Here I Am

On 02/13/22, I felt like writing, and the name popped up, “Just So You Know.”

The name was already taken, so here I am. Thank you, Lord, for giving me privacy. I am not a healer, a minister, or a teacher. Since my sister and I were four years old, we said we were not going to college—I suppose because our mom left us to go to the university.

My sister left yesterday. My brother is coming on Wednesday. I am taking my other sister to the doctor tomorrow, and then I go in on Tuesday for the results of my blood work. I have not had my Ozempic shot since last week, and I had three major dizzy spells yesterday. Maybe it is from missing the dose.

I have been left to take care of three people—not just Richard, my only friend in the world. Who does this? I feel stuck—as stuck as can be.

I never would have made it through all these years without my time in “In Presence of Spirit.” If this is just for me, then so be it.

Since I started publishing my writings, 6hr.ca8.myftpupload.com has received 2,241,049 page views—2,840,501 in total.

Am I supposed to hide because I have shared my writings with the world? No. Even though my address is online, no one has reached out to me.

I gave it all to the Lord years ago. Potentially that is why I am not social. Am I—or am I not—crazy for sharing?

I do not write anymore like I used to. Back then, it was positive for me. It helped me every year. It has been a 26-year project. For 34 years, “In Presence of Spirit” has been with me.

So where is this leading? Perhaps toward something greater—toward a shared benefit in the glory of God, a generational cleansing, a oneness in truth.

I was given this project, and I am seeing it through.

Wendy