Thank You for reading my writings I wrote, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,”
It counts, when every single person, calls on the name of Jesus Christ.
With who I thought was the husband of my youth, in spirit, yes! They are unique writings because I opened up in a whole different way.
They are not about him,
But through him, to you. That is the only way I can write, Prayers of Forgiveness, Friendship, Compassion, Understanding, Encouraging, A Breath of Fresh Air. A Dynamic View, in an unfortunate situation. A place to escape, where it counts. It counts for every single conversation; I have with the Lord.
It counts, when every single person, calls on the name of Jesus Christ.
Every conversation can be one sentence or pages upon pages. You do not have to forget your special times with the Lord. When you are bored, and you do not have anything to do. Write to the Lord.
Write vocabulary words from the Bible, and write the definition and the thesaurus. Or have a conversation with the Lord. I prefer writing because then I can publish later. I am a weird one.
I have poured my soul out on paper to the Lord,
Not just for me but the World. I believe this. Even in my poverty. Do not get me wrong. Richard, my friend, has provided a home that is comfortable. Accept the ceiling is going to cave in pretty soon. (From the roof because someone at the insurance agency stole the check to fix the roof.) This house is only 12 years old.
I have had glaucoma for eight years now, and for some reason this last week, I have had high pressure. It was only eighteen when I went to the Doctor on Thursday. But it was high last Friday. Maybe it is all the time; I was spending on my blog. I pushed the computer back further from me, and it helps a little, I guess.
I think it was better for me to write, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,”
With or Too, or whatever, to the husband of my youth. It is not fun to hold a grudge. I did not want him to be in jail for Child Support even though; I do not think prison is the answer for non-payment. Well for him anyway.
He was my friend, in the fire of my soul. He was my confidant. He is the one I talked to. Well, we remain friends. Weird in away. He is the Father of our three grown children, and grandfather to our ten grandchildren, one in heaven. And even though we do not share in that together, it is OK. September 23, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have nothing to lose. I am fulfilling my hearts quest, and desire. To share my, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the World. It is meant to be.
So I am going to work, as no one is watching, even though, I am sending them out to the World as is, and just maybe they are getting read, and hopefully prayerfully understood.
God Bless the Holy Congregation of World Healing in and through the Love of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. Thank you, Lord, for giving me time with you in, “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Shared with anyone who finds my writings.Lots of work to do. I have already started. Here’s to, “In Presence of Spirit’s, 30th Anniversary.” Wendy, now it is January 10, 2019.
Welcome to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.”
Welcome to, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,”
It has been a long time to figure out, how to make it, into its site. Accomplished today with the help of GoDaddy.com. Thank you.
These writings have been hidden away on its Mother site, inpresenceofspirit.com.
I am going to edit these writings, add the pictures, and do all the other stuff, from scratch. Publish one by one, not all at once, like before.
I bought three domains and I thought it was iposconversations.com, that had the writings on it, but it ended being wendyyvettegreenwell.blogspot.com that I changed to wendygreenwell.com. So I am stuck with my name. All and all, they are all my writings.
Now,
The Writings of, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” with “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” have their site. Thank You, Lord. So, it is a critical time, for me, to separate my writings.
These writings are,
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” So I decided to make it the tag name, as such. It is a journey from darkness to light. The mission that I must share.
Stats, starting at 0. So with this, God Bless You and The World. Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 18, 2016, February 18, 2016, One month Anniversary of this site. Now it is wendygreenwell.com. I deleted all the writings off of inpresenceofspirit.com, that are on here. They took up a lot of space, maybe that is why I am not having any resource problems on editing right now. Wendy Greenwell and now home with all of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions.
All the writings I have Published are going to be right here on my, “In Presence of Spirit.com” “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
I have not been content since all the mess in February of 2016. Now I am recovering from my separated writings. I have all my writings on wendygreenwell.com changed from wendyyvettegreenwell.com. Mistake but oh well. I will say it is in the transition from over there to here where they belong.
It is an exciting morning.
I am going to finish off editing and forwarding wendygreenwell.com to Publish on here. My twin is leaving in a couple of hours. She had five fusion back surgery in 2016. She is in pain — all the time. Her Husband always is in pain. I cannot get away from all the pain that is in this house. Richard does not complain at all. He is 75 now 16 years we have been companions. Living in this comfortable home, he put his signature on, for My Children, Myself, Grandchildren and Him. I did not let his Mother down.
