My source of realization has not realized itself yet
a few more hours, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been accomplished, but not excerpted. I need instruction from Spirit, to move things along because I am in a rut of sorts.
My heart knows the truth. My source of realization has not realized itself yet. I am preparing if I have to, to do it all alone. I will be Okay.
I wished upon, The Supreme Beam from heaven above, and God’s lights showed down, and lit the fire of my heart. In awe, the stumbling blocks were’ tumbling down, and the road became straight, and narrow.
The seed was sown, and the wealth of Spirit has been captured in writing. To show the transfiguration from sin to freedom from sin. The protection to the Highest. Contrary to my losses. In The Promise, I reached Christ, The Transition to Exhortation. December 30, 1996
True Reality, Well Lord, Help me, guide me, light the eye that is yours in my heart. Reality finds it’s way into being: truth, faithfulness, the reality through and through, and round about. Life is through Jesus Christ. True Reality is the Presence of God. 96′
Showed me, my soul and it’s contents the promises have been ignited. I believe in your magnificent powers of The Universe. It is not make believe what I have been through. You taught me about faith, the true meaning came from up above. 1996′ Wendy Yvette Greenwell
It is, “In The Presence of Spirit,” actual accounts of inside peace with Christ
actual accounts of inside peace with Christ. You can hear it in the writings. At least I wrote while going through the transitions. I hope I can write again. I am purging, get a feel for this new life, I am under protection, better safe than sorry.
No one cares, my plight, my battle, well, it is my job, and I did it. The worst part is over. Do we have some start? Inspirational or do I keep them between you God and I. Your the only one who knows, all this stuff. This incredible journey, I have been through.
I have gotten the three-dimensional view, inside, outside, roundabout. I am so glad you want to read the writings, it means so much to God and I. Your eyes will be the first to read, if it is to be only You Me, and God, I am satisfied, but I feel God has something else, in the plan, will see.
Oh, I pray that I may write like that again. At least, you know I am still writing, otherwise to me, “I feel the Spirit was guiding me, and I was inside.” It is like a death experience. “I wrote while I mediated with God or should I say, God, mediated with me.” Once again, I am honored that you want to read my writings through the Spirit, and the in-between.
Scriptures I am sending, go with the absorption, of the oneness of Christ’s Ever Presence. Which do make these writings, sacred to God, Me, and You, and the World, that does not even know about it. Oh well, first things first. November 23, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
2001 will be a fast year, my, “In Presence of Spirit,” is being read. We are one in Spirit, so I take nothing from you, Jesus Christ, because we entwined in Spirit, in the writings. We know this is to be true in our hearts and verified through, “The Scriptures.” “Course in Miracles,” “Super Beings,” John Randolph Price, Oswald Chambers, “My Utmost for His Highest.” A few others.
All the letters, I sent out, and all the letters I kept. For what? To verify, to edify the omnipresent words, and inspiration from Jesus Christ with love. Even in my weakness.
I stand and ask the Lord,
Make thy path open for all to come home to Father God, Father Son, Father of The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Let them walk into Your Healing Hands.
Cleanse them of the lie.
Cloth them with the understanding of Your Universal Words, and Presence. If it were’ not for You Jesus Christ, and Your Calling for me to complete this incredible piece of work, I would still be searching.
Dorrance is reading it.
After all that it took to get me, five years away from him. No one would give me the time of day. But anyway, I continued in my quest to complete 1996, 97, 98, 99, 2000 writings. I guess I might be writing in the future. <impressive prediction> At the Arroyo. December 29, 2015
My Book is Out
My Book is out, and they will read it, that is their job. Accept or deny. I place this in Jesus Christ’s hands; The Spirit will guide whoever reads it. Heal the World through Jesus Christ Presence. December 31, 2000
Last day of the Year
Last day of the Year, Two Thousand. Wow so much has happened in five years since the “last fight,” with me. So many people are hurting. Still going through all the stuff, I wrote about. I know there is a way to stop the madness. My family, my children and I, now 18, 16, 15 tomorrow, My New Years baby she is not a baby anymore, are concerned. Happy New Year 2001 December 31, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Question from him, “What is in it for me?” “What do I get out of it?
I wrote a masterpiece, and I am going to share it with the World. March 28, 2000, What is the message? My cousin by marriage asked, having read some pages, not sure, how many? Only Jesus knows and him. Talked over Total Immersion. Needed to understand, to be given the gifts, that are granted through, “The Unveiling of The Christ Within.”
