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I PLACE THE MATTER IN YOUR HANDS

I am the author of, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversation with the Lord,”

I Place The Matter In Your Hands

The name changed many times. The whole incredible trip from beyond the dead to life, “In Christ,” is so awesome. I have to share. Whether or not, you are ready. It is finally ready, to be let free.

Now is the time, then was not the time. I had a lot more writing to do. The last hours of the close of this, My testimony of Jesus Christ. I will read yours, whoever you might be.

    Dear Jesus Christ, I am coming to You at the end of this journey, with you in writing. I figure this is, Your designated time for me, to complete the scripts that in the book.

    As stated: I have to look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ, has given me. For whoever will ever, read this work of wordy expressions of love. Through the Spirit, of the oneness of hope and faith. There is a better today, for all concerned.

    For Everyone In Heart, Soul Revelation, through Christ Jesus, Who Strengthens The Congregation, Through You, In You, With You, Round About The Glory of You, Jesus Christ in Your World Awakening.

    “I Love You, Jesus Christ.” I Miss You. I Have To Share You, To The World, In Your Hands. I Place The Matter of Fact, In Your Hands.” Crisis Center, people needing help, now. No time to wait. forever and a day, and that day never comes.

    Oh, I have waited so long, for this day to finally come. It is at my gate. I know my boldness, will peek through, and the doors will start swinging open. Oh Lord Have Mercy On Us. November 26, 2008 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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NO COVER UP FOR MY ABUSED SELF

You know I have felt, over the years,

Only In The Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father

since I started writing the book, at the beginning of 1996,

Who am I, to write what I have, and who cares, in the World. What I have done. But all the while, time and time again. It was my journey, from the darkness of my soul, to bring light to my soul. For the loss of my life, and my love.

Through my writings,

    It lifts me out of darkness, into a state of grace, Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried, my pain was ugly. My pain was in my face. When I left, I was in shock.

    I searched deep into myself, all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying, mourning, the things I put up with, the emotional roller coaster of the negative, that had consumed our lives.

    I had no cover-up, for my abused self, from him and me, for losing me, to the lie. Because that is all, it was. I once said, “that if this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well you know, the only thing we lost, was the fight.

My straightforward being, is a constant, in the writings.

    Only in the Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, that made my experience, A Gift, Not A Curse.

    A Gift, To Mankind, for The Remission of The World’s Sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul. To Induce, The Omnipresence, of every prayer for humankind. To open up the kingdom of heaven within, each one of us.

    Oh please, Who am I? No one of myself, pick me apart. The Lord through me, gave me, His Holy Spirit. “To Perpetuate An On-Going Dialogue With Him, “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up. All summed up for me alone? No! not for a second.

It is made, “In Presence of Spirit,” for His Purpose, to stay with me, until the end of time, and forever.

    Now, this is the only forever, and I can only imagine. It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not retarded. I stayed unmarried, and he is married all but three months of the fourteen years. Our kids are Adults; his kids are in the first grade, and kinder. Now he is staying, making it right.
    His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me, for some strange reason. The reasons that have come to pass.
    I survived every obstacle to come to complete for me, mine and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit.” To be shared. A must of my desire and my quest.
I can not in my mortality, state it any different.
     I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this, repeat, “but what oneself is, To You Dear Lord.” He gave me my heart, and my soul back. “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original Writing.”
    I thought long and hard about that, the first piece of my heart, that he gave me eyes’ to see, to write it. “In Presence of Spirit,” and then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me. Not just my negative, but everyone. Take it any way you want it.
    I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one, that is going to open, that door. Hey! What? the door has been opened, and no one dared, to come into, “Wendy’s, In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better.
I love it, he gave me meaning before, during, after, my misery.

    In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand, and guided me out of darkness, into the light of, His Ever Presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of Glory. Silent, I must not be anymore. Too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, and if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak, at that time, so be it. With one heart to heal. October 27, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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MOST ARE IN MY STATE OF BEING

As I walked through the doors of the shelter,

Writings In Secret Forever or Not

I thought, “how safe, courteous understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the Women and Children, who walk through those doors.

    As breakfast started Moms were’ preparing the meal for the Children hurt, battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young.

    I observe mostly children five and younger. The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting.

    Realizing all these Women and Children had just gotten out of the “Last Fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

    The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of Our Unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s trauma’s, affect the balance of the truth.

    Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

No man is better; My God is the oceans,

    Are the mountains, are the trees, plants, tropical forests. The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not minded power, it is heart power, compassion. Thank You, Lord, you always knew I wanted, to write.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

    Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank You, Lord.

    We all get our ancestor’s vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.  Christ sent from and through God.

    Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as Our Savior. He is Our Source. He is, The highest. He is Omnipotent, and Omnipresent, In Infinite, Magnificent Form.

