In the “I” of Me

Cloudy sky with sun partially visible.

I need to hear You, Lord. Open my ears. I have noticed that there are people who think that talking and writing in the “I” of yours is wrong. Well, I have come to say:  This whole book, all my writings, is in the eye of me, and I am not taking it back. To…

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In a Void

Calm sea with distant boat and hills.

I would not forgive myself.   Dead of eternal life. In a void of no understanding. No brain function, just like a floater; no constructive energy thought. The same old, nothing is going on on the inside of me. Open up my heart again, Lord. Please do not bring the floods. I have done enough crying for…

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My Wendy Way

Pool and scattered rocks beneath waterfall

I loved you then, and I love you now, in my Wendy way.    Bless my twin; she has an injured back from a truck accident. Bless All The People of The Congregation of Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Heal them in all their needs. Rebuke the enemy of sickness in every family that is infected…

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Forty Seven Years Old

Sunset over calm water and horizon.

It would be nice to write long writings, but I guess it is not meant to be. I am a forty-seven-year-old, divorced for twelve years. He had the children for twenty-three months. I have had them for minus twenty-three months of their lives, and they are already twenty-five, twenty-three, and twenty-one, with six grandchildren: one in…

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Get Through It

Tropical coastline with lush green hills.

Oh Well! Get through it! Pray for a miracle. Oh Lord, we are up for one. The big house, 400 Peking—I lived there for so many years.  I barely put anything in “In Presence of Spirit,” the book.  “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord” and “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by the…

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Realization

Vibrant bouquet of tropical flowers and leaves.

Focus Clarity. True realization will start manifesting itself to the truth. For everyone to understand, the words that have come out of this manuscript, I call mine. It is not mine alone. It is for anyone who is searching for the presence of Your Holiness. I have tried to share; a few understood. A writer like…

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Keep You Safe

Waterfall cascading down dark rocky cliff.

God Bless You, and keep you safe, happy, content, loved, and cherished. The treasure chest needs to be opened. So the surrounding circumstances can be changed. By the nurturing of and with the Holy Spirit. Can obtain spiritual healing and freedom from without to Within. Oh, Jesus, have mercy on us. What do I do now? Oh…

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November 25, 1995

Coastal view with beach and distant hills.

To Whom It May Concern:  “I am of sound mind and body. The accounts are therefore brought forth to be certified when completed. The following is a sparse account of my life to fulfill my heart’s desire. I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest. If only for the truth of my innermost…

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Big Bend

Bright moon behind cloudy night sky.

I want to go to Big Bend again. For a period of time, work on my book and be free to be me. To finish that which was given in spirit, to fulfill my heart’s quest, in the pursuit of my innermost being and the realities of the distance between space and time. My eyes…

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Major Project

Sunset view over a quiet road.

Similarity, World Reunion, World Peace, World Awakening, and then comes the end of pain and everlasting peace to our souls. I love you, Jesus Christ. I know you are the “I Am,” in spirit. Furthermore, I declare freedom for a couple of months. Hold fast to Your calling to the very next level of Your Masterpiece Plan…

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