I Have News

I received a phone call,

I needed to open up about my present situation. Likewise, I do not feel I need to delete it. Likewise, I am not crying about my long-standing commitment—into the twenty-first year of living with a severely crippled man who is now bedbound.

I asked the Lord for a friend—He did too. Otherwise, he would have been in a nursing home at 58, when his parents went in. Our friendship was meant to be.

He was the only one I ever read my writings to. Then I read the first one of the New Year to my sister—not my twin. She said, “It is not your ex.” I laughed and said no. Those few sentences—and she said, “Yes, publish it.” Short and sweet.

This was a choice I made of two choices: going into housing and getting kicked out with my three teens, or taking Richard up on his offer. He said we would not get evicted.

My three teenagers and one grandbaby moved in, and then he moved in a couple of weeks later. He always said he bought it for me, to take care of him, essentially. At the same time, I am a homebody, so I did not mind not having (outside this property) anything—except the essentials.

I have been at home since the first day my kids and I, and one grandbaby, moved in. I have 18 grandchildren—one in heaven—and one great-grandbaby. That means my dad has 18 great-grandchildren and one great-great-grandbaby boy. He has met 6 so far.

I am going to input some prayers I wrote within the 26 years.

Colossians 3:2: “Set your affections on things above, not on things on earth.”

Oh Lord, I hope in all these attributes, in affirming the positive oneness with the words and inspiration of the Bible,

That You show me the doors to enter into conscious and subconscious agreement—to come to be in the outer world a productive witness in testimony for You and the ever-presence of Your majesty.

Dear Lord, in whom we trust, keep my mouth closed. No one understands what I have truly conquered through Christ Jesus.

Not to make a big deal, but it is the biggest present I ever asked for. I have to share. Time is up. I cannot procrastinate the inevitable anymore. I wrote a book—it is published. It has not been read by many, but by a few.

I am an identical twin—she has not read it. I want to share “In Presence of Spirit.” I have always felt the need to share. Furthermore, Furthermore, I am ready to share a gift. It has been so graciously given to me to share time in “In Presence of Spirit,” with people who need some spirit uptime.

It calms the spirit, it contemplates, it listens, it relieves, it balances the positive, and it tips over the negative. Furthermore, it calls out to the presence of spirit in everyone’s soul. Moreover, it identifies the difference between flesh versus spirit.

Spirit is much more soothing. The ailing heart feels the presence in the words that are formed to dialogue the conversations with the Lord.

The Lord has an ever-loving presence of spirit in everyone who ever was, is, and ever will be—one in presence of spirit in You, with You, beside You, entwined in the ever-presence of Your majesty.

All in all, all is one in spirit. Open up to the Christ Spirit within us. Bring inner healing to a oneness in truth for all—in Spirit, it is done. Wendy