The Beginning of The End of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” Each and everyone, of “My Conversations with the Lord,” is mine, To Share, and Share I Must Do.
In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit, I Pray, for World Healing, In and Through, The Love of God The Father, God The Son, and God The Holy Spirit, of You, Jesus Christ. In One, “With The Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.” With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The Only One, who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain, right out of me, and gave me, all my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with You, where I want to be. no date Wendy Yvette Greenwell
So accessing, a surprise divorce attack, on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need, to write a note to you, regarding your answer, about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not, The Woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders, do not understand, why these women, have lost themselves, to jealousy, possessiveness, out of control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what?
The woman takes care of the man’s every need; feedings, not feelings, cleaning, do this, do that, get, this, get that, don’t do this, don’t do that, lecturing of bull dung and submitting ourselves, to their, every whim, their nights out, and all our, nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work, cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, the drinking days, become more frequent. The man gets less cared for, because the wife, is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call, twenty-four hours a day. Who, does not know, that?
The woman is exhausted! The days, cycle to weeks, weeks to months, months to years. Baby two, once again days weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, Gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months, after my son, was born.
Even, if the woman, is not working out of the home.
She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own, to do the daily devotional, and then nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, hearing the same stories, while wife gets over neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey, to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant, over the woman, intimidated, isolated, controlled, acts of violence, called ugly disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles, close ourselves off to relief, and we feel and are bound, in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, verbal anguish.
Our Spirit of Life has hit, the darkened corners of, Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “Narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, Our Once Beloved, has been loving someone else while abusing Us.
I am speaking for Women, in the World, who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity, that has turned to crap.
All of Us Will Overcome, Through The Blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies Justification, In Him, Through Him, Round About Him. From God Through Christ Jesus, To Us. Total Salvation, In The Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the Judge Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings, my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house, a couple of months. I refused to say, I did not want, A Divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me, and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding, of the wherefore art thous, on these critical issues, and will publish a book, for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her, did not hear back.
He took me to Child Support Court, two months, before he gave me back, all three of my Children, January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support, to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till, October 1999, for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three Teenagers, oh and credit me, what I had paid, and what they said I owed, they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, fourteen, got them back twelve, fourteen and sixteen. So now all these years later, The second Mrs. of the husband of my youth, tells me on the phone, that My only and ever Husband, is not the Father, of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grand-babies births or for that matter anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, second girl. Yes, I did not want him, to go to jail, for his outstanding Child Support bill, so I wrote a note to the Attorney General and said I want to take it off, but it was only because everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids two years, 0 to ten, twelve and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, sixteen, to date, To mention I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014, Seriously I cannot force myself to fix this one, and Publish it, the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, as is, for now. It is the hardest one. oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014, It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
Matthew 6:2 For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.
To You Who Is About To Read My Writings
Matthew 6:13, 14, Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
14. Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.
Matthew 7:7, 8, Ask, and it shall be given you, seek and ye shall find knock, and the door opens.
Matthew 9:12, 13, They that be whole need a physician, but they that are sick. 13. But go ye and learn what that meaneth. I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 10:26, Fear them not, therefore; for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall be known.
Matthew 10:27, What I tell you in the darkness that speaketh ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetop. (King James Version) August 20, 2008
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings. May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way. It is, such “A Personal Journey,” that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel. I am giving them to people. Who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving sharing it with you,
who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published. I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey, From Darkness, To The Light,” in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is, “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years.
For it to come, out of me, creative joy, that is, but once it did. I had such relief, from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted, To Share, With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart,
With all my soul, with all my mind, that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is the writer, through me, and with me, because I can not write, without him. I also would like for you to know, that I asked, know ones, advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked, no ones, permission.
Through all, adversity,
Through all, the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait. I have cherished these, “Special Conversations,” I have with the Lord,” and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal. August 25, 2008
Before I wrote this. I had my worst, glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them, The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert, it in the book. But now, is a different story. I have fifty three writings on my blog.
The only way these writings, can help wounded hearts, is to be shared. That is what I am doing, with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have Published 328 with Pictures it makes it 656. Not bad huh. Thank You Jesus Christ, for The Presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank You for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
ageless at times but fascinating. The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.
Prayer can reach the heavens, and, evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all, are here, for a short time. We have ourselves, to offer, in service, for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What You, have given me, my love, my life, to fulfill the plan, you have made, for every person, on this planet, We Call Earth.
Life is but a dream.
The trials and tribulations, we face, are human-made. To fulfill, Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray and, give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.
God’s Plan is Everlasting Life.
Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, too fast at times, and to believe that, Our Lord Jesus Christ, died for, Our Salvation. He died so we may live eternal if We Submit Ourselves to God.
So many people are suffering,
In all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it.Oh, so many destructive patterns, man has made, for himself. God, did not make these, unfortunate circumstances. The man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “oh ye of little faith.”
We all lose our faith, at the drop of a pin, but the Lord, is there, to pick us right up and, love us no matter what. We can repent our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it, directly: To The Lord in Jesus’ name.
What a joy to know,
We can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide, by the words, from, The Prophets, from God. Everything, The People of, The World should know, what is right and, “true,” is in the Bible.
Our Eternal Lives are at hand.
Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, To God and, He will take care, of every one of us. There is too much ugliness in, The World, so let us raise our hearts and, minds. Up to the heavens and, bring back, the truly beautiful aspects, of life. Therefore, making us, open souls, to rise to heaven, when God, is ready, for us. Let us, not wait, much longer.
Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands. April 1988 Wendy Yvette Lyke, Wendy Yvette Greenwell,
This is, “In Presence of Spirit,“ the first writing saved me, for this, I am thankful for all of the writing extensions of, “In Presence of Spirit. “Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit, in all the writings, from beginning to end.
