Partial Lavender Sphere showed up first on the street. I would take an extreme amount of photos. To me it is a light show in the rain, fog, drizzle, the elements of camera, flash, phone, and atmosphere just right.
Every photo is different. Out of the ordinary
They must have thought I was crazy
Moonlit Foggy Night. I like taking pictures in the fog.
Camera with a flash in the fog. Captured one click
Every photo is different in the fog. I like the white light over the lavender partial sphere
Capturing the lavender sphere, Even through the fog particles, the lavender partial sphere is in most all the photos I took that night
Lavender Sphere shows up and stays for awhile. Partial lavender sphere ended up in so many photos
Perfect Foggy Night. First photo of this beautiful foggy night
First photo of the night. Have no idea what it is? How can I describe this? I took a picture at the right time.
Lavender Sphere showed up
Love taking pictures in the Fog
A few photos I took on December 18, 2018. Coming up on the end of “In Presence of Spirit,” 30th Anniversary Year since I wrote the first writing.
I edited a lot; I am not going to finish by the end of the year. I have captured fine particles of lights with my phone, camera, and a flash, at night, with my trees in the background. I am still enjoying it, but now, I take a bunch of photos, and I call it a night.
There is not much to see down in South Texas, no hills, no mountains, flatland’s, I do not need to go anywhere to take night photos. It has to do with the weather. So with this Merry Christmas, and Happy New Year. Wendy Yvette Greenwell December 22, 2018
The beautiful Moon, The Clouds, The Stars, The Sun, The Universe, The Multi-Universe. The Omnipresence of Eternity, which You as Source Creator God Almighty Maker of The Heavens and the Earth, possess. The Planets, and everything that is part of it, and its glorious beauty. Thank you for the friend, the home, my Son’s Van because my car is out to lunch. Thank You for my Computer, Thank You for the will to Publish the Writings in Spirit Communication.
Thank You for, “In Presence of Spirit’s, Thirty Year Anniversary. 10,950 days
with Our first communication in Spirit of Your Ever Presence, showing me the way out of the darkness, and into the flow of conversation in spirit with You, and The Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, in which I have come to believe, We are All One In Spirit, One in the Lord, Forever in Eternity.
I desire the manifestation of my journey’s quest
to activate the total rights, We All Have, as a child of God, not just for me but everyone who is, who was, and whoever will be, be that in the dimension here or there and everywhere and all the rest.
Thank You for my beautiful Trees, even though they need some cleaning up. My plants. Thank You for My Children and My Seventeen Grandchildren, one in heaven. Please Guide and direct them to Your Presence in Spirit.
Bless Each of Us with the clearing of the cobwebs of discontent, and Show The World, the way out of the darkness, and into Your Presence in Spirit, that is etched in our DNA, Activate, Now!
Like they say, “All for One, One for All,”
And of course One for All, All for One” You Lord have the keys to unlock our hearts soul core of our existence, we have to ask. Help Me find You again. Help Me open up and let Your light shine in my inward being and activate the light that I need to achieve Mastery of my God-given Rights as a child of The One True Source of existence and All Your Associates. The Arch Angels, The Legions of Angels, Everyone who is working on making this Multi-verse working together for All Mankind and Everyone unseen and unheard.
Open up the Light of Love For All Humanity.
Spark the Light of God Energy in everyone’s DNA Now! I have not lost the understanding. I desire to interpret, and communicate, In Presence of One Spirit, Your Spirit which makes it the whole Source Creator, God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, Activate Now!
All of them, for every person seen or unseen. Help the one who has not found the light, let them find it. Now in the blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior.
Take the blinders off of the misconception, and show the People out of darkness into the light of Your Every Presence. Thank You God Almighty, for Your Presence in Spirit in “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Wendy April 27, 2018
Slaps, pulling hair, name-calling, lashing out, past mistakes, no support, ridiculed, shocked, threat, repeated acts of violence, void proper upbringing, mass out of control.
