I have hit rock bottom again. I need to repeat for reaffirmation to someone the right one. I know where to go from here, but I got to go to people and spill the beans, all over the table. I need help, Jesus! Who do I go to? What am I suppose to say? Who is going to understand, what dilemma, I am in, and me, lousy shape! Not just in physical. So what am I to do?
Show me the way out of my affliction.
In the light of Your Ever Present Love, let me understand what has be-failed me and walk out into the answer. Forgive me my iniquities.
Lord bring me to where I need to be, so I can do Your Will, whatever that may be. I have some ideas, but they are sparks of light, and then out they go. Help me stand firm in my conviction even though I am behind in the times. I know it is engraved in my heart. That needs the spark to “ignite the light that is Yours, in my heart.
I feel the need for speed.
But don’t make me do anything to fast. Lord help me to financial independence so that I can survive the rough times, so I do not have to go out there, Lord.
Lord forgive me for my sins. Jesus Christ We started this; We have to see it through. I poured out what The Holy Spirit, led me to write. I could not have written without Spirit. We will overcome this burden that has be-failed my entire Family, and the Families in the World.
Reach out and touch, Christ’s hands.
He is the only one, who can make this a better place if left in His Hands. Lord have mercy on us all. Christ has compassion on us all, God has mercy on us all, “as it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world, without end.”
The Spiritual Universe, where lies Our True Selves, with no doubts, with the all-knowing, All-Powerful, Wisdom of Our Holy Father’s Spirit, to the unveiling of, Our Christ within, to cleanse, and to put right, what has been done, so wrong.
To give peace to the multitudes, and light, to their eyes.
To bring joy, where all there’s been is sorrow. Lord Jesus Christ fill Our hearts with The Ever Presence of Your Spirit. Ignite The Passion of Christ, in every soul, in The Universe, that ever was, that is, that ever, will be.
For You Jesus Christ, for Giving Yourself for, All of Us, Every one of Us. No that is not my job. Lord, I give You my entire burden, and You know the responsibility that lays on my mind, heart, and soul. The day to day drama, with hot sauce.
Jesus Christ, in Your Blood of Blessings.
Let the People hear about, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is waiting to be let free. Lord help me with R.H. and my family, even though they are of age, they still need me. But it is so hard to be there, drama and more drama. I can not take the screaming, name calling anymore. Help the husband of my youth, win the Lotto, so he can pay the child support or something.
You know, Jesus. I am so sorry he made a mess of things. That is sad, he had such high expectation, we should not have, but we did. get married. Forgive me, the husband of my youth, for my insecurity, and my reason, I had a reason not to trust you. It was destined to happen. our divorce.
Take hold of my hand Jesus Christ and let us do Your Will. You know what that is. I in my memory banks somewhere know the desire of Your Ever Presence. I am just kind of functioning not properly right now. I am burnt out. So where do we go from here? I can not go any lower. Oh, Jesus Christ help me find, Your Way, again. November 16, 2004, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
I need the Holy Spirit of You, to give me, energy, a new view of life, love, and the pursuit of completing, Our Book. Same ole lost for a numbered days, then Jesus catches you when you are falling off the Grand Tetons. Actually off the face of the Earth.
The only one, who can put all the pieces together, is yourself through, Jesus Christ Our Beloved Lord and Savior, In God We Trust.
I have been working on the writings for months and I read it all, well up to the last pages of 2007, and then I stopped. I am not finished. I have to, have it all put in, and I have to go through all of it again. I am not trying to procrastinate the inevitable.
I am just fixing it, and adding the leftovers still, vocabulary; I am not putting in, that was my study. But with all the words in the Bible, in the dictionary, I learned these words, that are not used by Me, outside myself. ” a good way to put it.”
The credit I give myself
Is the passion of The Ever Presence, detailed and credits, only from, The Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus, the Projection of words are not subject to change, they stand through, To Eternity in Jesus Christ’s Love. No matter, how many years, on the side, and in between, especially the beginning and the end. All coincides with Jesus Christ, the touch of Spirit, To Mankind.
