Category Archives: 2005

I started writing 2005 letter writings on August 20-21, The night I had my first Narrow-Angle Glaucoma Attack.

2005

EVENTFUL DAY

It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day.

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Ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    Now I have a question for you? People say, to be, in the spirit, in God, of God, that you must always be happy, joyous, or you are not a Christian. If I am no religion, am I Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I started my journey through the darkest corner of my soul.

    To the light, that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not joyous, does that mean God, is not in me? Na, How can it be?

I am going to organize the writings, put all the originals, and edited pieces together.

    I jumped into it unorganized. I did not know, what the plan was, and then of course, in the process, it showed itself, ” as the tongue of a ready writer.” First things first, I have to put all 2005 writings together, “this is what I am doing now.” I have a lot of letters most all of them are with you in spirit. Thank you for offering your mind to join mine. So I could complete this, which was given to me.

To complete my part in this awesome experience,

And realizing it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “you are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse. “To the ultimate plight to the light that is Jesus Christ in The Holy Spirit’s, coming home to every heart in eternity.”

    The Holy Spirit’s Eternity. The Holy Spirit’s, Ever Presence. In the Holy Spirit’s, Internal Purification. The Lamentations, and Supplications.

    In the giving, the Whole Existence, to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, is One in Heart, Soul, Love, Faith,  Cause,  Omniscience.  Ever-lasting Love.

    The Spoken Words in Spirit to the Apostles, Prophets, and now our generation has completed the renewal of the regeneration for everyone’s soul. I believe, so it is, TRUE!

I read some letters yesterday that I had found, they made me remember the ugliness.

    You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years. Without that person, you were’ married to for fourteen and a half years. I have not cried for you. I have given you to the Lord.

    You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord, gave me to share with you. You will see it sooner or later. The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in a lot more than I should have, but I have accepted that you are staying with her, and your two children and that is, where you need to be.

It is OK that I voiced a bit in the flesh.

    Can you tell when the spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and or when the flesh of one’s being is taking control. There is a big difference, between the two.

    What’s up! Are you going with the flow?  This is an incredible experience with no one but R.H. God, Me, and now because of you. You helped me to come back to, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you, for this.

    So where are we still? Without, No, for within we are In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father who is, was, and will always be, Our Only Savior of Our Souls.

    My expectations are in the Lord’s hands because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason for multiplying, seventy times seventy, twenty more writings, I will have it.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for, “In Presence of Spirit,” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were’ not for all this work. I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person, but I am not.

I progressed through adversity, and obstacles but You are by my side, so this is for you, Jesus Christ,

I give You To the World, through Our Writings, Your Salvation brought, to the heart of the children of God in Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.

    Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your Presence in Spirit. Thank You for the name, “In Presence of Spirit,” it all just fell in to place, Your Place of Eternal Peace In You, With You, For You. Thank You, Jesus Christ.

    You are The Most Precious Being, through You is Life, by The Gift of Accepting You Unconditionally, there is no exception to the rule.  You know all that.

    Jesus Christ, Guide Us into tomorrow, for in the World as is, I have taken my stand, For You, With You,  on Your Feet, once again, Through You, From You, Because of You. Well, we are going to be OK. November 17, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

ADVERTISING

I sent my ex-husband a twenty-page letter,

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I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings,

which ended up being sixteen-page writing. I am confused but because of my present circumstances. I have to overcome any obstacle, that might keep me from, Advertising My Writings, or as others might say, Promote.

    I guess because he ignited the light in my heart again, to start writing, I focused a lot on him, because he asked me to pray with him. Still, all the writings from August 2005 to present are significant, even though I feel I overstepped my boundaries.

I found this letter you wrote on the twenty-six of August.

    “This is not an invitation it is a plea.” Wow! Good letter, thank you for remembering my reason for living still. Thank you for the encouragement, and The Spirituality you have found, In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father.

I am almost finished editing.

