What Would Have Been

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May 29, 1996, Moon through the Trees in the front yard Twenty-four hours, Lord, help me in your graces the day and night through The day before what would have been our fifteenth anniversary, he remarried on May 18, 1996, a few months after the divorce. I did not know at this time he was…

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I Have Regressed

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I have regressed a bit, but I am in reality. It was a tough week previously. I need to strive totally for my independence, and I am satisfied with all the divorce, for now; later it will be a completely different story. All the years were a struggle. I am not happy with what I…

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Writing is Personable

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Thank you for helping me through the hardest time of my life. Writing is just much more personable. I am a little impatient. I have been writing a lot, about knowledge of the understanding of the Bible. I am thankful for my twin; the anger I once had is gone from God. He fixes what…

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Aches and Pains

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Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence? Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa. You know way more than I, for…

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Each Time

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Each time I read and work on my writings, it is as if it were the first time. It is always in the presence of spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” one in spirit, one in the Lord. In an everlasting splendor of the Presence in such explicit detail. All the while knowing one day I…

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Difference

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See, there is a difference in our letters and my writings. His are to his first family, well, our family, and they are significant to the fulfillment of “In Presence of Spirit” as a whole developmental process from beginning to end. The first book is the credentials that I had done at the time; it…

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So What!

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In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. “As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end.” So what am I supposed to do? The book says to be positive, affirm positive attributes, and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have—time and time again,…

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Holy Father

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Holy Father, bring down Your Holy Spirit. Eternal in You. Bring You Up Front, and Personal, Out in The Open, through me. Can you imagine? I cannot. Ha. I did it, all the writings. August 1, 2010 It is funny in a way; I am a Published Author who has not been read. Essentially it…

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Through All This Pain

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1 Corinthians 7:30-31 “And they that weep, as though they wept not, and they that rejoice, as they that rejoiced not. 31. And they that use this world do not abuse it, for the fashion of the world passeth away. Romans 11:8: As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes…

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Hi Out There

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Hi out there in the world. I need all your help. I cannot come out of my funk by myself. Furthermore, I require a constructive overall outcome, and I am in poor health. I am weak; I choose to be strong. I want everything “in the presence of Spirit,” as has been stated and documented and…

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