The Spirit of Jesus Christ, joined Me, in writing.
It is all still occupied, in me. Because One they are Omnipresent Writings, when I read them, it is always like, the first time, I wrote them.
They are all so precious, and loving, giving away my journey from darkness to the light of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He gave me the go-ahead. Everything is with Him. Even when I feel lost and stuck, he always comes to the rescue.
I need some physical fixing up, and I have had forty eye migraines, this year. Ten a year is chronic what must, mine be? I had two months without one, and I have had two severe episodes since. What’s up?
Lord Help Me! Guide Me! Direct Me!
To the completion of Your Love Calling for Mankind to Come Home, In Heart Soul Revelations of, Your Ever Presence,
It was, is, and will always be, My Destiny, To Share this My Testimony of Jesus Christ, My Personal Savior.
The pain the inside turmoil, the fears, worries, and anxieties, are released, through the blood of Jesus Christ. In the arms of Jesus Christ, we are encompassed.
I am grateful for every page,
You gave Me in Your Grace. All the prayers, verses, poems, songs, writings, letters, are in Your Presence, because they flowed out of me, without the distraction of my mind. It came from my heart, and my heart is the Lords.
It will be edified and consecrated to good works from, with, through, beside, and on top of, and on the bottom of, round about The Glory of Christ Jesus, love for me, to give me such a special place in helping Mankind, to understand The Presence of the Holy Spirit. Thank You, Jesus Christ. I Love You. March 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.
I am having fun now. All the problems I was having on my sites are, for the most part, fixed. I just have a lot of downsizing pictures to do. What a mistake downsizing.
I am Sharing Your Love With The World. I do have two books, already. I was in detrimental anguish. I need your spark ignited for regeneration purposes.I have shared with You with the World. I am sharing Your Love with the World. You gave me the most beautiful revelations, to capture on paper, so to reflect on, In God’s Great Power Calling.
Bring me into the light again so that I can take, The World to Your Presence in Spirit, in, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank you, Jesus Christ, for all Your Blessings. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Love, throughout all Generations, since the beginning in your arms of grace. I Gave You My Love from flesh to “In Presence of Spirit.” I Love You, Jesus Christ, from henceforth to forever.
It is fun writing a journal
Of what is and ever shall be World without end. Paid in full, “In Presence of Spirit,” written by Wendy Greenwell. Oh Lord have mercy on me, and you, and everyone who finds that the kingdom of heaven, is within our being. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Love, and Your Stamina, and Your Friendship in Spirit of Our Heavenly of Heaven, from heaven with love, awe.
Oh Lord, what to do? Help me decide, what to do. Oh Lord, what am I suppose to do now, after the Book is being Published. Oh God, I do not want to be afraid. I gave it to You, to take it where You want it to go. We will be Okay.
Oh God, I am heartily sorry for all my sins. We will be Okay; we are Okay, Ha, I am not, nothing is lacking, what to do? “In Presence of Spirit,” was given me to Bless The World from God through Jesus Christ, to us, His Children. All the God Family is home in a couple of days. Remembering: one day is as a thousand years, to the Lord.
I have faith that the book will sell, (one day.) We will be alright. The Spirit will take it around, The World. It is, it’s Destiny, To Touch Millions, not a one, will not know, that the way home, is close to one’s heart and soul, To The Oneness of Truth, Christ Is In Our Essence.
We are one in the Lord.
Yes, we are, Lord Help! I did not go crazy. I loved writing, and putting together, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, In My Writings, In Spirit. Incredible that You gave me this job to do. “I asked for it.”
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Awe to be free with Christ is the answer.
Why do I continue to stagnate in inability? I need to; I have to, jump off the mountain, and fly out, into, “In Presence of Spirit,” because it is being completed. Up, Up, and away we go, this indeed is the dawning. We are The Chosen; we have been given the key, To Our Everlasting Hearts, from Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, With Love.