The ugliness has been left on its own. Stomp it out now! Reach the heart, give yourself to Christ Jesus, he is the only way out. The only way.
Through your heart, you will see, hear, understand. All your questions will be answered, the love, the compassion, the knowledge the answers will come flooding in.
The Love of Christ is upon us. We are saved in The Blood of Jesus Christ. In Christ is Life Eternal, Internally God’s for the Purification of Our Souls. To reach and go beyond that which is attained, to the enlightenment of The Father that is within.
To the unveiling of the hidden mystery in God, I am. I was given the tongue of a ready writer, for an opening to your soul, to the clearing of the cobwebs. To the ultimate flight of yours, mine, and our existence. To The Oneness of Christ, I am blessed to the total unveiling of “In Presence of Spirit,” from my soul to yours, in one heart, one mind, from Jesus Christ with love. Choose Life! 1998 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
My fantasy only saved me when everything was crashing down
It was a tough week, previous. I need to strive totally for my independence, and I am satisfied with all the Divorce, for now, later it will be a completely different story.
All the years were a struggle.
I am not happy with what I put up with, the way I reacted to him, the way the children were’ in the middle of our hatred. It should not have happened. I cannot blame anyone but myself, for being so vulnerable to lies, deceit, confusion, rudeness, unfaithfulness.
My fantasy only saved me when everything was crashing down
And my husband then was suffering from his sufferings, and he was not able to talk about it. There is a big difference between honesty and deceit. I do not hate him; I do not love him either. I would rather be by myself then to subject myself to another man’s rules and regulations, his power, and control, to put down my existence. I feel like I am twelve what regression. It is not easy, but I know significant changes are going to be happening.
I do love, it here in San Antonio,
I was tired of The Valley to many memories. Not good at forgetting all my trauma’s right now. I know there are worse things that could have happened. I am such an outcast, not a people person, my esteem I have zero, I have to pick myself up.
How could I be so coy,
Oh God, I have let myself suffer so much, and I could not do anything about the outcome. I always wanted him to be more of a part of the children’s life. I will never feel sorry for her or be happy for her, I have given her to much emotion, and she has my family.
I lost my husband because of her and his not being able to forgive himself for the awful years he was so cruel to me. He wanted to do it right, it to me is not fair, but I do hope he gets there even if it is with her.
He said it took six years to get over me holding a grudge because I told him I had a crush on my third pregnancy Dr. who I had confided all that I had succumbed to all the abuse, those six years most important part of our children growing up. He was cruel and suave, neglected everything except his career, I had no other choice than to put up, and this is what I got. It is going to get better, and at this point, it is all I can handle.
It is Sunday, I read the Bible, and I feel some relief.
This has been a hard week also. Important crucial to the addicted person state and confusion and or being addicted to the addicted person. April 22, 1996, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
March 12, 2018, My Dad wants us, my twin and I do see him today. He is 85 now, and he has some issues going on that he is worried about. We are an hour and a half away from where he lives. My sister fell and hurt herself on the rib cage, so I am driving. It has been some time since I have driven to the Arroyo.
Her husband is staying with Richard and my dog and their dog that is 18 blind and can not hear, it is so sad, but she is still trucking around.
I know I am going back to 1996, it is all meant to go together. So it does not matter what year I pick on. I am on a roll. This is the 50th day that I have Published, and I feel I need to continue. No matter how uncomfortable I am at times.
The first six months was cleaning out the cobwebs so to speak. So with all of this, I am going to keep this on here, and Publish. The Picture is dark, but I do not care. It is Fabulous, I have never taken a picture of my trees with a shadow before, so it is exceptional. Take care; God Bless The World and Everyone On It. Are you ready, I can not believe myself sometimes. I have to Publish it. February 9, 2019, Wendy
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
So what am I supposed to do
“As it was, in the beginning, is now and ever shall be the world without end.”
