Thank You Jesus

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Thank you for taking my internal pain away. Thank you for giving me, “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank you for accepting me, with all my flaws, with the pain, I suffered, in the fire of my soul. Thank you for igniting the light of you in my heart. Thank you for all my conversations, in spirit,…

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The Book is a Blessing

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The book is a blessing; I cannot help that I believe this. I have always thought the book was not about me. “My search through the valleys, and tunnels, that my life’s circumstances have unfolded.” But it is. I did not mean to be vain, in any way. My boldness is in the spirit of…

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Innermost Thoughts

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Heart and Soul. For a cause and a solution. The rest of the writings have incredible knowledge, and can only get through the revelations of the total breakdown, and breakthrough. To an extraordinary solution, in which mankind can finally be freed from the degeneration of our unities. The misconceptions are freed in truth, only achieved,…

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Fears Worries and Anxieties

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Grew up in a close Latin Family, Darkness of the Outer to the Ever Present Light of the Inner My twin, Dad, and I were the only white, people on my mom’s side. Whose suffering is it? Where is the shame? Well, for all, it is covered, until the dawning of the age, when all…

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More Than My Understanding

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My God is more than my understanding. I am of God, so I am who God wants me to be. My reason has been unclear. My life, I have known God’s plan with blinders on. I did all of my will; I got into traps. Sour mouth, so I did not have a nice vocabulary…

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What Does It Mean?

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What Does It Mean? To leave your family, and your belongings and follow you? How can I learn scripture? How do I, withstand the fiery darts of attacks of the negative? How do I find you? Where are you? I feel so alone. How do I get to you? How do I feel you? How…

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Explicit

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You gave me explicit directions. My life, as I know it, is the mortal and then the spiritual being. We all are waiting for it to come out. It will be verified, from each, and every person. That will ever read, “My Conversations With The Lord.” It is a different kind of writing, (book) one of…

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Internal House Cleaning

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My mind is clear of all obstructions. The cobwebs have been cleared. The understanding of the parables is precise, not just for me, and you but, for everyone concerned. For if it is, to satisfy, all the lusts imaginable. Where are you still? An empty void. Awesome, yuk, the dung of existence, for if we…

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Internal Purification

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I was lost in my sins. No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, with the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening. No one realized they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-centeredness of the abominations,…

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Scars From the Past

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The scars from the past, keep haunting my thoughts, entwined, in the ever-presence of yesterday, the pain of yesterday, and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday. To freedom from hell, hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, renewal of our spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life, and…

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