Help Me Lord

Lord, I ask in your name,

for forgiveness for everything I have done that is not right with you.

Forgive me for cussing. Forgive me for my misery. Forgive me for not forgiving the ones that hurt me the most. Help me forgive them. Forgive me for being overweight, uneducated, sad, and depressed. I am not lonely, but I do need some spark to ignite the light of love in my heart again.

Help me, Lord.

Give me the strength to carry on. Help me, Lord, with all I need to do. I require You, Lord. I love you, Lord. Furthermore, I am screaming inside; I require your help! I require You, Lord. Jesus, I love you. Show me Your way again. Hold fast, my love for You, and bring me out of darkness into the light of Your ever-present love. I am calling out! Can you hear me?

I aspire to complete my mission of “In Presence of Spirit.”

Expedite it into a paycheck and a way to get all my grandkids some Christmas presents. Sell the books so I can help Richard pay the taxes and get Richard his lift chair and the other essential things he requires. Handicap-accessible.

I have to start with the old, in with the new day, the new outlook on everything,

I need to do this to access better resources for my today, which will benefit tomorrow. Furthermore, I have written some pretty awesome conversations with the Lord. Besides, I have shared it since September 2011. Six years to my first love, first blogger, and the website on December 13, 2013.

Do it, Wendy.

Do it. You can do it. Yes, you can. You can do it and get over it. Work your mind, walk, and plant your garden. Do it.

Finally,

I admitted that the husband of my youth was not nor ever had been my one true physical love. For me, he does not exist. My God and Lord saved me from any more damnation. Even though I have had to deal with all my children’s choices. I am tired, and they are all in their thirties. I am 57; the years have not been easy. Love me or not. May 21, 2017, Wendy Yvette Greenwell: “I cannot believe myself sometimes.”