So what am I suppose to do? The Book says to be positive and affirm positive attributes and dedicate yourself to your conviction, and I have. Time, and time again. Through out the length of my writing days, and then some. I acknowledge that you have given me the greatest gift being, in presence of spirit with you in all my writings. January 14, 2010
Laser Tomorrow
Mr. Errol Grannum will be performing drilling a hole in my left eye and the will re-open the hole in my right eye. The ones that made this happen are Knights Templar out of Illinois. Thank you. They are paying for my surgery on my left eye, and since my Dad and His Wife paid in cash the first surgery and preliminary Doctor’s appointment, he is going to open the hole in my right eye.
It is a stressful time for me on the 27th I go before the Social Security Disability Judge, my third appeal. I have not had very many Doctor appointments because I do not qualify for any help because once again I am a pauper because I quit June 2007 because I was suffering from my eyes and yes forever thought they were’ eye migraines, turning out to be Narrow-Angle Glaucoma, with Cataracts that are not bad enough to take out.
I am not even eligible to get the help of any kind from the commissions for the Blind. Now if I were going to go back to work, they would help me. I figure I will go to them if I get denied again.
My brother is coming down from California
for my Twin and My 50th Birthday. Weird how swift time flies.
You see back in early 1996 I wrote a piece,
I asked the Lord for a friend, not a husband, Ha. There is a difference. He gave Richard and me our friendship. We have lived in this comfortable House for eight years. When I worked, I paid for my part. But since I have not worked in two years and seven months, he has taken care of all of it. It is only Him, my Son and me now. The girls have since seven months moved out.
Although I care for Richard with his needs, he has provided. Home for me. We remain friends, and of course, we are companions, we even share a room, but it does not mean we are common law married. “He is 75 now. Cerebral Palsy has taken its toll on him. I am thankful that God gave me the ability to care for him day in day out, although we like the nights I hate the Sun, the heat of South Texas.” Jesus Christ thank you for Richard, my best friend. Only a friend. I am worried, and no one will still help.
Oh Lord in your name I do pray. I am so confused about what I am supposed to do. I need your help in all areas of my life, my love, my book, the complete book. The Surgery on my eyes tomorrow, The court in front of the Judge for Disability with my Lawyer at least I will not be alone.
I have been reading 2005 writings
“Reflections of In Presence of Spirit.” To the husband of my youth, from the wife of his youth. It is beautiful that is when I had my first glaucoma attack. I am already on page 59. He still has not read it But my reading and editing further a feeling the vibration of such power prayers to the husband of my youth that is over one hundred pages and 29,000 plus a word count. Second to the highest words from all the years of writing.
It is for anyone, not just him. Truly it is verified. Hopefully, prayerfully you can find forgiveness in your heart, mind, and soul, it takes a ton of layers of your past and gives you the room to breathe through the cleansing of your hearts pain.
I know it works because that gut pain has not come back.
Even in extreme difficulties, to describe mine to the minute status. How else could I state that? I have choice minutes of anxiety depression, fear, I do not have the means and resources I need. Still, no transportation. January 21, 2010
I know I have been working on the writings, no one else was going to do it.
I told my Lawyer it is my hobby, Ha, it is a lot more than that, but because, “In Presence of Spirit,” only sold one book. There is no money involved it has nothing to do with my Court. I worked for The Lord and He will provide in His time. This, all this, is not, for greed it is to help, in the regeneration of our souls. Seriously I followed through with what I was given in Spirit to do. Even in my Mortality with my own problems and the way I am. The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ blessed me with His Presence of Spirit.
Thank you, Jesus Christ, there is no way I would have made it through without you and our “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” “Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced”
I knew that was the beginning of my book. I was going to be writing while I worked on it on the side. I was still writing every word that would one day be my complete, to be certified Book, of the offspring of my first, in writing communication, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Jesus Christ heard my prayers and answered it at the beginning of my soul’s voyage in search of peace in my soul. Now we know it is not all about me. It is for anyone who is searching and not finding. It is for you and for me. I still do not speak about all this, I have no questions to answer. My eyes feel better today. January 28, 2010, Wendy Yvette Greenwell
