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1987-1995 HEAVY HEART

WISE WOMAN

August 24, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Let your “Wise Woman,” drive the bus.

Sunset in the backyard. — I want to walk in the positive light

Read daily. List three ways to do God’s will. Walk. Write. “Serenity Prayer.” 1000 times, Probably. Do something fun. Three things I am grateful for today. It is very difficult to ask for help. I went to sixty Al-Anon meetings, and they shared experiences, strength, and hope. I had to make all the decisions, and it would take time, I would figure it out; it was so cool.

I went through so many stages,

But I did not write a journal, at all. It all fell into place. That is a Higher Power more significant than me, opening the doors to go through unfolding my process to recovery.

I could not function anymore when I came here. I had exhausted all my energies. I had no more spirit; I was desperate for answers.

I do believe in God, but I have a problem turning my will over to Him, and waiting for my solution.

This is where all my sixty meetings, six counselors, sponsors, priest, friends, rehabilitation, to figure it all out in three months of growth. But I was burnt out!

I want to walk in the affirmative, light not the negative, dark. I want to be open-minded and feel alive in mind, body, and soul. I am sick of being dead.

I do believe in God, and I feel God can help me, but I have not pursued that relationship.

I thought I had it, and I lost it again. When my husband left, God opened so many doors for me, pain, school, job, friends that cared, counselors, to help me sort, figure out. I worked my brain off, that is why I came in so frazzled, scattered.

While all this was going on, God was opening doors,

every time I turned around, that last one was taking off, one day notice to come to Minnesota. I know it was God putting me on that plane. The Higher Power is working in my life. I just lost touch again, and I want it back. I am empty.

I need to do the work.

Open, willing, able. Listen, talk, share, read, go to meetings. Your experiences, strengths, and hopes. “Live one day at a time,” Ask Higher Power for help, understanding, guidance, wisdom, knowledge. All positive things and “Thy will be done.”

Willing, honest, opened. I know I need to ask for help and the doors will be opened. April 1995 W. Y. L., Wendy Yvette Greenwell August 23, 2015, Twenty Years

I feel I must put these first ones, they belong here on My Website. It is not a blog anymore; it is My Website, inpresenceofspirit.com. I am still doing this all by myself. This one and the next one are hard for me to Publish. But I think it will show you, how traumatic my experience was.

Sometimes I cannot believe that I have Published all 400 plus writings, but I have, and it is only for the Holy Spirit’s Purpose, that I share “In Presence of Spirit.com,” with anyone who wants to read it.

231,033 for the year, 426,939 December 13, 2013 to December 31, 2014 = 657,972 views. Blogger had 508,289 views, that makes it, viewed altogether 1,166,261 times. But it has not been read that many times. Whatever.

inpresenceofspirit.com has 949,316 views, since December 13, 2013. wendygreenwell.com has 75,148 views since January 18, 2016 and of course the blogger that is drafted 508, 289 = 1,532,753 views. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Yours and my, “In Presence of Spirit” and all it’s extensions. Thank you for viewing my writings. Wendy As of April 30, 2022, inpresenceofspirit.com has 2,338,848 page views.

2000

STRAIGHT TO THE POINT

January 5, 2015 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

I am going to print, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Sunset between my trees — A Gift To Share With Anyone Who Wants To Read It

No, books 1 and 2, it’s all together. “In Presence of Spirit,” it is magnificent, it is from the Spirit with love, for Mankind, not just myself. So what if it is Wendy, who accepted this awesome blessing. To share with all the Family, which is everyone in the World. I remain, Wendy, only on the writings. It is a shame, what has happened, in the Universe. Our Universe is inside our inward being.

The Holy Spirit will ignite the light, that is everyone’s, in their heart of hearts.

Then the cleansing will take place. To Redemption World Wide, and Regeneration, To The One Heart, which is, One With The Universe.

Yes my life, is in straights, but I will, along with my children, and everyone else, will Come Inside To The Christ Within. To bring Peace, To The Multitudes. In one heart, to the more significant cause: To Jesus Christ in Heart, Soul Revelation. It belongs to Jesus Christ, then purification of the illusion.

Read Romans, Corinthians,

all of the writings, in The Bible, are prophetic, all contain the way home, to purpose and healing, before we can not anymore.

Things look bad on the outside. But they are getting better; you are reading this letter. (No, I never sent it.) The second year of writings, read about; inside prayers. I do not complain, about my present situation. It goes forward in faith, to the truth of our existence, in one heart, one soul. To the promises, that were passed down, for the regeneration of everyone’s soul.

World Union can happen.

It is God’s will, even though evil, has taken over. The fog has got to be lifted, for everyone. I was stuck on Mom and Dad, and this came out of me. Sorry, my writing is not directed, to you.

I am going to shock, the first few people, who read it. This time for an answer. No one has verified, and I alone, have written all of them. I could not give up.

I have to, for; Jesus Christ because it is from, Him.

I would be selfish, to keep them, to myself. Let’s see what the Editors say. Everything is going to be OK. We will have our paradise, with no worries.

Yes, my situation was laughable. Who do I think, I am. Simply Wendy, with a gift to share, from; The Spirit of Christ, In Faith of The Ever Presence. The Lord knows I love, and I love so much, I am sharing it, to the World.

