Do You Think

My inpresenceofspirit.com, hit 56,833 page views for this month.

It is the most viewed because I am making changes and adding code. I am a developer, just behind in the times.

My simple SEO required me to shorten the main name of my website. Then I had to shorten the names of many posts and turn them into pages, which caused duplication. This is why I currently have more pages than posts.

Now that I understand the reason, I will return to it another time. This month has the highest views—not website views overall, but updates, posts, and pages.

I have not fully opened this site to social media. For whatever reason, so be it. The analytics are not working yet—at least last time I checked. So I am just going to finish this up: posts, pages, removing extra photos so it runs lighter. I loved the featured photos, but I had to take them off.

“Help, Lord”—that is what a preacher once said to pray: “Help, Jesus.” Another woman also said to pray like that. I do not fully understand it. Even though I am not always able to pray or have conversations in Spirit, I still feel it is more than just saying, “Help, Jesus.”

I feel displaced. I do not mind sharing my room with my sister. My desks, wall unit, dresser, and bookshelves are here. The displacement is that it no longer feels like home.

I was left with not one, but four other people relying on me. Two are bedbound. I want to cry—just a little. My eyes are burning; I just put my medication in them. That is how I know it is working. Strange, isn’t it?

I have to drive my sister across town to the south side. I used to go there once every six months. Now I have gone six times in six months.

Piddle-paddle. At least Dad is not getting on ladders anymore. This is not going anywhere. So this year’s total is 208,172, changing in a couple of hours, bringing the all-time site total to 2,397,067 page views. I did not realize how important pages were—I thought it was only posts.

I still have posts to publish. Furthermore, I do not have time to edit 600 posts and add pages. It is a process—one by one. I have already completed 360 in record time.

When I do not touch the computer, it gets less than 200 views. The highest this month was 5,600 views in a 24-hour period. Overall, it has been a strong month.

I could not have come this far with my writings if it was not meant to be. It is, and it is all right here. It is strange how 600 personal posts and pages can exist in one system. That was the cue—pages, not posts, to clarify.

I had a dream about my first love. I woke up, went to tell my twin, and I started crying. In the dream, he hated me. That was 46 years ago. Strange how it still surfaces.

I am not following much news, except Johnny Depp. I am months behind on that. It is almost over. Good wishes for your recovery, Mr. Depp.

I felt like writing and updating what I am doing with the site. I feel I want to wrap it up this year, for some reason—maybe because it is an even year. Furthermore, I do not know. Furthermore, I have said many times that I was finished, but this time I am not writing like I used to.

So with all this—God bless the universe, space, the cosmos, all our brothers and sisters from here to kingdom come, with the presence of the Holy Spirit.

Wendy