Unseen Unreal

Moonlit clouds with silhouetted treetops below

Dear Jesus Christ, in Your name I do pray. Caught in the unseen, unreal. A replicate of a fallen world cursed with the evil one’s dastardly deeds. The world is affected by the decay of the negative atmosphere, which penetrates a downward spiral to the rock bottom of the highest mountain. Oh, Jesus, I finished…

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Lord Jesus Christ

Diagonal pale light bands over dark foliage

It is me in desperation. I have lost the spirit, and I wish to have You back. I cannot live another day without Your presence. I miss you; I love you; I need you; I am lost without you. What is my reason for being? I have lost my children. Lord, I cannot be a…

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Massive

Pale green lens flare crossing sunset scene

I wish I could put the massive writings together And see if someone will publish “The Writings,” not in any vain way. It’s kind of strange to read writings so powerful. I was deep in scripture, and I pained for every woman in my position, for the sufferings of all the world, and a clearing…

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Started Writing

Light beams shining through night forest.

I started writing in January 1996, The unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through the Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what the Lord wants me to do after that. In Jesus Christ’s name, guide me, Holy Spirit, to do the right…

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Slushy Muck

Nighttime light streaks over green plants.

I have been reading a lot and understanding the knowledge of the Word of God. It is utmost in my life now. It seems when I let go of my devotionals, and I take control. I deeply recede into this fountain of slushy muck. I start reading and writing a lot of vocabulary in the…

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Wendy With Jesus

Diagonal pale beams and purple glow at night

Wendy, with Jesus {the Holy Spirit,} “In Presence of Spirit,” in writing to The World. Make no doubt about it, the Lord has called His people home; those that can hear, let them come unto God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. I leave all the plans in Your hands, Lord, because…

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Back in the Bible

Full moon shining through tree branches.

I am back in the Bible. I have been reading, writing vocabulary, and writing scriptures. I cannot sing right now. I am not going to give up on getting a job. You know I needed to be with my twin. For many years I was hurt; she was not with me back in the day;…

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Stand Still

Bright moon with swaying tree silhouettes

In Jesus Christ’s name I pray. Jesus, I do not know what to do. I am at a standstill, and I am having a lot of eye pain, migraines,  “that were not migraines at all.” Oh, Jesus, where is my passion? Where is my focus? Where is my love? My life? My understanding? I am…

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What Would Have Been

Moonlit clouds and palm tree silhouettes

May 29, 1996, Moon through the Trees in the front yard Twenty-four hours, Lord, help me in your graces the day and night through The day before what would have been our fifteenth anniversary, he remarried on May 18, 1996, a few months after the divorce. I did not know at this time he was…

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Wild Turkeys

Two turkeys strutting in a yard.

These two wild male turkeys held me, hostage, serious. I walked over to take pictures at the pier, and these two wild turkeys stopped me in my tracks. They scared me so badly. I finally got between two stumps, and the palm tree was behind me, and a woodpile was in front of me. They…

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