Forty Seven Years Old

Sunset over calm water and horizon.

It would be nice to write long writings, but I guess it is not meant to be. I am a forty-seven-year-old, divorced for twelve years. He had the children for twenty-three months. I have had them for minus twenty-three months of their lives, and they are already twenty-five, twenty-three, and twenty-one, with six grandchildren: one in…

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Get Through It

Tropical coastline with lush green hills.

Oh Well! Get through it! Pray for a miracle. Oh Lord, we are up for one. The big house, 400 Peking—I lived there for so many years.  I barely put anything in “In Presence of Spirit,” the book.  “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by the…

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Realization

Vibrant bouquet of tropical flowers and leaves.

Focus Clarity. True realization will start manifesting itself to the truth. For everyone to understand, the words that have come out of this manuscript, I call mine. It is not mine alone. It is for anyone who is searching for the presence of Your Holiness. I have tried to share; a few understood. A writer like…

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November 25, 1995

Coastal view with beach and distant hills.

To Whom It May Concern:  “I am of sound mind and body. The accounts are therefore brought forth to be certified when completed. The following is a sparse account of my life to fulfill my heart’s desire. I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest. If only for the truth of my innermost…

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Rain Down Your Spirit

Mountain view with ocean and clear sky.

In Jesus Christ’s name, Open up the heavens and rain down, Your Spirit. Open up the gates so that they may cross over. From without to within. Oh, Jesus helps all of us come to where You want us to be in eternity. Jesus Christ, You know my desire. The presence of your spirit is unique. From the…

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