    It has been a lot of fun, finishing off my book. I knew I had a lot of writings. I did not know how many. It is cool, to see, the presence of spirit, in you, and your letters, and now beautiful influential writings, full of love, full of compassion, full of insight.

    I am going to go through my papers one more time, to find anything about my book. I do not want to leave anything out — Wendy and You, The Husband of my youth, back for an incredible engagement of the Lord.

He is calling. I can hear Him, can you?

    I told my, first family what I was doing with my book. None of them believe in me, and that is OK, what is new. But just the same. I have worked on my writings for ten years plus, and they are the most critical productive thing, I have ever been part of. I have done it all, with no human teacher.

I do not really feel depressed about it.

    It is a completion of a beautiful journey from darkness to the light of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I hope I still write afterward, but I really think, I am all booked out. Ten years of writings, incredible. Nothing I would keep out.

I am so happy to meet you in spirit.

    You know, I always longed to communicate like this, it is deeper and more intimate. (“WHAT!? And right then, and there, I was relieved of any restriction in the worldly, that would keep me from you, accept is that you are married.) Besides I love being divorced, and unattached to anyone except the Lord. November 5, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

A BIT UNLEARNED

I hope all is well with you.

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So I am stuck with the I have to complete my part

    I am a bit unlearned, in your spiritual writing to the Lord. So I am stuck with the I have to finish my part, even though, I am unsure about your piece.  It is for, The Lord and this is how, He made me come out to you, in prayer.

    I always wrote something interesting about the Spirit of God. Man to bad! You know it does not matter, because I am conversing, In Spirit with Our Dear Heavenly Father.

    So, I am, nor was I ever, alone. So, no regrets. It is nice to share it with you now. The only thing is I keep, keeping them. It is because they all have writings, and every time, I write to you, I feel now, I have to edit. That is why I have so many writings.

We are sharing an insight, into a gorgeous realization of, the one hope in Christ we are.

    I think my misspellings, and my punctuation, is insignificant, on the opening of the whole realm of existence. I can not pick at one part, I would lose myself, because there are, so many beautiful prayers. A little bit of different writing. Statements of truth, verses, prayers, poems, praises, thanks, understanding, knowledge, wisdom.

Sharing, a piece of the whole incredible trip

    From beyond the dead to life, In Christ, is so awesome, and each person has the opportunity to see for him or her, own self. I have been procrastinating the inevitable. You know through all my years of prayer’s, Writings in Faith of, the glorious treasure of the kingdom of heaven within.

I knew, to share with you. I was sharing with the World,

    Not through you, but because of you, and you were’ the only person, to do that, through Jesus. I am sorry for you having to deal with my inescapable pain, you were’ not the cause, and surely we had good times, but because the last three and a half years of our marriage, was awful. I chose to close that part of me, and give it to God. I can not do anything with it, pain, suffering, frustration, degraded, below the bottom, I mean.

I am a living, breathing, capable of a loving person,

    That is sharing, her relationship, with Our Father in Heaven, to the World. I can do that, you know. It is mine to share. For the love of the Lord.

    I was looking for an answer that I did not find, and that, well, I need to let you go. Now, what is my motive? When you fall hard, do the unthinkable, and your reward is in sharing. I am content, to be home, and take care of Richard, and my grandchildren.

    So if we end up on the street in a month, we won’t because we will be forced to get an apartment. I will lose all my trees; I planted all eighteen of them, where will I put my plants? Well, this is why drastic measures, under dramatic circumstances.

I have something to share and say, and Sweetheart, I said it.

    I really and honestly did it. I can not believe myself. No one on earth could have told me yea or nay, who would I listen. When I was ordered from Him, that sent me to open up your eyes, and “to turn them from darkness to the light and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among men which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” Jesus Christ Acts 26:17 or 18.

