Here We Go Again

I am on my own again. My brother, and twin sister, left yesterday.

I have two days left on GoDaddy.com. I did not do anything with the security, but I did delete all the backups from the past.

I do not know what to think about all of this. How can I do it all over again? I cannot. I bought a 1 TB hard drive so I can save it—I just need to figure out how to do it.

I also read that I do not need to have a privacy page because I am a closed website, with no transactions whatsoever. It has not made a cent.

This gift was given freely, and I have shared it without putting any kind of price on it. It is a priceless manuscript—to me.

I have followed through with every entry into “In Presence of Spirit.com.” It is my own—everything. It is the reason I am still breathing. It is my desire to share my times In Presence of Spirit with anyone who finds it.

Now, I cannot be spontaneous, because they might shut me down on the 11th for something I did not do. Who do I talk to? They are all working from home. I want to talk to the president of the company—who is that?

Hello—I am not freaking out. Whoever you are that has been following, in your own way, 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com—it might not be here on the 11th of March. I am not mad. I am not crying. I had nothing to do with them setting up my security. I can only say… WTF.

So, with all of this, as I once said, I asked no one’s permission, advice, or input. I have published 580 writings. Maybe I went overboard on the photos—I do not have time to take them off again.

I felt the urgency—the “I have to” of it all. It is done. I cannot change what I have done. I have wanted to share since the beginning, with “In Presence of Spirit,” from the very first writing over three decades ago.

I produced it on my website—by myself. I stepped into a foreign zone, the internet. It is so strange that I would have the courage to do this—the boldness in all the words that came out of my experience. Looking past myself to complete my website.

I do not know how it is going to turn out. With God’s Holy Spirit, all things are possible. I place 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com in Your hands, Lord.

Wendy