Category Archives: 2008

DIAGNOSIS

Wow, see how time flies.

Dark clouds, Sun
Set A Course For Which I Must Take My Stand

In August, I had another eye migraine, that I could not shake. So my Dad and his wife came to take me, to an Eye Doctor. I went in with 51 eye pressure; this was the second time, I had been to see him. He says, “you are not having eye migraines, you have narrow-angle glaucoma.

    So to revert. August 16, 2007, to September 2008, I had seventy glaucoma attacks. Of course, they started on August 20, 2005, or around there, it is in the writings.

    I finally gave in and called Manrique. October 14, 2008. I see Doctor M. Garza, she refers me to a Glaucoma Specialist, as soon as possible.

October 17, 2008

My Dad and his wife come back down, to take me to My Specialist. He checks my eyes, and he said, I need the laser ASAP. He gave us a discount and laser one eye.

    He shot it many times, for every an eye migraine, I thought I was having. Now, this is the situation. I have had seventy major trauma to my eyes and the Emergency Room, El Milagro; I tried to get Indigent denied. I could not work for a year, and I had to suffer because I was not correctly diagnosed until October 14, 2008.

    Now when my book sales, I am going to have the proper means, to accommodate people, like me, that cannot get help, even in complete distress. (a projection only, no funds, hello)

When I am working on the writings, I feel at peace.

    I do freak sometimes because, I am going through, each sentence of the whole book, from my standpoint. It is big enough now, to close, and submit. I still have nine years of writings, to prepare for print. It has to be as close as perfect, as I can get it, from my vantage point.

I have learned quite a bit.

    Being this, my solo voyage, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have always felt that now, is the time, but I was not finished, there was still more.

    There are so many shows and movies about writers, I am one, but of a different sort. Be that as it may, my writings are, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, who guided me, set a course, for which I must take my stand.

    From Him, through me, Wendy, To The World,  one in heart round about, The Glory of Jesus Christ, in the Awakening of Everyone’s Soul. To the light, that is shining, through “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love.

I do think, who do I think I am, to be so bold, and say in writing, everything that is written.

    At that time, Richard reminds me that I am an instrument of God’s message. He through me made this, “In Presence of Spirit,” come alive, for His Purpose, and it has always been my purpose, even though I did not know exactly, how it was all, going to come out, and this it has.

    I need to say, I have skeletons, in my closet, and so do you, and everyone. So really, how far does anyone, really have to go, to put down one’s, existence.

    I claim, I am a sinner, and I am forgiven, and everything the writings are. I can not sum it up. It is done. “God’s will is done on Earth, as it is in heaven.” I believe, even in poverty, not of the soul. I hate asking for help.

 Look where it got me. Closer to losing my eyesight, completely.

    How many are out there, suffering severe, intense eye pain?

    Who am I? I do not know but, He who sent me, He knows. So with all of this, I should really go to sleep, and rest my laser eye, for tomorrow, I will continue my journey, from darkness to the light. Day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, Wow. Time never ending, but standing still. Truly this is the end. Love, with one heart, to heal. Wendy October 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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MY LORD

Oh, Jesus Christ,

Sunset at Arroyo City, Texas
Oh Jesus My Lord Light of Life

My Lord. Light of Life. You have directed my passage, through these last, thirteen and a half years, and I have completed what, Your Love, gave me, to do. 

    I know in my heart that You are in me. You have safeguarded me, to complete, that which was given, “In Spirit.” To start, “The Internal Purification.” “For, and In World Peace.” Through Christ, who stands, and says: “Free yourselves, from the chains of time, and look forward, to the present, that is, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, in the World Awakening. August 5, 2008

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DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER

To My Dear Heavenly Father,

Gorgeous Mountains
Love and Huggins’ From Heaven’s Door

I am coming to You, “In Presence of Spirit,” for here, I can communicate with You, In Spirit.

It is captivating, what you have given me, to share, to The World.

    I am a little crushed, about the husband of my youth. He loves me, but he is staying with his second family. His promises were first made to me, in our vows, “till death do us part.”

