Aches and Pains

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Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence? Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa. You know way more than I, for…

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Each Time

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Each time I read and work on my writings, it is as if it were the first time. It is always in the presence of spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” one in spirit, one in the Lord. In an everlasting splendor of the Presence in such explicit detail. All the while knowing one day I…

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Difference

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See, there is a difference in our letters and my writings. His are to his first family, well, our family, and they are significant to the fulfillment of “In Presence of Spirit” as a whole developmental process from beginning to end. The first book is the credentials that I had done at the time; it…

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So What!

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In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. “As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end.” So what am I supposed to do? The book says to be positive, affirm positive attributes, and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have—time and time again,…

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Through All This Pain

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1 Corinthians 7:30-31 “And they that weep, as though they wept not, and they that rejoice, as they that rejoiced not. 31. And they that use this world do not abuse it, for the fashion of the world passeth away. Romans 11:8: As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes…

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Hi Out There

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Hi out there in the world. I need all your help. I cannot come out of my funk by myself. Furthermore, I require a constructive overall outcome, and I am in poor health. I am weak; I choose to be strong. I want everything “in the presence of Spirit,” as has been stated and documented and…

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Help Me Lord

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Lord, I ask in your name, for forgiveness for everything I have done that is not right with you. Forgive me for cussing. Forgive me for my misery. Forgive me for not forgiving the ones that hurt me the most. Help me forgive them. Forgive me for being overweight, uneducated, sad, and depressed. I am…

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Possibilities Are Endless.

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I started working on the manuscript on Notepad, Can you imagine it? I started the first part in March 1996. Then I decided I wanted to work on “Reflections in Presence of Spirit.” I cannot work on it like I used to. I am not ready to activate social media. Furthermore, I tried, but I…

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Ego-Based

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Yeah, good name. A person wrote that 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com/ is from my ego. Her ego is getting convicted. That is why she cannot fathom the depths of my life’s misery from without to within, “In Presence of Spirit.” Ego has nothing to do with it, period. End of the story. I have thrown out there hundreds of…

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I Want

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Specifics: “Ask for your heart’s desire.” Ask for everything. Open your mouth and ask the Lord for what you want. I want to do everything I need to do to share my writings with a lot more people. Hundreds of thousands of people will read our writings. They are all “In Presence of Spirit.” I need…

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