things first. October 25, 2000

I am in the midst of destruction again. I am tired still. The plague has consumed me to the point of desperation. I have to make this stand now, for all concerned.

Lord make thy path shown, please. I Love You in the midst of the abominations of desolation, yet again. I am jumping, all I can do right now. Signed this day November 20, 2000

Is it to be Published by Dorrance?

Will see the unveiling of God’s Plan. It is with The Holy Spirit, Dedicated to The Holy Spirit, in the Spirit. We are the ones to heal the World through Jesus Christ.

What to do? Everything? It has to all come together. It will come to the point of no return, soon. Everything will be available because we will overcome this evil obstacle. That cannot win over, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Sent from God The Father of All. November 27, 2000

Simple Prayer

Lord help bring my children out of danger. Lead us into thy kingdom, from darkness to light, through You. Help Lord. December 14, 2000 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I am the writer, so I accept all of it as my truths.

2000

WRITINGS IN SPIRIT

September 5, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

I read you support the rights of free speech, in all its form.

Moon photo, I love it. — I read you support the right of free speech in all its forms

You also call for responsibility in exercising this right.

I have a handwritten, the original manuscript, edited by me, from beyond, death in the flesh. To writings in the Spirit of Our Lord. That sparked the light for me a sinner to write.

I captured a vision of hope for all to come to, The Glory of God.

In one heart, one mind, one soul. That is Jesus Christ, in his ultimate return, to all the People of The World, in heart soul revelation.

I have the first year on disk, but I have no funds to print and send. So in the meantime, I am writing to ask if someone that reads manuscripts will read mine?

I have to say the originals should be read because it is not copied, very few flaws, scratch outs, it flowed out of my heart on paper. Several people have read twenty-three pages. At this time I have ninety-three writing in 1996, a few before.

The critical writing is “In Presence of Spirit.”

It was written eight years before. I feel it is a masterpiece, In The Spirit with Our Lord. He guided me, through the whole incredible trip.

Only my interpretation, because no one has read what I have completed. No one believes. I cannot write or speak. I am in the midst of destruction again.

The same thing I wrote about, the negative has consumed my children teenagers and my life, and all their friends are fighting, all the negative has taken the innocence of our children.

Number one causes Alcoholism, Divorce, Infidelity,

abuse in the emotional, physical, verbal, spiritual form. The instability, everyone suffers. Everyone is affected because everyone is looking for meaning and peace. In the internal, eternal place where dwells Our Christ Jesus.

The Holy Spirit Heals!

Even though I am in dire straights, I do not have pain in my being, also though, I feel lost Jesus. My finances are low, teenagers making bad choices, getting in lots of trouble and not caring to help solve this sad situation, individual problems.

Bad choices from an evasive past of family members generational problems, plus all our own. There is a solution to the writings, I have done what I am supposed to do. I need help now.

I need someone to read it, and I think it can help others find their way, even though I have lost mine again.

I am not vain, I have had a calling, and I have to follow through, they said, “I needed credentials.” I wrote this, and sent it to Zondervan, yeah.

Three things: 1. Wendy: I do not want to use my last name. 2. I can not speak about what was written. No public anything. I can not write. 3. I need copyright. I know we will overcome our problems, but who am I, no one, and I wish to remain so. I was given a gift. I have to share. April 27, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

September 5, 2015, What is funny, I still feel the same way, about all my writings. They are meant to be shared. This is helping me now in my dire situation, to feel the Holy Spirit’s Presence in the writings, who blessed me to write. Help Lord!

1998

EVER PRESENCE

September 3, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

In Jesus Christ Ever Presence.

Every Sunset is special. — Jesus Thank You For All The Blessings

Jesus Thank You for all the blessings; You have bestowed on our children and me. Thank You for the shelter. Thank You for the 2,000 credit.

Thank You for the kitchen table and four chairs. The two sofas. Thank You for the telephone and installation as a successful completion.

Thank You for my job of $1250.00 a month, plus the bills their Father is paying. Lord Thank You for my Divorce. Thank You for protecting me through the threshold of death.

Thank You for “In Presence of Spirit.”

Thank You for taking the pain away. Thank You for giving me, my children back. Lord we need; Your guidance, strength, courage, love, knowledge, wisdom. We need a positive approach, even in the midst of war.

Lord are we going to Publish, “In Presence of Spirit,” or is it just for Us?

“God grant that I may see clearer each minute that passes by Lord,” for the regeneration needs to take place in mass quantity. No one left out. For all to achieve, that which is our birthright, from God through Jesus Christ, to the scattered sheep.

In Jesus Christ, I am me.

Right now I am overwhelmed, with all that is discoursing. I am concerned so, In Jesus Christ Name: I put all these human things in Your Spiritual Hands. I can not do anything without You Lord.

So I place the children/teenagers and I, in Your care for protection,

courage, love, understanding, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, complete acceptance, unconditional love, hope, strength, guidance, endurance, for the greater is so much then, the weaker, and I can do nothing without You.

In Jesus’ blood of blessings.

Thank You, Father God, my soul dwells with thee. February 20, 1998, Happy 2nd Anniversary of Divorce. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1998

TRUTH FROM WITHIN

September 1, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Today is Thursday,

Blue Sky at night, it was weird. — “Independence Hill” 3rd floor my work in Paradise

My six out of six days of work will be completed. Friday drive to the Valley, Saturday left at 8:00 a.m. got back to San Antonio at 12:30 pm. Left for work at 2:30 pm, got there at three to eleven shift. I go on about the schedule. My ex-husband gave me back my children on January 16, 1998. They bought a New Mobile Home, and put it on a lot in Converse, Texas. I took over total responsibility for my three teenagers, after being away from them since December 29, 1995.

