Life and Times

My perception of life is not understood in this day and age.

There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.

How do we perceive time? 

We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or travelling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.” Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked. Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on.

What is this leading? 

Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life!

We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there. I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things. What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together” and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over.

Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!

The graces of time are not forgotten. We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive. I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did.

I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back.

Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing. It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity. It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively. September 1989.

 My youngest daughter brought this with her on January 16, 1998. The husband of my youth gave me back my three teenagers in a brand new mobile home in Converse, Texas. It is a special writing to me because she saved it for me and because it does say a lot.

It was spontaneous writing. The best kind. Although I have not written in a year. I have my writings to work on and share with you. I probably sound like I am coming out of left field, but in actuality, I am coming out of right field.

I do not know what to do, so I am waiting. Besides, my computer could crash at any time. And my eyes still work, but they have issues. So I have not blogged around because I have little memory on my computer, and I can only do what I am doing. Which is little, right now. So I wait. November 15, 2012.

May 2, 2017: Just going through one last time. I have deactivated some accounts. I figure this will be my last month here on my site. I am tired, and it is costing me money I do not have.

As for my whole entire family that has not read it, I did it all for me. I do not care that the bunch of you think I am crazy and did not even care to read; this includes my very own children, twin sister, older sister, and brother. My deceased mother had four years; she could have read the book but did not. You know what? Even my husband of my youth only read a few pages.

They have always been with the Lord and me and will always be “in the presence of spirit.” From 1988 to 2017, for 29 years, my “In the Presence of Spirit” has been with me. Thank you, God the Father, God the Son, and Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I am grateful for all our times in “You Are, and I Am in the Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy Yvette Greenwell.