Wait for It

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Wait, wait for it. What to do? Nowhere to go. Isolated, with or without a car. I asked for help—none was given. We are okay. Talk to God, Wendy. Ask for understanding, patience, wisdom, and knowledge. Ask for the Holy Spirit to come into you and help you through these moments leading to the unveiling…

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Finish Off the Year

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I called my hosting. I talked to the one and only person who could help me go through the process of deleting large amounts of files in the heart of the server. Massive amounts of data—I deleted them with one click. On another issue, she said I would have to talk to my developer. I…

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Here We Go Again

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I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday. I have two days left on GoDaddy.com. I did not do anything with the security, but I did delete all the backups from the past. I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all…

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Turn Around

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Hello, my name is Wendy. I have been sharing my innermost conversations with the world since December 13, 2013, on this site. It has grown into a massive website—358 GB stored in hosting, including backups, security, SSL, four domains, and DNS for all four. I messed it up again and lost another day of data.…

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Greater Calling

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Dear Jesus Christ in your name I pray: Lord, I need to wake up and do something. I am sleeping way too much. I ask, in the name of Jesus Christ, that You open my heart to understanding again. I ask in Your name, Jesus, to open my mind, my heart, my perception, my love,…

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