2008

DIAGNOSIS

Wow, see how time flies.

Dark clouds, Sun
Set A Course For Which I Must Take My Stand

In August, I had another eye migraine, that I could not shake. So my Dad and his wife came to take me, to an Eye Doctor. I went in with 51 eye pressure; this was the second time, I had been to see him. He says, “you are not having eye migraines, you have narrow-angle glaucoma.

    So to revert. August 16, 2007, to September 2008, I had seventy glaucoma attacks. Of course, they started on August 20, 2005, or around there, it is in the writings.

    I finally gave in and called Manrique. October 14, 2008. I see Doctor M. Garza, she refers me to a Glaucoma Specialist, as soon as possible.

October 17, 2008

My Dad and his wife come back down, to take me to My Specialist. He checks my eyes, and he said, I need the laser ASAP. He gave us a discount and laser one eye.

    He shot it many times, for every an eye migraine, I thought I was having. Now, this is the situation. I have had seventy major trauma to my eyes and the Emergency Room, El Milagro; I tried to get Indigent denied. I could not work for a year, and I had to suffer because I was not correctly diagnosed until October 14, 2008.

    Now when my book sales, I am going to have the proper means, to accommodate people, like me, that cannot get help, even in complete distress. (a projection only, no funds, hello)

When I am working on the writings, I feel at peace.

    I do freak sometimes because, I am going through, each sentence of the whole book, from my standpoint. It is big enough now, to close, and submit. I still have nine years of writings, to prepare for print. It has to be as close as perfect, as I can get it, from my vantage point.

I have learned quite a bit.

    Being this, my solo voyage, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have always felt that now, is the time, but I was not finished, there was still more.

    There are so many shows and movies about writers, I am one, but of a different sort. Be that as it may, my writings are, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, who guided me, set a course, for which I must take my stand.

    From Him, through me, Wendy, To The World,  one in heart round about, The Glory of Jesus Christ, in the Awakening of Everyone’s Soul. To the light, that is shining, through “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love.

I do think, who do I think I am, to be so bold, and say in writing, everything that is written.

    At that time, Richard reminds me that I am an instrument of God’s message. He through me made this, “In Presence of Spirit,” come alive, for His Purpose, and it has always been my purpose, even though I did not know exactly, how it was all, going to come out, and this it has.

    I need to say, I have skeletons, in my closet, and so do you, and everyone. So really, how far does anyone, really have to go, to put down one’s, existence.

    I claim, I am a sinner, and I am forgiven, and everything the writings are. I can not sum it up. It is done. “God’s will is done on Earth, as it is in heaven.” I believe, even in poverty, not of the soul. I hate asking for help.

 Look where it got me. Closer to losing my eyesight, completely.

    How many are out there, suffering severe, intense eye pain?

    Who am I? I do not know but, He who sent me, He knows. So with all of this, I should really go to sleep, and rest my laser eye, for tomorrow, I will continue my journey, from darkness to the light. Day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, Wow. Time never ending, but standing still. Truly this is the end. Love, with one heart, to heal. Wendy October 18, 2008, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1999

OWN PLACE

Lord, we need our place

My kind of sunset
Oh Lord We Need You In Our Lives

our things, from storage in San Antonio, our legal child support, plus all the help, we can get. Oh Lord, we need you in our lives. We Need Your Love, Understanding, Knowledge, Courage, Patience, Kindness, Gratitude, Wisdom,

We need mass awareness.

    Lord, I am kind of nervous. Lord, we are asking, in prayer for, You to help us, come out of our coma’s, and come into the presence of Your Great Power Calling.

We are here, for Your Purpose.

    We can not, and will not stand without You. Even though the multitudes, do not understand me. You guided me through.

I lost to win, through You Lord Jesus Christ,

and I am asking You, to take the control, and guide us through with, “Your Touch of Presence.” In Jesus’ name.

My children and I, and The World need You, now.

    And I will only go through, You Lord. You tell us in prayer, to pray straight to You, and this is what I have done, in my writings, since You blessed me to write.

We are OK.

We will be OK, and you do understand. I am here and I ask Your Help, In Jesus Christ Living Loving Name, for regeneration, right here and now. Thank You Lord Jesus, I am finding You again. July 14, 1999, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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1999

QUICKSAND

To The Person or People, who read these pages.

From the Ship, I do not know where, my brother was there.
Quicksand Everywhere I Turn

I have found in the last three and a half years, “Quicksand.” Every where I turn, with these words that came out of my inner chamber. Ten people have read the first twenty-four pages. I shocked them, no one understood. It was all hush, hush, embarrassed for me or of me, because well, I am who I am, Wendy.