    Some people think I should have written about the daily trauma. But you know for what purpose, it is a big negative, and the book is, Positively, In Spirit, of the Ever Presence. How long has it been since I told you, I love you? November 13, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

FIXING TO EDIT

I am fixing to edit the letter writings I wrote to you,

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This is getting difficult

    Everything that pertains to it took me this long to find them. All your letters to the children and I are in a notebook, each one in their plastic protector. At this point, I am not going to read the ones from 1994. “I still have them, fourteen years old, now.”

We have an excellent start,

    Well actually finish. I have the material; now I can edit. Give me the authority to publish your writings and letters, with mine, I promise all will be of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit. And since we are partners, as far as I am concerned! I guess your answer was in spirit, yes, in the flesh? “We were’ never partners even in marriage.”

Alright!

    That was an excellent acceptance writing, so we are together in this, and you know what is so cool. I have never shared like this, spirit to spirit.

It is a rewarding experience,

because it is my one, and the only husband, I will ever have, had, and it is not, nor has it ever, or will it ever be, a problem with me, to continue without my husband, in spirit, and the flesh. “two hearts become one.”

    Who’s?” Someone Else’s, or ours together again, only in spirit, or in the flesh? or In Spirit Entwined As One, in the Love of Jesus Christ, to the fulfilling of, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Is this a one way, or two-way conversation?

    “It was always one way, he never received them. Was I insane or just passing the time away.” OK, I am going to be professional, and I accept you in the spirit completely, ultimately, at this point, I will take you any way I can get you. This is more important than anything in, The World, to me. Us sharing, in spirit together. I am rambling. “His letters do not belong in here because they don’t.”

This is getting difficult.

    I should not be doing this to myself. I am going back to work on my book, and I am going to put you away. I place you; In Jesus’ hands, because I can do nothing more, your wife should be praying, with you, I have to quit, by for now. November 6, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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2005

DEVASTATING

I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle.

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He guided, and directed me, even through a lot of adversity.

    I had no idea, reason being; I am forty-five years old. I was Baptized young and confirmed, confirmation, about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.

It was pretty much, a devastating experience,

And then when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, well that pretty much sunk the ball in the basket. So I ended up bypassing any Religion.

    Anyone else’s view on my self-worth. I went straight to Jesus Christ, Himself and you know he heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in The Ever Presence.

He guided, and directed me, even though a lot of adversity.

    You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation, (is the only word to use.) I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for ten years, plus everything else. But I was Given A Purpose To Fulfill A Destiny with Hope, Joy, and Love, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior, In God We Trust.

As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord.

    I am still in the flesh, and I still have spurts of cussing, still going through our children’s everything, even though they all are, young adults.

    All these years later to read all these, Beautiful Prayers In Spirit of Our Dear Heavenly Father, and all the while, Praying In Spirit for World Healing and Reunion, Through and In Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior, In God He is.

I share this with you

Because you were’ not meant to go through this the awakening of your spirit behind bars, by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey, beyond the dead to life in Christ; it is so awesome. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight on such a one on one, openness.

My prayers were always projections of Jesus’ teachings through the ages,

and I captured such intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved. Now I am sharing in a different way, because of your understanding, because all the letters you have sent to the kids, and the twenty I have received from you.

    I was and am worthy, deserving of, all the Spirit of the Lord, has to offer through, the magnificent gift of Salvation, through Jesus Christ.

    My studies solitary were’ entirely what Jesus Christ ordered. But of course, first you have to ask, and you will receive an insight into the universal laws of cause, and effect.

    I took action because the wages of sin had consumed the World. The World needed prayer. To get back to the matter at hand, I had sent out a lot of letters in the beginning. To no avail.

    I always gave it to the Lord because no one understood the understanding of the words through the Spirit of Our Lord and Savior. I prayed I wrote, I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I know Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful Jesus.

    I know you are, in the Spirit of Our Lord, and the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path, be that as it may. The World needs to find its way. November 10, 2005, Wendy Yvette Greenwell

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