We got lost for a number of days, and then one by one, we go through the exiled inhabitants, doing what I have done, in writing.
Done what I have done, and said to you, in all the letters, you received from Me, and all those that I am in custody. I seem not to be willing to give them to you anymore. As you have seen the thing, I told you, few days before I left, hold true.
I wanted nothing,
I got nothing, and I continued to get nothing. Not even the only thing you know I wanted, you refuse to give me. “Excuse me, but I do not even remember what that was.”
It is OK.
You of all people, know what my writings are saying, through the Spirit of the Lord. You have left Me in Spirit, and that is OK.
I hope I can stay faithful to my words,
In forgiving your debt, for Child Support, that is a lot of money. I am not vindictive. You could not, and did not say, thank you, I do not owe you anything, and I have given you of my heart, and you are more distant.
“Come out of the grave of the outer and into,” “In Presence of Spirit.”
But awe, we got lost for a number of days, and then one by one, we go through the exiled inhabitants, doing what I have done, in writing. To find “In Presence of Spirit,” not just in my soul, but for anyone, who is searching, and not finding.
I have a passage, and I have shared, and few understood.
1. I made twenty copies of my first twenty-three pages of what I call my book.
2. I gave it to twenty people.
3. Seventy-three pages, three people read.
4. 84 pages published for what? For the Lord and credentials, even though few have read it.
5. August 2005, You ask me to pray with you, and I did seventy writings, still, have not found them. I will
6. I actually have a few good ones in 2006. Take care of yourself, Wendy the wife that was and is not anymore. March 4, 2006, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Dear Jesus Christ, I can not seem to spark a light anymore.
Thank You from the deepest parts of my being, that I can not seem to spark a light anymore.
You have shown me an opportunity to promote Our Book. Jesus if it is solely and entirely from You, Thank You from the deepest parts of my being, that I can not seem to spark a light anymore.
You did awake for the second passion of Your Cause. Promotion of Our Book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I opened up a little. I got the chills, a spark ignited, and I felt this is a calling from You. The only way I can sale Our Book is to promote it but to promote it, I have to be in the oneness of Spirit with the Holy Spirit of You, which makes everything happen.
At this time Jesus Christ, I am ready willing,
And opened to let my Soul come alive in Spirit, with The Holy Spirit of You, to open up to allow, “In Presence of Spirit,” be promoted for healing, for acceptance, for accommodations, for love, compassion, understanding, for a precious vision to come true.
The only way to sale our book is to become the spiritual essence of Your Love,
Your Guidance, Courage, Wisdom, Peace of Mind, Heart, and Soul. To help those who are hurting. To get them out of the desolation fast, and to give all our pain to You Lord Jesus Christ. There is more to Our Book than meets the eye.
There is an understanding of the special friendship
that You gave me through all my losses. Through all my pain, and anguish. You gave me words to give to the multitudes, from You, through me, a personal journey from darkness to the light. Even though I have not been able to come out of the darkness.
Lord Jesus Christ if you want me to go out there
and promote my book from You. I will start the process, whatever that may be. Wendy November 5, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell May 22, 2016, Wendy Greenwell
NO TURNING BACK
In Jesus Christ Name I pray:
Lord have mercy on me a sinner. Broken from bondage, to declare freedom, from any more despair. I have had it. I am the only one who will do anything about it. I am the only one, that can, at this point, do anything about it.
It is all in the package, that started somewhere and ended up with Me, Thank You. There is no turning back for Me, although, at this time, I feel I overdid it on the ex-husband. My spiritual with him was in my spirit only. Although all the prayers that were prayed for him are all true and correct. He in the flesh is my enemy. I am supposed to forgive and I did. But now the only sharing I do with you, is, if you read them, I shared. Wendy Yvette Greenwell No Date
My keepsake has grown into ten years of writings, plus the ones before
Worldly verses Spiritual. Good ones, unique ones, only ones, all individual ones, data from the inner chamber of my soul, to you and ours’s. To The One Truth of Existence, Jesus Christ Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round About, The Glory of Him, In Spirit of Jesus Christ, I am.
