Twelve Years Ago

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I always, and forever, have my book. I share my writings with you. Not a partial book, but the whole extended work—my fourteen parts, Conversations with the Lord. There is nothing that can take away the authenticity of this major project I have been on since January 1996. “Knowledge had, but impatiently, been misplaced. The…

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Boldly Go

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We will overcome by the blood of Jesus Christ. Oh God, we are together in this, even though we perceive we are apart. To enhance the higher awareness of our God-given rights—not man’s. To elevate our resources for purpose and cause. To stop the suffering. To boldly go beyond the boundaries that have been placed…

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Free to Be Me

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I want to get technical about my personal writings, “In Presence of Spirit,” now, “In Presence with Spirit.” I was never on my own. While I am In Presence of Spirit, my reason is for the overall purpose of finding my Christ again—the “I am” of me, myself, and I that is not consumed with…

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Set Free

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In Jesus, name, Lord, “In Presence of Spirit, is ready to be set free. The world needs to be set free from bondage through You, Christ Jesus. “We are one in the Spirit, we are one in the Lord.” You, Christ Jesus, have shown the passage through Your life, ministry, and parables—the mysteries, the love…

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Strength, Power, and Might

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In the name of Jesus Christ, I pray for the Holy Spirit to ignite the light of You in my heart again. Help me, Lord, to do Your will. I pray for the strength, power, and might to complete my conversations with the Lord. I love You, Jesus Christ—help me. I praise Your name above…

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Finish Off the Year

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I called my hosting. I talked to the one and only person who could help me go through the process of deleting large amounts of files in the heart of the server. Massive amounts of data—I deleted them with one click. On another issue, she said I would have to talk to my developer. I…

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Here We Go Again

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I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday. I have two days left on GoDaddy.com. I did not do anything with the security, but I did delete all the backups from the past. I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all…

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Turn Around

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Hello, my name is Wendy. I have been sharing my innermost conversations with the world since December 13, 2013, on this site. It has grown into a massive website—358 GB stored in hosting, including backups, security, SSL, four domains, and DNS for all four. I messed it up again and lost another day of data.…

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Greater Calling

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Dear Jesus Christ in your name I pray: Lord, I need to wake up and do something. I am sleeping way too much. I ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, that You open my heart to understanding again. I ask in Your name, Jesus, to open my mind, my heart, my perception, my love,…

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It is Not to Late

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Jesus, I am sorry, I did not promote our book, Rain drop with a bright light. It is not too late. I need to bypass the publishing company. I place “In Presence of Spirit,” the book, in the Holy Spirit’s hands. In touching the presence in Spirit, Lord, it is an honor to have been…

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