I am his friend caregiver. I am disabled. We are a separate family. Best friends, not blood Family. I am comfortable although seeing him day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year going on 17 years. He is so frail and well being born with Cerebral Palsy it has taken its toll. But he is active with a little help from his friend. That is me. You know I am A-Okay home bound because my car needs a new engine.
My Son got his Van back new/used engine. It still has a problem, so I do not need to go anywhere. I do not want to drive him past Doolittle Road, and drop him off at his truck. He is going to Houston. It is icy cold outside. Like his saying is, “I’m Good.” I got the insurance right after he got it, his license plate is still good for a month, but someone took his tag. Again, need to get it inspected.
I have decided to put the first 35 writings on before the 2005 Writings. I put 47 letter writings on one notepad. Interesting, I am going to add some together and then the super long ones will be by themselves. I panicked a little and decided I did not want to Publish them again.
They are an essential part of “In Presence of Spirit’s Extensions.” So I must, I am just going to wait until I finish these. I do feel better that I forwarded wendygreenwell.com here. So I am going to Publish as is like I do most often. I have a goal.
Let’s see if I will meet it on February 10, 2018, my 58th Birthday Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 17, 2018, I am going to leave the featured picture out because it is too small. I downsized to help with bandwidth, and I messed it up. WYG January 10, 2019, Wendy
I am a firm believer in having SSL Certificates on my sites.
All content from wendygreenwell.com Will be Published here on inpresenceofspirit.com
Even though I have no commerce activity. Or advertisers, and whatever else would benefit my plight to share my writings.
It took me two years to bring my writings here
to be activated on my inpresenceofspirit.com. I have forwarded wendygreenwell.com the eighty-eight writings belong here with the rest of my writings, the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit.” I will be publishing them for the first time here. When they were here two years ago, they were not activated, thus a website of their own, that was just there, without me working on it. I did not feel right about it. So I took action, and I have extracted, as fast as I could, all content from wendygreenwell.com, and I am Publishing here.
I have taken 32,000 pictures since October 22, 2017,
I learned how to make video’s from photos, then do the videos, and Publish them 29 in all, on YouTube. I finally took care of my problem. I was not happy with eighty-eight writings over there. Now I have my letter writings of 2005, 38 writings from various years.
I am going to crunch them up, make fewer than 88 writings. I was told I have enough GB to do whatever I want. Like, put some more videos on here. YouTube was fun, and I learned a lot, but it is time for me to complete this part before my 58th Birthday — twenty-seven days.
I feel free to share.
Here is where they belong. One site four Domains three forwarded to inpresenceofspirit.com. One SSL, One Hosting, One C-Panel, One wordpress.org site, everything that is “In Presence of Spirit,” for its 30th Anniversary since I wrote it.
I feel excited; I will see activity like I have not seen for a while, To the ones that have spent time with me, “In Presence of Spirit,” thank you for reading my writings.
I opened the Subscriptions again although I do not know what to do. One time I closed it when I had over 900 Subscribers. They try to come in on my Admin page and my phone beeps so much. I will try and figure it out.
Well, today is the day that wendygreenwell.com came home to me.
Thank You, Lord, for expanding my inpresenceofspirit.com this is what you ordered. It is done.
As stated in past writings,
“This is my journey from darkness to the light,” of “In Presence of Spirit’s” extensions.” I still have to look past myself and share my extensions of “In Presence of Spirit.com” Sometimes I am a little uncomfortable, that is when I Publish anyway, they are meant to be shared. I believe this without a doubt.
So with this message, “We, need to lift our hearts and mind’s up to the heavens and bring back the wonderful, inspiring aspects of life. Therefore making us open and receptive souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.” It is so nice to be home, home in the heart of my quest and my desire. Home at Wendy’s, “InPresence of Spirit.com” Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 20, 2018
What about the whole of society and it’s properties? The putrid decay of our Families.
We are in bondage that has repeated itself to damn many times,
With so many Families over the World being affected by the degenerative powers of the negative side of doom.
Our Society is in dire need of mass awareness to the point, if something is not done soon, many more will suffer the same misconceptions past down from generation to generation.
The near-destruction of our Society is plagued by the outer abominations of desolation which is the break up of the family unit, has caused less than desirable situations for our children.
Everyone is affected the loss of identity — no real meaning to life. All the questions that do not have answers in the outer, do have in the inner. Isolation, confusion, fuses easily lite, alcoholism, dependence, abuses mental, emotional, verbal, physical, anguished from lies and deceit, called names, forced submission, games played, devious, manipulations in degrees from the self-centered addicted person.