Please do not be embarrassed by me; it is not for greed, it is for righteousness.

From God through Jesus Christ to Us. He is real; everyone has to heal. Everyone is hurting. Fear of death drains all the maladies that have taken over. It will be eradicated, in the blood of Jesus Christ.

I wanted to share the passion, that was given, to write, but you know. I hit a wall. No one believed because of my outward appearance. You have to cleanse from within; then eventually the outer will reflect, no. I know it has not happened yet.

Once this is out, Wow 1546 days since I left, and started writing, I have 93 writings, separate, saved, on a disk, I still carry my work with me; I feel better, I do not trust anyone.

I have not written a letter like this in a while. We all have to live in our own being. We have to give it to God, then he does, the rest. Follow Him always. I hope you read the masterpiece, I was guided to write, from Jesus Christ, with Love. Wendy March 26, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1999

QUICKSAND

December 25, 2014 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

To The Person or People, who read these pages.

From the Ship, I do not know where, my brother was there. — Quicksand Everywhere I Turn

I have found in the last three and a half years, “Quicksand.” Every where I turn, with these words that came out of my inner chamber. Ten people have read the first twenty-four pages. I shocked them, no one understood. It was all hush, hush, embarrassed for me or of me, because well, I am who I am, Wendy.

I found relief, through the words of the Prophets, from Christ with love.

The passion, stirred my soul, to the answers of the whole. One Christ, One Mind. The Passion of Christ penetrated a small opening, and words were ignited, out of my heart, through my writing.

I caught the whole incredible trip, from beyond the dead, through Christ’s love. To the opening of everyone’s, everlasting souls, in Peace, not turmoil.

Releasing the generational garbage, at the door of the altar. Healing is inevitable. Will take place for the regeneration of The World.

I wish to remain anonymous, (for now.)

My boasting is through the Spirit, in the faith of Jesus Christ Ever Presence. It seems to me, a call for love came through on paper, for me to share.

As God, is my witness, I will not die before, “In Presence of Spirit,” is wholly submitted. I feel because of The World’s, situation, and my position. I need to cut to the chase.

I am going to send my manuscript to an Editor,

so they can read it, and let me know something. I have enough writings, to make a book, possibly two. Even if I were never to write another word, all were captured in, “In Presence of Spirit.”

I have twenty-four months of pages, like these, all pertain for the love of Christ, in the faith of, the Spirit’s Ever Presence. We are here for a purpose.

My purpose was to write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Extended version, easy but complicated reading. I feel it will ease other people’s pain. I have originals and excerpts, on most of my writings. Dated.

I cannot speak in this form, and I have weakened myself, and I am no longer, able to write in Spirit. I am in the stress of my whole situation, and I need fast help.

No one has given me the go-ahead. Every one of my family etc. Have told me to burn it, to store it, to forget about it, it is only meant for me. I can not forget.

I have spent my life in preparation for the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,”

And I will not let my love, my life, my reason for living still, not be read. So putting all the negative behind, I go forward, to sending these pages to hopefully, an Editor, that would readily, be willing to read it, in its entirety, and possibly give me a little support.

There is understanding, take the chance. I can not get over the fact, that I have writings, that need to be read, with an open heart, and an open mind. I am just sorry, I have lost the ability, and inspiration, in me but, it is evident, in the writings. I still believe. Let me know please. April 7, 1999 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I did send it, the person wrote me back, and said she did not have time to read it.

1996

I DO LOVE

November 29, 2014 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

Haze around the Moon — I Do Love Always and Forever, Jesus Christ

Capture important future visions on paper. So to reflect on in the unraveling of, “God’s Great Power Calling.”

You let me be your fingers. Even more, I lived what you meant, to find my, Christ again. I wished upon a Star. The Star of David, the bright star of the morning. The Lord’s Star, He opened my heart, and in my heart, I know the truth.

So I was privileged to write about You, Lord, My Lord. I always knew God had something planned for me, of course, everyone has that, but me; I always wanted, to write from my heart. There is a purpose, and it will unveil itself, In God’s time, not mine! December 18, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

2006

SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY

November 13, 2014 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

In Jesus Christ name:

It seemed like yesterday when I started writing, with You.

All the letters, writings, poems, prayers,

awesome, quotes from, Your Holy Spirit, through me. I have spent many hours, working on the whole book. Because I did it all over again, without the book, as a guide, because it was not, it was, what I had ready, at the time. The Publishing Company knew it was not finished; I needed credentials anyway.

When I found out, I had well over nine years of writing.

It was awesome, working on the hundreds of pages, the years were’ vast. It was like, I was on an assembly line, with one person. The writing was incredible, not I, by myself, it is, The Holy Spirit, in me.

I understand by sharing, you get more in return.

You get to know, that my work, through You, has sparked the light, of You, in others, and that my witnessing, has witnessed, the testimony, that I have, through my, “incredible adventure.”

From beyond the dead, to life in Christ.

Even in my confusion, my weaknesses, and my not having the authorization, from any human, accept myself, to complete, “Our Walk Together.”

People, give understanding, to fiction.

The escape from reality, for a bit. I am not trying, to prove my Authorship, for it is only mine, with and through, The Holy Spirit of You. Nothing can be taken, away from it. It is, My Testimony, For The Purpose of Fulfillment. July 11, 2006, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit