What Would Have Been

Moonlit clouds and palm tree silhouettes

May 29, 1996, Moon through the Trees in the front yard Twenty-four hours, Lord, help me in your graces the day and night through The day before what would have been our fifteenth anniversary, he remarried on May 18, 1996, a few months after the divorce. I did not know at this time he was…

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Wild Turkeys

Two turkeys strutting in a yard.

These two wild male turkeys held me, hostage, serious. I walked over to take pictures at the pier, and these two wild turkeys stopped me in my tracks. They scared me so badly. I finally got between two stumps, and the palm tree was behind me, and a woodpile was in front of me. They…

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I Have Regressed

Silhouettes of trees against a dark sky.

I have regressed a bit, but I am in reality. It was a tough week previously. I need to strive totally for my independence, and I am satisfied with all the divorce, for now; later it will be a completely different story. All the years were a struggle. I am not happy with what I…

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Writing is Personable

Close-up moon halo with grainy sky texture

Thank you for helping me through the hardest time of my life. Writing is just much more personable. I am a little impatient. I have been writing a lot, about knowledge of the understanding of the Bible. I am thankful for my twin; the anger I once had is gone from God. He fixes what…

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Aches and Pains

Moon shining through tree branches at night.

Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence? Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa. You know way more than I, for…

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