    My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You. My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

Safe Haven’s Community Services:

    People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

    Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

     Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master.

    Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

    I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

    “We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

    God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk.

    I see a beautiful vision. It is from God. Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away. No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not. January 29, 1996 Wendy Yvette Lyke

© 1996-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

I KNOW IN MY HEART

I know in my heart,

I Know In My Heart We Are Going To Have A Safe Haven
we are going to have a “Safe Haven for the transitional year,” in every City, where Women are having their, “Last Fight.” It has been going on for Centuries. We are going to throw the abuse away, and bring back the beautiful aspects of life, for our sisters, families, neighbors.

   

    For Centuries, Women have been mistreated, been there, done it, more than we know. Now we know we are not alone. Everyone in their way has prayed for a way out. I have been living lifetimes in a day, the cleansing of heart and soul.

    No one got here by themselves! So we should share our recovery from the deterioration of what is most important for our Families! Save the Women. Save the Children, Stop the cycle of abuse.

    We need to help regenerate, Our God-Given Rights, “Reach out and touch somebody’s hand, make this World a better place if we can.”

    We Can! Our way has been shown. Not for greed, but for compassion, understanding, help in gaining knowledge.

    The process is harder, if you are on your own, by that time you are so hurt, you just do not have any fight left. I have been fortunate in the first two and a half months, I went to sixty Al-anon meetings. 

    When are we going to get up, and use our knowledge for the multitudes, as Christ did, and is doing through all the people, that have been afflicted through misunderstanding? January 21, 1996 Wendy Yvette Lyke @at the time

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GROWTH

In all my years of putting up with afflictions.

Ocean round about
Show Me Your Way

I would never have come to my ultimate conclusion. I am like a lost sheep, that does not have anywhere to go. I am in a strange land of opportunities, but I feel all alone.

    Please help me, Jesus, in your blood, spread all over this world, and let us take action. For the wages of sin, have come to their conclusion, and why should the innocent suffer, without cause. I wish not death on this man that has judged me, but peace, to the Earth.

You have taught me immeasurable lessons,

and You alone walked me through the fire. I have no fight left. Oh, Jesus, I am scared, please bring The Comforter down, and rest with me, while I grow in knowledge, wisdom, communication, compassion, understanding, patience.

    Lord, You put many words, in my vocabulary, I Thank You. Lord keep near our children, You are the only one they can trust, hear them, Lord, each time they speak, for I know their pain. Lord I have to say this, God bless him and her for they lack in knowledge, justification will come in your time, not mine.
    The pain is here, but I lift, as best I can, My pain, for it hurts to wait so long, over something, I have no control.

Lord, I know you have not forsaken me, but what must I do now?

    Where shall I go to rest? Who do I talk to? Who is it that should tell me where to stay next? I feel I have no, anything left. Am I to blame for all this mess?
    My Father said,” you are not a messenger of God.” I say, “Everyone is a messenger of God. We all need to find God this generation, for it is up, not the end of time, but the beginning of eternity.”

Our lives are muddled in all the generational garbage,

that man and his ancestors have kept alive of greed, materialism, wants not needs, everyone is affected.

I need to write to the afflicted; I am not alone.

    I have to fight for God’s truth, in God’s time. “In the name of The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit, as it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.” Thanks be to God The Father, God the Son and God the Holy Ghost.

I have nowhere to hide.

    Show me Your Way. Show me through, Your Eyes. Show me through, Your Guidance. Show me through, Your Courage, understanding, wisdom, fortitude, acceptance, patience.  The Oneness of Eternity Which You Possess.

    Bring Your Word Alive, through me. Let me be diligent, in receipt of Your Gift to me and let’s together, Proclaim The Prosperity of Soul, Life Through, Jesus Christ Our Savior. March 4, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

© 1996-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

IT DOES NOT MATTER

It does matter, how I read it.

It Will Be Accessible When Called Upon

It will be accessible when called upon.

Thanks for waking me up from my coma, “not literally.”

     I knew I was going to be by water this winter. Oh, ye of little understanding. Grow in the Word, and you will be clarifying God’s Most Wonderful Gift.

    We hear, but we have to get ourselves ready. We have to project our Spirits together for power.

    The enemy is all around us, waiting to take another piece, you need to cleanse, let us go, we have work to do.

    Our Families are affected, and they need us to grab them out of the fire and into the light. January 30, 1996, Wendy Yvette Lyke

© 1996-2024 inpresenceofspirit.com by Wendy Yvette Greenwell

TO YOU AGAIN

Hi, It is me, the author of “In Presence of Spirit.”

My first Moon Photo without a flash
Thank You For Reading My Writings

Can you believe one writing, has such an impact on my life, that I had to give it to you now? I could not wait another second. That was on August 31, 2012.