To me, the message is self-explanatory.
Even though I am in life’s collision stages, I have to complete and submit so that I can go on with my life. It is done, I need not write anymore.
Question from him, “What is in it for me?” “What do I get out of it? You said, “you could tell when I was writing, and when Spirit guided through the writings.” Statements of truth, not my truths. The answers that are given in, Total Salvation, Baptism, Total Immersion, Deliverance.
The Sweet Redemption through Christ Jesus from God. It can be achieved for every individual, to find the kingdom of heaven, is within. Where dwells Our Christ Jesus in the Infinite Glory. It is the gift, everything follows after. July 1, 2000
Writings from my heart
“In Presence of Spirit,” A Journey from darkness to the light. A song, praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem, to you with love Wendy September 25, 2000
Last Draft
I completed the last draft of, “In Presence of Spirit.” to date 1996 is done, all I have is 1997, the rest later. Order, first things first. October 25, 2000
I am in the midst of destruction again. I am tired still. The plague has consumed me to the point of desperation. I have to make this stand now, for all concerned.
Lord make thy path shown, please. I Love You in the midst of the abominations of desolation, yet again. I am jumping, all I can do right now. Signed this day November 20, 2000
Is it to be Published by Dorrance?
Will see the unveiling of God’s Plan. It is with The Holy Spirit, Dedicated to The Holy Spirit, in the Spirit. We are the ones to heal the World through Jesus Christ.
What to do? Everything? It has to all come together. It will come to the point of no return, soon. Everything will be available because we will overcome this evil obstacle. That cannot win over, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Sent from God The Father of All. November 27, 2000
Simple Prayer
Lord help bring my children out of danger. Lead us into thy kingdom, from darkness to light, through You. Help Lord. December 14, 2000 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I am the writer, so I accept all of it as my truths.
I have short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul
I am not going to Preach to you, I promise. But I would like to talk to you. I do not know what to say. I can tell you what I am doing. I am finishing off what I call a manuscript. I am one day away from printing it out. I am going to send it to an Editor in Pennsylvania, Dorrance Publications only because, I do not need credentials.
I have been working on it for a lifetime
But actual proof four and a half years, since my abandonment. One writing first writing, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988. Then eight years later, well over a hundred short and long significant accounts of peace inside the inner chamber of my soul.
I was blessed to write, not for greed, for love, to find, Our Christ again.
I feel like I have lost him, and I am in the dredge of life’s difficulties, every day. I know the completion of this, is going to finally verify, that it is actual evidence, that there is Jesus Christ, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrows.
No one believes I have something. So I have continued on and kept my mouth shut. I could never speak anyway, what I wrote, and I can not write anymore.
I caught something that I have to share, not to be, kept secret.
I used to be able to write in the Spirit. I did not have to think about what to say. Everyone I sent letters to, probably thought I was crazy. It is Okay.
I was moved to write some spontaneous writings,
and I sent them. I shocked them all, I never heard back. Who did I give it to, God? You know why? I could not feel the pain of it. Ouch, give the pain to God.
Detach from emotional pain. Because it hurts, and you cannot do one thing about it. The only way to get rid of it is to give it to God. Here, clear me up Lord, piece by piece. Clean the cobwebs of my total life experience and circumstance.
Show me, Your Way, into the clearing, so the negative can be replaced, with the positive flow of energy, that You provide through Your Presence.
Come unto me, Lord. I need You. I Love You. I adore You,
I guess I got into it. I want you to know, if you are in pain with everything, Jesus will relieve you, and give peace to your soul.
I have lost my courage, but we all, are going to triumph over these difficulties. We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ, it is the only way to overcome. If you think I am insane, so be it. I have to complete this, and send it and hear back from, another view got to have it. June 22, 2000, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
My six out of six days of work will be completed. Friday drive to the Valley, Saturday left at 8:00 a.m. got back to San Antonio at 12:30 pm. Left for work at 2:30 pm, got there at three to eleven shift. I go on about the schedule. My ex-husband gave me back my children on January 16, 1998. They bought a New Mobile Home, and put it on a lot in Converse, Texas. I took over total responsibility for my three teenagers, after being away from them since December 29, 1995.
49 and a half hours, 6 hours driving, 204 miles, driving too, and from work. 204 minutes of driving, Hill Country Paradise.
I had three days off last week.