Sixty-two writings so far. Without any one’s knowledge, my keepsake has grown into ten years of writings, plus the ones before 96′, I refuse to think any different then my writings say, on the contrary to the whole big picture, “Worldly verses Spiritual.”
I believe with all my heart.
I have proof. My writings are proof. No human-made credentials, this credit goes completely, and ultimately to Jesus Christ. My Lord and Savior and my only reason for breathing still. My writing is complete now.
The husband of my youth and I are One in Spirit. The Lord has put us back together, for the grand finale. If I may take your hand in Spirit, I will guide you to the unveiling of, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord,” by Wendy for You, the husband of my youth. I feel in my heart that both will sell. I have to sale the first to publish the second? Or share it? The way will be shown.
I have followed through with all that has been given me, in writing, editing. I am almost finished. It is handwritten. Throughout the last ten years of my life, I have been preparing, “In Presence of Spirit,” for some years, there are only a few writings, in some of them, others quite a few. In essence, I wrote, of course, every year, and the prayers and writings are Omnipresent. They mean the same thing now, as they did the minute, second, they were created.
So I am completing the task at hand.
With my eyes wide open, I am sending all that I described to you too, The New York Times. Someone close told me, I was never going to get a dime from my book. I told my daughters, and they are taking me to send my package. Oh my, it is my destiny, I have to send, what I have to, The New York Times. It is my consecration 2. to make or declare sacred-3. To devote solemnly to a purpose consecration. It is indeed my destiny to complete now. I have my package all ready.
I am going to send you copies of all the letters, originals and edited. They are yours, I just shared them with the World, when you are just finding out about them. But the World does not know yet, but it will. It will. You know what, I believe it will. I hope someday you will want to read all my writings.
To capture such eloquence in writing;
It is from the Lord. Not man made, or for that matter woman made. It is through the blood of Jesus Christ. For World redemption, deliverance from the lie of lies.
The kingdom of heaven is within, and each of us is searching for their home in Christ, and it is within. It is not after death. It is now. Carry on to your awakening. Go for it! What do you have to lose? Nothing.
It is life after death, in the here and now. It is heaven on earth. To be freed from the bondage of time, place, and reason. Once again, I say, “Go for it.”
Darkness or light, bondage or freedom, as with everything, we have the choice. It is left or right, right or wrong. Dark or light, and or light or darkness. Freedom or bondage. Make your decision and go with the flow, to the internal purification. It is not a bunch of gibberish; it is Exquisite Communication In The Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Thank You, Jesus Christ,
For every word, you made through me, come alive. It is my heart’s desire, to complete or begin with New Years resolve. See where it all falls together, because that is, what it has to do. Accomplish itself, in the designated time, and not a minute before.
You know, I could not of myself, write for the Lord, not in the flesh, but In Spirit, It Is Verified 2. to establish the truth, accuracy, or reality, of syn. Authenticate, corroborate, substantiate, validate.
This I must do this year henceforth. My spontaneous combustion of completing now, instead of tomorrow, after it is mailed there is no turning back. It was inevitable that I would step up to the plate.
The Lord knows it is bountiful, for we all, are Spiritual Beings, even if we have not realized it yet. When the light of Jesus Christ ignites the fire in our souls. It is operating in maximum overdrive, to deplete the lies, and to replace it with, the absolute truth of our existence, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. You know, how many times will I say, “I believe,”
I believe with one heart to heal humanity.
In One with, The Holy Kingdom of God, which is inside me, inside you, inside every one of us, and he wants you to be free of the inner turmoil.
He cures all the trauma’s, losses. He takes away the guilt. He lets the light shine in, the ever presence of our being. He straight up, sets the road straight, and narrow for wide is the way and few that get there. Not anymore.
Anyone can enter the kingdom of heaven within.