Oh Lord, I am sorry, I got hard on the ex-today. He has to make right by his first children. I do not have to feel his pain; he made his choices, he can stay in them. They always have to be involved, but if it were not for them, pushing me to the edge, I would not have been able to write. It is all so weird.
I am an Author, soon to be Published, Author,
I am not ready, but the book is. It is a beautiful piece of work, and we know, there is more for book 2. I do go straight to the point of the matter. “I will Publish a Book, for all the afflicted.” I need help Jesus, with myself. Help me find the door to walk through.
Man always ends up dominating the Woman. Just watch, and see, to whom has not seen yet, everyone is affected. My writings do state a positive approach, but I am choosing to be lost. When in that Holy instant, I can give it all to God, and He can, and will take care of it, for me.
There is not enough time in a night. I am tired of driving and catering. I do have to move back over there. I should make a complaint about the whole system, I have. The horror stories my kids have of school sickens me, and no one can do anything about it. High School, Middle, 9th grades are infested with drugs. Drugs, sex, fun in all the wrong places, and the Parents are to blame.
Not, it is the generational abominations; it is hell on Earth. It is a misunderstanding. It is controlled, and power, with no truth in existence. It is in the dark, till the light be ignited, from without to within. Help with all these problems I have.
The cover of the book is finished. Oh the cover of my book, it was all mine, and now, I must share it, to the World, anyone who is searching, will find. Lord find my way, To The Holy Spirit, today. Oh Lord Have Mercy On Us All.
What to do? Where to go? Stay still, listen, ask, to whom the seed was meant for, One Christ, One Mind. Oh Lord have Mercy on Everyone and I. I need to jump on Your Wings, and Fly-out into, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have published a book. I keep freaking. I can not take it back, I will not take it back, even with the small fear I have. It is beautiful, and people will understand it.
Whenever you feel the I have to of it, do it,
That is the vision. I have completed Book 1. I have book two but will see if I am supposed to Publish it. I have to work on it. No time right now. Well, everything is going to be alright. Oh Lord have mercy on me. Lord Be With Us. I did not write about the condition; I was in, I concentrated on Jesus Christ, in my writings, prayers, and supplications.
I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit,” April 1988,
The name did not come with the writing. Not overnight, it took me two months to name it. I thought about it long, and hard. It had to have a name, and it had to be perfect.
Then the name appeared to me, “In Presence of Spirit,” what a perfect name. What better name for the Book. It started with the first writing, few after, then years later when all was said, and done, I started writing. A whole book, plus one, yeah two books, but is there a second to be shared, or kept here, will see, what time brings.
Oh Lord Protect Us. Have Mercy on Us. Guide Us, Direct Us to Eternity, which You Possess. Lord, You brought Your words alive through Me. Thank You, Jesus. It is accomplished at least, the first part. I missed a lot, but oh well, I will get to it.
John 14, 15, 16, 17, Michael Arch Angel, Guide and Direct Humanity to Jesus Christ, in The Love. Jesus Christ, Protect Us, Show Us The Way Home to You, Lord Jesus Christ. We Love You. We have waited, what seems like an eternity, for You.
We ask for, Your Presence in Spirit. Lord We Love You. We need You. We have to have You. You are The Presence of Spirit. You are The One Humanity, has been paining for, for without You, they would still be void. With, You there is light.
Light the torch of the word, Lord. Jesus Bring The Christ Alive, in all Our Brothers, and Sisters, from the beginning to now and to the future.
Thank You for, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for Your Love of Spirit, To Bring Peace To All, through You, Round About, The Glory of You, in Your Oneness of Omniscience.
Oh Lord, I Love You, I Need You, I ask You back, completely Lord. Your lessons of love, understanding, knowledge, have been verified. Bring Peace to All through You, from You; I Love You, Jesus Christ.
Restitution: the act of restoring the state of being restored amends, reparation, indemnity, compensation. 2001 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
