I felt I had no other choice. I was in pieces, and I could not do more. Oh Lord forgive me. I should have been stronger but, I was weak as weak, could be. The writings, came at the right time, the right place, the right minute.
I was crazy. I should have been in a psych ward but, You picked me up, wiped me off, and gave me the words of inspiration, in the rest of, “In Presence of Spirit,” “The Extensions.”
You gave me, a heart to feel. Eyes to see.
You gave me understanding, courage, faith, patience. You gave me, resources of heart and soul. To hear, Your small voice, speaking to me, in the quiet, solitude, in my inner being.
Forgive me, for not portraying, a Godly woman, in Christ, I am. But no one has known, the depths, of my soul but, You Dear Lord. This is the first of 365 daily entries, “(that I did not do)” (but maybe I have 365 writings, probably more.)
Letter to, My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
I need You, Lord. I need You to cleanse me, Clear the cobwebs. I will work for understanding and wisdom. Guide and direct us, to the next level, of awareness. I Love You Jesus, Wendy December 29, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell October 29, 2014
So Close
Oh, so close, To The, “New Year.” What is going to happen in 2005? What surprises do we have, in store? 2000 plus years. Jesus, Birth, Life, Ministry, Death, Resurrection to Life Eternal.
Oh Lord, do not despise. Forgive me, Lord, my trespasses.
Forgive me, my sins. My inability, to be out, in the World. Where do you want, “In Presence of Spirit.” Lord Jesus? What is it that, we need to do, to give it, it’s rightful place, in History or Victory. Wendy December 29, 2004
I have been sorting, my thoughts, on paper, for many years, but most significant, are the ones after he left.
The road, through the fire of my soul, was a choice I took,
knowing I was a floater, no solid foundation. Because to me, what was the use, it was meaningless trivia, never satisfied, closed up.
Always, had that inner frustrating feeling, of loss, no spirit, and no way to recover it.
Well after he left, I finally felt pain, real pain, but I felt the presence of God, through the entire, transition. I had to let go to save the children, and I saved myself, in the change. The 10, 12, 14, are behaving, out of trouble, in school and financial, needs are met.
The jest, of all this stuff, is incredible.
The Books, in The Bible, I read, and the knowledge, I was able to understand, has opened up, my future, for the better. Even with the negative, by reliving, in mind, the horrible memories, of my life, circumstance.
I have gone, through, “A Spiritual Awakening,” that I have read, many are going through.
I kept dated track. When I went back to the Valley, in April, I was devastated. In one week, I messed up four and a half months, of recovery.
Two weeks passed. I went back to reading, meditating on the words of God. I am working my brain more efficiently. I am retaining. I do not have blocks, and I can run across most memories, and I do not wither, cringe up, and cry. I am living, in the present.
You should read, some of the writings, I have.
If I knew, how to edit, boy we would have something. About the writings. “It came out of me.” Cool.
I love reading Truth, “The Bible.” The positive things that I have written. The getting to the positive, I thought I did not possess. Until, well it always, had potential. I have done excellently. I am feeling better. I do have a future. I will be with my children again. When I am able and positive, roundabout. May 21, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Do not know, exactly, what is going to happen, next. The real passion, is yours, to the unveiling, of my true soul. Who aspires to thee, in heart, strength, of the Truth. I was caught up, in the whirlwind, of experience. From the outer experience, confusion, pain, anguish, isolation from peace, the abominations of the cycle, of spiritual, emotional, physical, mental abuse. The critical accounts, before my demise. May 16, 1997, aspires: direct one’s hopes or ambitions toward achieving something
I am going through the writings again. Fixing them and updating them, for my very own sitemaps. I installed a plugin, and it does the rest. So of course, I am re-reading everything. They all hit home. The home where our hearts are, where the Lord is, to make our darkness bright.
I will not deny,
That I have a Spiritual Connection with Our Father, which art in heaven. God gave us through his Son, Jesus Christ. The Son of God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, The Holy Trinity.
The Lord, is here, in all the pages of, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, each one with their own identity. Being a twin, well, and always being called twin, hello. Then is then, and now is now. One of these days, we are going to get a DNA test to see, which kind of twins we are, too funny huh, we could be just sisters or identical twins.
I tell you, it is weird, with just me, and all my writings.
Just me out here on the Internet, all alone in the great big freeway, to the heavens. Seriously, how can I blurt out, to the whole World, all these writings, that I have written?
I know my writings are not gibberish. They are praises, and prayers, To Our Father in Heaven. They are given me to share. I feel that this is my tithe, seriously, I am sharing my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” because that is precise, what they are.
I have no backup, no one, no how, I am the only one. So it is impossible for me to figure it all out. So In Jesus Christ’s name. Lord I leave, inpresenceofspirit.com in Your amazing hands. I have done the job that you gave me to do.
I poured my heart, and soul out to You Lord.
I gave you my love, admiration because I Truly Felt Your Presence in Spirit, You took that gut-wrenching pain, right out of my soul, and gave me room to breathe, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I Love You, Jesus Christ. Your Holy Spirit ignited the light in my soul, You unwrapped treasures of everlasting peace, in Your Arms of Mercy.
You Opened Up the Windows of Heaven, and Rained Down Heavenly Manna of the Presence in Spirit, through a sinner from darkness to the light.
It is all captured in the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.com,” “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
I remember all the writings.