Women are the hardest hit. It cycles into a way of life, and it is hard to break the cycle. The circle of events brings decay of one’s ever-presence. Exhausted from breathing, the fears, worries, and anxieties weigh on your soul, the pain is grief in any realm.
As has been written, “the abominations repeat themselves to total degeneration to destruction as seen in my family, and in or for the regeneration to take place there has to be total abandonment from one’s own will.” “Past Events” 1996. What is the point? Mass Awareness because so many are suffering for nothing. August 17, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Inspiring, Verification, of Communication in The Oneness of “The I Am Presence,”
Inspiring, Verification, of Communication in The Oneness of “The I Am Presence,” for everyone in, The Universe, and Multi-universe. In July 2016 I looked up Orbs, then I went straight to Archangel Michael, and now I have received hundreds of transmission of information. So many Positive Writers, but I feel I am still stuck. It is great to know that my writings are meant to be, just like all of yours. Thank You, Universe for helping me find Verification! June 17, 2017
6/29/17
It is the person, the people that lose their way time and time again. This song is perfect. It is a reinforcement for the people who are searching. It is my will to be lost and stagnant and worn out from all life’s experiences. This song assures me even in my darkest hour, where there is no light. He is in the midst of me weathering me yet through another storm. “Sorry do not know what song I was talking about but All The Christian Artists lead you to God.”
Before you enter into Salvation, Pain, No Relief from the burdens that have made me or you hit rock bottom. When the light of Love through Jesus Christ enters you, that gut-wrenching pain in the inner person is given to The Holy Spirit in Reconciliation. God does not break his promise. We get weak from all life’s experiences from the beginning to this very moment. June 29, 2017
June flew by.
So much is happening in the whole World. Write a letter to the Lord, directly to him. Have your conversation with the Lord. I got all caught up in the sharing and the work it all entails, that I have worked very little on the writings since last July 2016. I have the previous edit to do, and then, we will see what I do.
God Bless The World with Your Presence in Spirit Lord. I am still sharing but very few. I do not think that my writings are just for me. I am enjoying working on them again. They make me feel better, and that counts for a whole lot of blessings for humanity not just myself. Wendy July 1, 2017,
Apology:
I want to apologize for not Publishing or working on my website. I have no pep in my step. I am resting from December 29, 1995, to date August 14, 2017. Twenty-two years since the awful night, I fell off the face of the earth.
My seventeenth grandchild will be here in three months. I feel I can not take care of any more children. I think it is my 31, 33, 35, children’s responsibility because I am burnt out.
As we might know I got my children back on January 17, 1998, he had them for almost two years. They started having babies 2001 October 4 the first one; we moved into this house when he was one month old. So we have been here sixteen years in November.
Time has flown by. I am 57 and Richard my best friend and companion is 74. I have kept my promise to his mother, and we are here — no place else to go, but here is just fine and dandy as cotton candy.
I love my trees and my plants. I have someone cutting the grass once a month. Although he came over here the other day, I did not answer the door. He is not due back for three weeks. I will be rude if he does it again.
I do not want to have to do the yard myself; I have no energy for it. If he comes back before three weeks, I am firing him. (He came by three more times, I did not answer the door.) But when he does come back, the yard is ready, and I will have forty to pay him. R.H. and I, split the cost. Once a month.
“He came back I asked him why he kept coming over here, he said he needed work.” I said, “I told you four weeks. So while he was doing the yard my sister and I went to the store when we got back he was throwing four-foot pieces of my live Plumeria, upfront in the pile. I picked them up, took them to the back cussing, I had a major fit. Later I cut them down to size and re-potted them. They will grow, I do not understand why people do that.
I brought up my book and my website a while ago. I said I could not force myself to work on it. I am not as inspired as once I was. I do not know how to get back. It seems like the past is in the history and I am right here, right now, on the outside looking into the past of me, that I wish was present.
I would be excited to work on the writings and Publish them as I went on and on. I still have so many, but I am stuck. These writings are in the present, even though I wrote them in the past. I am still at a standstill. So what must I do? That is the question.
About “Someone Said,”
What a name, first name to pop up. August 20, 2017, I wonder why I made it private. I think it is because I knew I would not do it right away. Today is Twelve Years since my first sign of Narrow Angle Glaucoma. I suffered horrible all Richard could do sit in the darkroom with me while I was in severe pain, blindness, 99 times. I was not diagnosed for four years. Pretty pathetic.
