Forty Seven Years Old

Sunset over calm water and horizon.

It would be nice to write long writings, but I guess it is not meant to be. I am a forty-seven-year-old, divorced for twelve years. He had the children for twenty-three months. I have had them for minus twenty-three months of their lives, and they are already twenty-five, twenty-three, and twenty-one, with six grandchildren: one in…

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Get Through It

Tropical coastline with lush green hills.

Oh Well! Get through it! Pray for a miracle. Oh Lord, we are up for one. The big house, 400 Peking—I lived there for so many years.  I barely put anything in “In Presence of Spirit,” the book.  “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by the…

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Realization

Vibrant bouquet of tropical flowers and leaves.

Focus Clarity. True realization will start manifesting itself to the truth. For everyone to understand, the words that have come out of this manuscript, I call mine. It is not mine alone. It is for anyone who is searching for the presence of Your Holiness. I have tried to share; a few understood. A writer like…

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Keep You Safe

Waterfall cascading down dark rocky cliff.

God Bless You, and keep you safe, happy, content, loved, and cherished. The treasure chest needs to be opened. So the surrounding circumstances can be changed. By the nurturing of and with the Holy Spirit. Can obtain spiritual healing and freedom from without to Within. Oh, Jesus, have mercy on us. What do I do now? Oh…

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Rain Down Your Spirit

Mountain view with ocean and clear sky.

In Jesus Christ’s name, Open up the heavens and rain down, Your Spirit. Open up the gates so that they may cross over. From without to within. Oh, Jesus helps all of us come to where You want us to be in eternity. Jesus Christ, You know my desire. The presence of your spirit is unique. From the…

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Big Bend

Bright moon behind cloudy night sky.

I want to go to Big Bend again. For a period of time, work on my book and be free to be me. To finish that which was given in spirit, to fulfill my heart’s quest, in the pursuit of my innermost being and the realities of the distance between space and time. My eyes…

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Major Project

Sunset view over a quiet road.

Similarity, World Reunion, World Peace, World Awakening, and then comes the end of pain and everlasting peace to our souls. I love you, Jesus Christ. I know you are the “I Am,” in spirit. Furthermore, I declare freedom for a couple of months. Hold fast to Your calling to the very next level of Your Masterpiece Plan…

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My Gift

Sunset over a distant, dark horizon.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit, Thank you, Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit, For the reopening of my everlasting soul through Christ Jesus, who made that happen. The “I” of me, The “I” of me, the spirit of me, the soul of me, is the Lord’s for evermore. You are inside me, and I in You.…

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Burnt Out

Sheer cliff soaked by a thin cascade

I am burnt out, and I need some solitude. Isolation in the mountains. In mortal eyes, it is wishful thinking. In spiritual eyes, miracles do happen.  Like this one, all my writings, desks, books, and everything I require are with me, in my bookroom. I do have grievances. I am sick and tired of cleaning…

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Meaning in View

Narrow stream plunging into rocky pool

Oh, Jesus, Forgive me for letting fear hurt my judgment and put undue strain on the family. I cannot go back; it was a hard fourteen and a half years, and I had no one to help me. Jesus, I know you weathered me through every storm to bring my Christ again. Where you have been, …

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