I found relief, through the words of the Prophets, from Christ with love.

    The passion, stirred my soul, to the answers of the whole. One Christ, One Mind. The Passion of Christ penetrated a small opening, and words were ignited, out of my heart, through my writing.

    I caught the whole incredible trip, from beyond the dead, through Christ’s love. To the opening of everyone’s, everlasting souls, in Peace, not turmoil.

    Releasing the generational garbage, at the door of the altar. Healing is inevitable. Will take place for the regeneration of The World.

I wish to remain anonymous, (for now.)

    My boasting is through the Spirit, in the faith of Jesus Christ Ever Presence. It seems to me, a call for love came through on paper, for me to share.

    As God, is my witness, I will not die before, “In Presence of Spirit,” is wholly submitted. I feel because of The World’s, situation, and my position. I need to cut to the chase.

I am going to send my manuscript to an Editor,

so they can read it, and let me know something. I have enough writings, to make a book, possibly two. Even if I were never to write another word, all were captured in, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    I have twenty-four months of pages, like these, all pertain for the love of Christ, in the faith of, the Spirit’s Ever Presence. We are here for a purpose.

My purpose was to write, “In Presence of Spirit.”

    Extended version, easy but complicated reading. I feel it will ease other people’s pain. I have originals and excerpts, on most of my writings. Dated.

    I cannot speak in this form, and I have weakened myself, and I am no longer, able to write in Spirit. I am in the stress of my whole situation, and I need fast help.

    No one has given me the go-ahead. Every one of my family etc. Have told me to burn it, to store it, to forget about it, it is only meant for me. I can not forget.

I have spent my life in preparation for the fulfillment of, “In Presence of Spirit,”

And I will not let my love, my life, my reason for living still, not be read. So putting all the negative behind, I go forward, to sending these pages to hopefully, an Editor, that would readily, be willing to read it, in its entirety, and possibly give me a little support.

    There is understanding, take the chance. I can not get over the fact, that I have writings, that need to be read, with an open heart, and an open mind. I am just sorry, I have lost the ability, and inspiration, in me but, it is evident, in the writings. I still believe. Let me know please. April 7, 1999 Wendy Yvette Greenwell, I did send it, the person wrote me back, and said she did not have time to read it.

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2007

GET OVER IT

It does not matter.

My tees and house plant again that used to take up a lot of space.
We Are Worthy To Accept The Testimonies Herein

Get over it, OK. Oh Lord have mercy on Us. Forgive me, my sins. We are worthy, to accept, the testimonies, herein. I am not alone. We can not torment ourselves over, and over, after Salvation, because we are cleansed. Lord teach me, Your Will. Guide and direct me, To what, You want me to do, with our writings. I do not know where to go. I do not know who, to send it.

    Oh Jesus, Your Resurrection to Life Eternal, is Complete. You are waiting for us, to make up our minds. Can there be the presence of spirit, living in me? Wanting to be set free, wanting the powers, that fill The Spirit, with more power. To Produce through, Mankind Healing, from You through them. What am I asking for? But a chance to be read. December 25, 2007, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2006

I CALL UPON

I call upon, The Holy Spirit.

Full Moon
I Call Upon The Holy Spirit

The Comforter. The restorer of the breach. The Alpha and Omega. The Beginning and The End.

A Call for World Intersession, In You, Through You, Round About You. Open the hearts and minds of All Your People. Bring cleansing of body, heart, mind, and soul. To the absolute truth, You are “In Presence of Spirit.”

I resolve to put my life,

My love, my only reason for still being in this world of confusion. To the forefront of The Holy Spirit’s, complete direction.

Holy Spirit,

there is nothing more than, I want to complete, our book, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.“

I call upon The Holy Spirit:

    Open my mind, to clear understanding. Ask the question? He will answer. Come into me Holy Spirit teach me, “thy kingdom come; thy will be done.” Bring light to the internal purification. Spread Your Light, To The Multitudes.

    Open up everyone’s soul, to understanding. In Jesus Christ Name: Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, I have been a bolder, (bold) Spirit. To the oneness of truth.

I have been spontaneous,

And I have worked on my writings for years. I believe all that is transcribed, and I did not copy. All the writings are, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

“Our’s Jesus Christ,” Powerful entire of itself.

    Thank You, for igniting the light, in my heart. I am ready to begin a ritual cleansing, in spirit. I am prepared only through my asking in Jesus Christ name:

Come Holy Spirit, open up the gates, for:

The Reunion of Souls. Holy Spirit, You heard my call, and you know our need. Not in greed, but in Charity. In love for every brother and sister, to come home to Father God, in heart soul revelation, realizations Help me June 6, 2006 Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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A Journey from darkness to the light.