By The Grace of God, I can still see. Although they took a test, I am blind at night, but I already knew that. I cannot see my black trash can at night. ” I know, I am going to get a neon light sticker so I can see my trash can at night.” My Eye Dr. told me the cataracts are ready to be taken out. So on the 18th of September, I will have the first surgery on the right eye, and then on October 2 the left eye. Wonderful. She said the narrow angles of glaucoma would have a little room, when she does whatever, it is, that she is going to do. I am not watching a video about it.
This is the day I started writing 2005 writings to my husband of my youth. We parted ways last July 2016. It took him 21 years to ask me if I have ever been in love, I laughed, and said, “yes with my illusion.” He had no more reasons to see me in any way shape or form. Even though we have three grown adult children and going on 17 grandchildren, one in heaven. We are severed! We have been since the day of our Divorce.
A note:
It is September 18, 2017, I worried so much about my Son and driving into two Hurricanes from here to Miami to Connecticut and all the surrounding areas, then back to Miami before the Hurricane. Then driving to all the flooding in Houston, Pasadena Hello! Then back to Pennsylvania, then to Miami to fix the car $80 worth, headed straight for Florida’s Hurricane, then back to the Valley. He got home safe. I will have my first cataract removed on the 2nd of October. I have a fear of it.
August 24, 2017, It was time, to cease all communication. Boy, that did it, and a nine-hour conversation about the truth. That I thoroughly realized on that eventful night, he asked me that one question. “We were’ just friends we were never together again he came around because our children and grandchildren were here.”
August 30, 2017, The devastation of this monster hurricane is devastating. My Son is driving right into it, From Dania Beach Florida through Miami, Houston bound, as far as he can go to Deer Park and Pasadena for drop off of supplies, I am so worried. He left yesterday, and he is almost to Texas.
I am worried about everything right now. I dreamed my first love last night, and it is so weird how after forty-one years, I felt him in my presence, the way I did, back in my youth. I made myself forget the dream and the feeling.
I decided to put these short notes on here together because I need to Publish something. My relay and battery are out. Hopefully, my Son will fix it before he leaves again. He did fix it.
Sorry but I am sick of what is going on in The World. Seriously how can you detach from the catastrophic episodes going on daily? Oh My God. So I am going to take some advice from Faery Guidance 222 and take a week off from all the worrying I am doing. I am going to leave the fear of my upcoming surgeries on my eyes behind because it is stressful. They might take my Medicaid away, so I have to have the operations. How will I get my medicine for my eyes that I have to put in for the rest of my life? If they take the Medicaid away. Hello! I am not going to watch the news.
September 29, 2017, I read it all again, and I feel I need to Publish. I am having surgery on my right eye on Monday. I have all the necessary registrations and Dr. appointments, and exams and flu shot out of the way, I have to change so many things, I am less fearful about the surgery. Because I read about the effects of Cataracts, you can go blind with Cataracts also, and I have been experiencing several of them. That is why I stopped working on my writings. I think that is a good reason.
My car is broke down again, a more severe problem. Son leaves tomorrow to Alabama, then further up. My twin sister is coming to my rescue. She is taking me to Surgery, and she will be with me until the Anesthesia wears off and for a couple of days after.
Last time my eye got dilated I went blind for six days. Every Surgery is a major surgery. Have to do what I got to do.
My Dad wants to see us. I asked if I could travel after the surgery, she said I need to go back the next day, she said no. She did not say anything about the days after, but I do not feel after all these years of suffering from my eyes that I dare go an hour and a half away to return the same day. It is too much. My sister’s husband stays with Richard when we go. I can not transport Richard away from home anymore. Just to Dr.’s appointments, not trips.
I have to say I talked to my oldest daughter yesterday and she brought up her Dad. She says, maybe I should not tell you I said, yes I want to hear. He is going back 36 years saying that I was his one true love.
He has been married to her for 21 years. He is wasting his time even talking about me. It was too late the day he married her three months after our Divorce. I am telling you right now you were never my one true love.
This is a long gibberish kind of publication but it is all I have done. I am doing alright, my Dr. is a Great Specialist and I have to trust her and her team that will be working on my eye tomorrow. Thurmond Eye Associates Deborah Alexander has been my Eye Specialist since 2010. October 1, 2017