I worked on the writings; it felt so good; I think I am still being moved to manuscript it in its entirety. The earnest desire for the more significant, A Publisher, Editor, Lawyer, Doctors, will fall out of the sky. Most important for completion is a Computer, Printer, Windows 95, Word, Script, and some money so that I can work to end, promptly.
If I have the resources, I can complete, “In Presence of Spirit.” Twenty-eight months of writings, from the depth of my soul to you with love.
“We are one in the Spirit, and One in the Lord.”
Listen to the still small voice, and you will hear the direction into your inner chamber. Where dwells thou Christ, from and through The Holy Spirit’s, redemption of yours, mine, and our souls.
To the clearing of the cobwebs. From sin to forgiveness; in turn, opens our soul to the truth, from within, our most inward being.
In Christ, we rest, from all obstructions.
The heart focuses clarity on every situation. The Holy Comforter is releasing all the fears, worries, and anxieties, at the door of the altar. Healing has begun, and the truth shall set you free.
Rest in the Lord’s every word. He is Our Comfort; He is Our Guide, He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. He is The Life, The Light. He is Understanding. He is The Truth. He is The Resurrection to Life Eternal. In Him, Through Him, Round About Him.
I need to do this: “Rest in The Lord’s Every Word. You are Our Comfort. You are Our Guide. You are Omnipotent and Omnipresent in Infinite Magnificent Form. You are The Life. You are The Light. You are Understanding. You are The Truth. You are The Resurrection to Life Eternal, In You, Through You, Roundabout You.”
You are God Our Savior, sparking the personal perseverance.
To take the Realm and eradicate the negative in doom. Man’s way is wrong. God’s way is Eternal, healing in the here and now.
To Make Mass Regeneration from destruction to the Truth. In Love, Compassion, Courage, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom, Gifts: Patience, Guidance, Protection, in and through the Love of Christ.
Guided to the clear realization: my way hurts, Jesus Christ’s way heals, to the most magnificent capture of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “I believe Christ Jesus Blessed, The World,” in these writings, through revelations from, The Highest.
The understanding was captured,
protected, shared, shunned, but my heart did not fail from clarity of the understanding of God’s Kingdom in each and every Nation, entire, Global Wide World.
So this is my gift to you. I came into the world with nothing. I leave this world with nothing, but In Christ Jesus, I Am, and I, and the Spirit of the Lord have all these writing to say: Only through the (my) Total Immersion of Baptism, Salvation was acquired. In access opening your (my) soul to the Christ within, from the last fight to the regeneration of our souls. March 12, 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 1, 2015 I cannot change the words. It was written many moons ago. I need to Publish it now.
“I am there if you need me, but I will not come to you.”
We are all searching for the answers
I will give if you ask, but I will not reach out, even knowing dramatic conditions. (I did not ask for help.) It is Okay, We survived. I sat many nights on my roof, many a night, writing future events. Souring, finding, searching for the answers, not just for myself but for mankind.
My insights are man’s secrets. The wherefore art thou on Women is long suffered. Women know that even if she is blinded by darkness. That she is Caregiver to many.
Dear Sweet afflicted Children of God. It is not God’s fault. This deterioration of Family is Man’s fault. He has exhausted, controlled, raped us of all our dignity, and left us for dead.
We have been beaten down, put down, slammed down for too long. We are not supposed to be under thumb. We are the Caregivers.
We need to join together. Truth is an opening to The Heavens. We are all searching for the answers. February 8, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
To see it beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed
we need to put away old things. This means we are one with God and behold all things become new, “In Christ Jesus.”
Everyone needs to stop looking outside of themselves, for the answers. The answers lie with no end. Inside your hearts and guess what, our hearts will overflow, with a burst of fourth of July lights. It hurts like hell, but the end will be justified, and then all will be free in Christ Jesus, infinite World with no end.
Who are we to judge each other? You have been faithful to your wife, too long, it is time for a change. Pain while being abused. Verbally, emotionally, physically at times, spiritually, mentally.
They induce fear. They vomit their unworthiness on us and force us to wallow in their misery. Thinking it is our own. When in fact it is not. We lose ourselves completely. Everything is for, for, for, no help, demands, criticism. We take it upon ourselves to the point, past exhaustion.
We are instinctual beings. To see beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed. Thank You, Lord. Everyone has his purpose. Man is not willing to give up his reign. He thinks he is above God. My God is more. February 12, 1996, W.Y.L
