What Would Have Been

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May 29, 1996, Moon through the Trees in the front yard Twenty-four hours, Lord, help me in your graces the day and night through The day before what would have been our fifteenth anniversary, he remarried on May 18, 1996, a few months after the divorce. I did not know at this time he was…

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I Have Regressed

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I have regressed a bit, but I am in reality. It was a tough week previously. I need to strive totally for my independence, and I am satisfied with all the divorce, for now; later it will be a completely different story. All the years were a struggle. I am not happy with what I…

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Writing is Personable

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Thank you for helping me through the hardest time of my life. Writing is just much more personable. I am a little impatient. I have been writing a lot, about knowledge of the understanding of the Bible. I am thankful for my twin; the anger I once had is gone from God. He fixes what…

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Aches and Pains

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Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence? Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa. You know way more than I, for…

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So What!

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In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. “As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end.” So what am I supposed to do? The book says to be positive, affirm positive attributes, and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have—time and time again,…

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Through All This Pain

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1 Corinthians 7:30-31 “And they that weep, as though they wept not, and they that rejoice, as they that rejoiced not. 31. And they that use this world do not abuse it, for the fashion of the world passeth away. Romans 11:8: As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes…

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Wendy’s Gallery

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Unique Photos I wanted to do a gallery. Just playing around. These are all out-of-the-ordinary kinds of pictures. I think they belong here on 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com. I am having fun working on my writings again. Thank you for visiting the “6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com/” website. March 4, 2018; February 9, 2019. This was a birthday present for me, for the next day.

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Hi Out There

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Hi out there in the world. I need all your help. I cannot come out of my funk by myself. Furthermore, I require a constructive overall outcome, and I am in poor health. I am weak; I choose to be strong. I want everything “in the presence of Spirit,” as has been stated and documented and…

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Help Me Lord

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Lord, I ask in your name, for forgiveness for everything I have done that is not right with you. Forgive me for cussing. Forgive me for my misery. Forgive me for not forgiving the ones that hurt me the most. Help me forgive them. Forgive me for being overweight, uneducated, sad, and depressed. I am…

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Possibilities Are Endless.

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I started working on the manuscript on Notepad, Can you imagine it? I started the first part in March 1996. Then I decided I wanted to work on “Reflections in Presence of Spirit.” I cannot work on it like I used to. I am not ready to activate social media. Furthermore, I tried, but I…

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