Now it is November 29, 2012; it has always been a special day for me since I was sixteen because it is the birthday of my first love. Then years later, one of my grandsons, birthday.

 It was before I gave up on myself,

and gave someone power over the outcome, of my overall existence. It was before the pain and the loss of my innocence. Going from good to a disgrace to God.

    Going from not knowing, I had a choice, to someone making that choice, their mission. So I have suffered because I let someone else decide. I gave someone else, control over my decision.

    I got caught up, on a web, of someone else’s, secrets, which caused me to have a complete breakdown.

    If I had given up the secret, things would have been different. I kept it for eighteen years. It was eighteen years to the second too late. Since then it has been seventeen years. So we are looking at a total of thirty-four years.

 I do not know anything about blogging.

    I have not looked at anyone’s blogs. I needed to share, “Show Them The Way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion” and, “In Presence of Spirit.” I got carried away. Right now, I have seven thousand, two hundred forty-five views — sixty-seven writings.
    Thank you for reading my writings. It is at the point if I want to share, I have to update to be read. I am sick with a bad cold, and I am sad, about the conditions in the World.

I have shared, extremely personal,

    The Letters, to the Lord, sharing with anyone who wanted to read them. As private, in spirit, as you can get. His Presence is established in the writings. I Can, Say That. I Can Write It. I Can, Publish It. I Can Share It. I have.
    The Prayers have been in the Heavens, since the day, I wrote them. Each one is special, entire of itself.
    Now you have reinforced it, by reading my writings. Documented: four thousand, five hundred sixty-nine, page views, for November 29, 2012. Awesome! I thought last month was good, it doubled.
    I read in ” A Course in Miracles,” That if ” one thousand people have open minds, then one thousand others will open their minds” and the chain reaction will activate the ritual cleansing, to more thousands, of open minds.
I know, when you read my writings,
    It is like, I am speaking directly to you. Well, first it was for me to write it.  By writing it, I was sharing it, at the same time. Like on earth,  in heaven at the same time. Which makes it omnipresent.
    It is unusual, to read in the I, of oneself. I know, who do I think I am. I am not, The Holy Spirit, is with me, and through me, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Holy Spirit, indwelling me, and you at the same time.

    Let me put it this way. Your mind might not understand, but your inner being, knows exactly, what is written.

    It always calm’s me, when I work on them, even now, when I read them, it is still, like the first time, when I wrote them.

    I knew, when the time, was right, I would re-open my blog. My Writings, Published for all to read, right here, right now, no matter, when I wrote them.
I call that, Only Through, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ.

    No way, no how, could I do, all this, by myself. No! The Lord, Shared, The Holy Spirit’s Presence with me, and I studied hard, and I asked The Lord, to sup with me, each time, we had, Our Conversations In Spirit To Spirit, Communication.

    I write this to you right here, right now because, I am at the point where. I can not force myself, to put any more of my writings on, except for this last one, on the internet, and it is going to be hard to push that button. Ha!

    Anyway, I have run out, of words. I will update the same writings, once a day, for December 2012, and then we will see what I am supposed to do. God Bless The World; In Jesus Christ name, I have forwarded, now I really am going to wait. Wendy November 29, 2012

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I’M THINKING

I am thinking!

It is so beautiful
From Darkness To The Light

I do not know, what I am going to do? Then I thought, I do know what I am going to do. I was contradicting my old negative self, confident self — the I of me, on this side, and that side, here and there, within, and without, in Spirit, in the flesh.

      As you can see the flesh came in first, but In Spirit, is where I forever want to be, with You, who sent me, to show you the way, out of the darkness. Into the light of, the presence in spirit, through, my writings with the Lord. Who made this happen.

     Dialogue with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in writing to you, every one of you, that will look, and find, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, clearing the misconceptions of our existence.

    The circumstances, where it came from, stop it in the blood of Jesus Christ. Let the healing begin, the ritual cleansing, in each, and everyone that will find, You Jesus Christ. In the core of their existence. In their being in their heart, mind, and soul. The I of you, and me, and every person that ever was, that is, and will ever be.

    From darkness to the light of, Jesus Christ World Awakening, In each one of your souls, your sin is forgiven in the blood of Jesus Christ. His life, His Ministry, His Death, His Resurrection to Life Eternal.

     Made this possible, for you and me now, and now forever, for them that past, and did not find Him. No one person is left out. God would not have it so.

    I come in peace. I come in steadfast love, that I have given to you and me. In the light of, “In Presence of Spirit,” in me for each, and everyone, once again, that ever

   :was to date: September 8, 2010, everyone who is now, and everyone who will ever be, from this day forward. Wendy Yvette Greenwell

    Statements of truth, I could not keep to myself. I refuse to be embarrassed. A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem, To You With Love Wendy. God Bless Eternity!

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