Sometimes I feel who am I, but I know that it is for, Your Purpose, that I keep, Publishing my conversations with You Lord, to Share, with the World, in Your Presence.
No one, leaving, “In Presence of Spirit,” will forget the essence of Spirit, guiding the journey to full fruition. Every step is a process; it is incredible that the writings of 1996 are so prevalent to what is going on right here, and right now.
I am where I always wanted to be.
Weird now, this is weird, because of me, me, me. Na! I reached out and touched, “In Presence of Spirit,” and it stayed with me, and it gave me peace amid the conditions of everyone who is suffering. I just wanted to do the part that was given to me to do, even though some think impossible.
It is done through Jesus Christ from “God The Father of All Man Kind.” Even in my seeming unworthiness, I am still loved, and given this gift, to share with the World.
I prayed for, The Lord to rescue me, of my inner turmoil of no meaning. He gave me meaning in view, a way to escape for some R and R, “In Presence of Spirit,” exactly what the doctor ordered.
I would not have made it this far, without all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” All to myself for many years. Always knowing, one day, I am going to share my writings. It is going on three years, I have been on the Internet with my blogs and then my Website.
As for my blogs, they are drafted because everything is over here. I do not want to delete them, so there, they sit, precisely the way I left them.
So with all of this, my writings are being read, or looked at. Thank you so much for reading the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.com” God Bless Everyone With the Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in and through, God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit. May you find what you are looking for, in “In Presence of Spirit” Wendy Yvette Greenwell September 19, 2014
and mean, what is Abstract, In the Reality of, the Spiritual Life, In The Presence of Christ Jesus.
I write in the flesh. I also write in Spirit.
Fact, not Fiction, for sure. I have the proof. The proof is in the writings. From darkness to the light. That is shining, through the forgiveness of sins. Through and from Jesus Christ, in the Holiest way possible.
The only way, to the eternal chamber, of our souls, within.
I decided today, That I cannot be so weak when I am firm. I have the means and the way, to fulfill my heart’s quest.
What can, we do? What will, we do? We will know, at the right time, God’s time. In the Heavenly of Heaven, The Christ Spirit, Within Us All, Forever More.
My obsession was not really compulsive.
It was once again, meant to be, a twenty-four letter write. I told you, bold and significant things, throughout the years, of my writing. The proof is where it is, in the letters, as with every word, I have written for my book.
I refuse the negative.
The positive is so full of power, and integrity in sophistication, in its highest degree, To me, “In Presence of Spirit,” is one remarkable journey, from without to within, the panoramic view. May 23, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Abstract: existing in thought or as an idea but not having a physical or concrete existence. Theoretical, conceptual, notional, intellectual, metaphysical, ideal, philosophical, academic. “The Proof is in the writings.” Wendy
Through the revelations, that have been bestowed, to me. “In the name of the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be World without end.”
Lord Jesus Christ, You are the light of the World.
The Universe, The Skies, The Deepest Seas, The Evergreens, and the Forrest’s, You are The Oceans, Mountains, You are, in everything, everyone sees, every day.
Jesus Christ, Bring Your Presence, into all, My Brother’s and Sister’s World Over.
Bless each one with, Your Holy Spirit. Bless each one with, The Presence of Your Spirit, Eternal in You, Jesus Christ.
Thank You for, Your Presence in Spirit, the last fifteen years.
Thank You for each, and every writing. Thank You for, Your Presence in Spirit, on and in, every page, of my writings. Lord Jesus Christ, Bless the Whole Congregations of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Jesus Christ, Bless this day, with the wealth, of Your Spirit, in every person.
Spark the ignition, bring Your word alive, In The Presence of Your Spirit. Bring hope, patience, kindness, The Eternal Truth, To The Light, of Everyone’s Consciousness.
Bring Your Presence in Spirit, down and rest with me, for eternity. I love You, Jesus Christ. I know, You have shared, Your Presence in Spirit, with Me. Now I am sharing, Your Presence in Spirit, with The World. July 10, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I need to say things, I cannot speak. Over the years there was always, the gut pain of lacking, if any breath, of air.
My pain weighed heavy, on my soul.
Closed up, into my hell on earth. I was consumed in the fog, the cloud, the inner, and outer abominations that seemed to have consummated, a life, in ruins.
Everyone is affected. Not just me, and my three children but his. We are the effect, from destruction to a ritual cleansing, which will take place, it is in motion. All the Children, in The World, are affected. Right now, we need, to get back, to the good things, in life. The simple basics. I am endeavoring on an adventure, I have never done. December 2, 1997, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Of what I have done through forgiving the husband of my youth. It is a big deal because it was the first time, anyone had asked me, to pray, with him! What was funny, I had already started writing, before I received his letter. So when he was asking, he was already provided for, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Anyway, I was reading, “A Course in Miracles, ” and it said, I need to pick the person, that has hurt me the most, and forgive them. Thus, the husband of my youth.
Then all of a sudden, I wrote beautiful prayers, “In Presence of Spirit,” with him. Even though we have been apart, for ten years, Chris has no idea, the depth, of my forgiveness, and openness. For others to find forgiveness, in their hearts. For their millions of husbands, like him. I always knew he was not my forever and a day. He got to meet me in a whole different way, and I got to love him, “In Presence of Spirit.” July 2, 2013, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