49 and a half hours, 6 hours driving, 204 miles, driving too, and from work. 204 minutes of driving, Hill Country Paradise.

I had three days off last week.

I worked on the writings; it felt so good; I think I am still being moved to manuscript it in its entirety. The earnest desire for the more significant, A Publisher, Editor, Lawyer, Doctors, will fall out of the sky. Most important for completion is a Computer, Printer, Windows 95, Word, Script, and some money so that I can work to end, promptly.

If I have the resources, I can complete, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twenty-eight months of writings, from the depth of my soul to you with love.

“We are one in the Spirit, and One in the Lord.”

Listen to the still small voice, and you will hear the direction into your inner chamber. Where dwells thou Christ, from and through The Holy Spirit’s, redemption of yours, mine, and our souls.

To the clearing of the cobwebs. From sin to forgiveness; in turn, opens our soul to the truth, from within, our most inward being.

In Christ, we rest, from all obstructions.

The heart focuses clarity on every situation. The Holy Comforter is releasing all the fears, worries, and anxieties, at the door of the altar. Healing has begun, and the truth shall set you free.

Rest in the Lord’s every word. He is Our Comfort; He is Our Guide, He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. He is The Life, The Light. He is Understanding. He is The Truth. He is The Resurrection to Life Eternal. In Him, Through Him, Round About Him.

I need to do this: “Rest in The Lord’s Every Word. You are Our Comfort. You are Our Guide. You are Omnipotent and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. You are The Life. You are The Light. You are Understanding. You are The Truth. You are The Resurrection to Life Eternal, In You, Through You, Roundabout You.”

You are God Our Savior, sparking the personal perseverance.

To take the Realm and eradicate the negative in doom. Man’s way is wrong. God’s way is Eternal, healing in the here and now.

To Make Mass Regeneration from destruction to the Truth. In Love, Compassion, Courage, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom, Gifts: Patience, Guidance, Protection, in and through the Love of Christ.

Guided to the clear realization: my way hurts, Jesus Christ’s way heals, to the most magnificent capture of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “I believe Christ Jesus Blessed, The World,” in these writings, through revelations from, The Highest.

The understanding was captured,

protected, shared, shunned, but my heart did not fail from clarity of the understanding of God’s Kingdom in each and every Nation, entire, Global Wide World.

So this is my gift to you. I came into the world with nothing. I leave this world with nothing, but In Christ Jesus, I Am, and I, and the Spirit of the Lord have all these writing to say: Only through the (my) Total Immersion of Baptism, Salvation was acquired. In access opening your (my) soul to the Christ within, from the last fight to the regeneration of our souls. March 12, 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 1, 2015 I cannot change the words. It was written many moons ago. I need to Publish it now.

The Beginning

VERBAL REVELATIONS

August 24, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

In search of truth this last year.

It was a nice storm in the back yard. — I have to put this on now

I have revealed over hierarchy in a spiritual professional: Vice Principal, teachers, counselors, at the schools and Principle. Keith great Counselor, I shocked him, I guess I have shocked many. Oh well. Keith told me I needed 150 Alanon meetings and to go to three meetings before Monday, when I would meet Gail.

Well, I did hit three meetings, and in the next two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, five Counselors, “Women Together,” Tris, Mary which were extremely important because I got to cleanse without shame, things pouring out, I had never told anyone. (Not even my twin.)

My feelings as the worthy person started sparking.

Two and two were’ coming along fine. The Revelations of the truth the real truth of why we live in our hell with everyone else’s on top of ours.

Our faith is there, even though we do not think we have any. Okay, I ended up the only compassionate certified work I could get. I applied and pleaded my desperation to the RN. She enrolled me in Certified Nurses Assistant, training.

He left January 1995; this was already March.

The first week of school was Spring Break, and I had always been with my children. 7:15 to 5:15. Can you imagine me in whites, yuk? So I went the two weeks, the kids survived, no one was hurt. No one checked on them.

I went in, on the 27th of March to take my hands-on State Test, I passed it. On the 28th I went in for the written test on a Bacardi hangover. Results in six weeks. I was supposed to start work the next week.

Tuesday night I was alone,

Wednesday at a friend, Thursday reserved reservations, Hazelden bound, Friday I was in Minnesota.

Everyone wondered why there.

I was not loony tunes; I was a co-dependent disaster. I was the fastest person to go through Hazelden’s System. To a mind-altering drug prescribed, Zoloft by a Psychiatrist, I needed something. April 1995 W. Y. L.

August 24, 2015

I was there a week in October 1994, for “Family Recovery.” Then I got accepted because of my condition. Not because I am an alcoholic. That got me in though. I needed to be in Minnesota; it was just what the Lord ordered. I was there for thirty days. I learned a lot, met a lot of people. Heard their stories, it was an extraordinary paradise; I got to be there for me. “Paradise accepted me, and I went.”

After I left there I went to Church, and the rest is history. My history anyway of why “In Presence of Spirit’s,” writing, and extensions are so vital for me to share. Wendy Yvette Greenwell