I know Lord, that the vows, I share with You, and to the World,

are so much more, than me, never really leaving him behind. I will not pray for him back. He belongs to You, and I love him, with You, Lord because he really needed a lot of love.

So, it was me, that gave it to him. Through You Lord, spirit to spirit to spirit. 

    When it gets read, by hurting people, searching for You, they will find You, because I found You, in the inner chamber of Your Ever Presence.

Thank You, Jesus, for all the words and guidance.

Thank You for, Your Precious Love, throughout all generations. The Love of God is Upon Mankind. Take up thy bed and walk, “In Presence of Spirit.”

To the unveiling, to the one truth, that is only, through You Lord, The Holy Spirit, Roundabout You.

Oh Lord Help, let’s do what we must, to submit our book. Love and Huggins’ To Heaven’s door. August 5, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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GLOOMY

I feel gloomy, and there is a black aura.

Photo from my brother's cruise. It is beautiful.
To Capture, What You Have Already Witnessed, In My Writings

 All “the ugliness is subsiding. There is a God seen. Till death do us part, is as close, as ones, last breath, for with years, comes the inevitable death.” “Like an Eternity” 96′

 “Join together as one.”

    United, In The Kingdom of Heaven, Within. There The Holy Spirit cleans your sorrows away. I am preparing to complete this massive book of writings. I have been blessed to write, for you and me, through, The Holy Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. “We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ.” 

    These are the last days, of this last year, of writing, for this particular year. I am going to have some time, without any distractions. I only have fourteen days everything goes. All for the Glory of God, this is Your time.

I am burnt out.

    These years have flown by, and I captured, a remarkable journey, through the darkest hour, of my soul. To the Love of Christ Jesus, in the Holy Spirit’s Power Calling, through me. Who would have thought!

    You are the light, in all the writings, You blessed me to write Lord. Even this year, through all my distress, over 15,000,  words of beautiful prayers, To You Jesus Christ, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for Your Presence in Spirit.

You are, My Love, and You are My Life.

    You are the words; You are Omnipotent, Omnipresent, You are the Presence of the Very Most High. You are, My Christ Jesus, You are, My Lord, You are, my Refuge, You are, My Beloved. 

You are the Essence of Pure Love.

    You are, the One we need, we want to have You, back to the light in You; can be released, to internal purification, for, “World Healing.” I believe. So it is so.

    Oh Lord, Thank You, for the break, that I am fixing to get. I am coming to an end, of my unique journey, and it is time, now is the time, for me, to give it up, and give in, to my ultimate calling, to complete my submission for Publication. To be Certified, My Way! 

    Few hours, and all will be still. Quiet. It has been, nine months, straight, with eight people, in the house. Oh Lord, help with this situation. It is blah; it is dark, it is the end-all, to the disrespect, I have put up.

It has disassociated itself, from without to within.

    There you will go into your inner chamber. There Ye shall knock, and the door has been opened, for you through, the door of my writings. From the Spirit, who sent me, out into the wilderness. The barren of it all.

    To capture, The Holy Spirit’s Presence, in writing, to the World, since the beginning.

    To capture, what you have already, witnessed, through my writings. Mortally impossible, In Spirit, it is done. As they say, one for all, and all for one. One Cause, Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit.” With one heart to heal. December 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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MY BROKENNESS

OK, I have to fix my brokenness.

Back Track One More Time

Through Christ who stands before me. I must, therefore, take my stand for Him for Us, for The Whole World. Even in the darkness, with no light at the end of the tunnel. There is that very well known peephole, ready to ignite the light of Jesus Christ, in everyone’s internal, eternal being.

    Jesus Christ, I am asking in Your Name, for the purification of the soul through You, in every person in the World that needs, You to pull them out of the darkness and into the light, of Your Ever Presence.
     I have work to do yet, in the book. I just can not put too many hours because of these eye migraines. Backtrack One more time, from end to beginning, will I, could I, can I, should I, will see. Time is passing, it is years and years later. Oh My God. Well sorry I cannot write right now. When is it all, going to come together? April 5, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell 

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