Oh, Jesus Christ, this is what you gave me to share, and I am sharing it to my only husband in the flesh and my husband first who is in heaven and on earth, in you and me. (21-36 our ages)
Awe man, I have continually said throughout my writings, all the years, courage, patience, understanding, knowledge, wisdom, I am doing it with You Lord, so it makes every step worth eternity.
I am the only one that can at this point and every point. It is entrusted to me to produce the whole script, and I had, and I am having a blast of life. Thank You, Jesus Christ, I am ready for anything, and everything. I need to go back to Big Bend, the mountains are calling me, I am there in my heart, and I want to be there in the flesh. October 30, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I have hit rock bottom again. I need to repeat for reaffirmation to someone the right one. I know where to go from here, but I got to go to people and spill the beans, all over the table. I need help, Jesus! Who do I go to? What am I suppose to say? Who is going to understand, what dilemma, I am in, and me, lousy shape! Not just in physical. So what am I to do?
Show me the way out of my affliction.
In the light of Your Ever Present Love, let me understand what has be-failed me and walk out into the answer. Forgive me my iniquities.
Lord bring me to where I need to be, so I can do Your Will, whatever that may be. I have some ideas, but they are sparks of light, and then out they go. Help me stand firm in my conviction even though I am behind in the times. I know it is engraved in my heart. That needs the spark to “ignite the light that is Yours, in my heart.
I feel the need for speed.
But don’t make me do anything to fast. Lord help me to financial independence so that I can survive the rough times, so I do not have to go out there, Lord.
Lord forgive me for my sins. Jesus Christ We started this; We have to see it through. I poured out what The Holy Spirit, led me to write. I could not have written without Spirit. We will overcome this burden that has be-failed my entire Family, and the Families in the World.
Reach out and touch, Christ’s hands.
He is the only one, who can make this a better place if left in His Hands. Lord have mercy on us all. Christ has compassion on us all, God has mercy on us all, “as it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world, without end.”
The Spiritual Universe, where lies Our True Selves, with no doubts, with the all-knowing, All-Powerful, Wisdom of Our Holy Father’s Spirit, to the unveiling of, Our Christ within, to cleanse, and to put right, what has been done, so wrong.
To give peace to the multitudes, and light, to their eyes.
To bring joy, where all there’s been is sorrow. Lord Jesus Christ fill Our hearts with The Ever Presence of Your Spirit. Ignite The Passion of Christ, in every soul, in The Universe, that ever was, that is, that ever, will be.
For You Jesus Christ, for Giving Yourself for, All of Us, Every one of Us. No that is not my job. Lord, I give You my entire burden, and You know the responsibility that lays on my mind, heart, and soul. The day to day drama, with hot sauce.
Jesus Christ, in Your Blood of Blessings.
Let the People hear about, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is waiting to be let free. Lord help me with R.H. and my family, even though they are of age, they still need me. But it is so hard to be there, drama and more drama. I can not take the screaming, name calling anymore. Help the husband of my youth, win the Lotto, so he can pay the child support or something.
You know, Jesus. I am so sorry he made a mess of things. That is sad, he had such high expectation, we should not have, but we did. get married. Forgive me, the husband of my youth, for my insecurity, and my reason, I had a reason not to trust you. It was destined to happen. our divorce.
Take hold of my hand Jesus Christ and let us do Your Will. You know what that is. I in my memory banks somewhere know the desire of Your Ever Presence. I am just kind of functioning not properly right now. I am burnt out. So where do we go from here? I can not go any lower. Oh, Jesus Christ help me find, Your Way, again. November 16, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation. I hope you do not think; I haven’t arranged something awesome, and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, and yet to the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within.
All they need is Jesus, to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while the pain, anguish, the no reason for being still, is gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.
Until the great fall and there is your submission. I can not, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the presence of spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place and reason.
All are joined in Christ Jesus, to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. To The One Truth, Christ is.
All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation,
“ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, courage, in everything. Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.
See when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you, when you wrote it on the envelop, So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me. You are the one that ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this.
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom and boy “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love Mercy.”
You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart. When you were writing that only message to me, the wife of your youth, on that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.
In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of Holy, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
My brother, the reason, “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be,
If my pain was not enough! We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We new, but we did not know. The questions were’ asked, the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me, “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people, no that for a fact.
I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you, not be afraid in any way shape or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way, I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that. I was burnt out from all the trauma’s in our daily lives, everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way, and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.
I have some significant revelations for you.
They are all written in the letters, I sent you and were’ returned. So they are copyright. Every writing is signed and dated the day I edited them and the date of creation.
Today is your departure from owing me, Child Support. Congratulations. One heavy load, you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “Your Welcome”
As for your lack of what you did not do, for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished of your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.
Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots, in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.
Please do not put yourself down. You are, one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, all your lack of the truth, we all can possess.
It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process, we have to flow through, you can not rush it. You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spiritual, and flesh, you are in Him, and He is in you.
You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity. You are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently, forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.
Hand it over.
It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.
The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time, and the Lord’s. You can not force it.
I would like for you to know that I believe along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished. The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.
With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without, I am in darkness. Having had been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit. Thanks again, for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love, letting it all hang out, in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe, so it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.
Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you can not push it, you can help, though. Your, letters of Jesus are the omnipresence of the Lord, in His Glory.
The Holy Spirit, is calling The People, them that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain.
Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way. Sometimes you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated, from the ever presence of our being. We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way, “the old is passed away, the now in consciousness is tomorrows reality.”
It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.
He is Our Guide.
He is the Highest. He is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls. He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door has been opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations. My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you.
Can you imagine, what an envelop did?
It is opening me up to perseverance, through Our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me, A Present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, In Writing.
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy. This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious, and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly, it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, and is Presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ, was granted, and you do not even know yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job, let’s see Michael is seven months, on the first, Orlie is four, Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all to you, to a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain. I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inside being.
Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition. I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil, of no reason for being still. In the resurrection of the soul, is life through Christ Jesus.
He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul. It does not matter where you are just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where restoration of heart, mind, and soul are cleansing the internal house of your ever presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness, and putting on the Armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. It was given to share. It will do, what it’s purpose was, is and ever will be, to do. Just because, “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold, does not mean it is not going to sale, “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of Mercy, there go I.
You have always been part of me, no matter what we endured in our marriage, and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried, and forgotten especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time, and season, they will come — the whole lot of them. I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen, it has been happening.
I did not know how many significant writings, I was holding on to. Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996-2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiring, healing through Jesus Christ Love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, world pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! and I Did! and I Have! and I Am Completing for Publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell, when it is God’s time, and then I will be able To Publish Myself, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”My whole big baby, not a partial replacement no. No, it is to good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is, and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey, I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago. This is, “In Presence of Spirit,”Anniversary Year,and every one of my writings, have a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old fashioned way, but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord. My writings, prove this to be true.
My prayers have been for World Healing. So when you wrote that *W G,* You opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing. Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all Consecrated In Spiritual Love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, and forgiveness and understanding. With some knowledge, and lots of wisdom. Yes in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, the wife of your youth, and Mother of your first three children. October 25, 2005, 6/2/2013 04:50:46 AM Wendy Yvette Greenwell 2495 words longest one!
January 19, 2018, I am going to put them in the order as I had them on their temporary home. It is easier than jumping around. Thus the longest writing to the husband of my youth. I have Published it before.
I am going to Publish it here. In a while. I tried to take the dates off of one and the computer did not let me so everything is as is. More personal that way. Thank you to Grammarly for helping me with the comma mistakes, etc. I do not have the Pro. I wonder how bad of a writer I am.
Actually to me, I am “In Presence of Spirit” again, working on my writings, and I am happy to be working on putting all my Published writings together for the very first time. I am going to Publish it as is. I can not believe myself sometimes. Bold for the Lord. January 12, 2019, I am at writing, 370, one hundred thirty-three to go. Wendy
